That Icky Feeling [Caly/Ulv]

"Woman she used to be..." The girl mumbled as Ulv pulled her into a calming embrace, which caused the girl's eyes to shut, though tears of honey still poured from them, feeling a song within her given by Ulv. It was a nice feeling, even if it confusingly felt like she was hearing it, and not at the same time. Caly couldn't even imagine if there was anything before the persona that her mother currently possessed. What was she even like before becoming the mad tyrannical queen? Imagining such a person was impossible for the girl; she's only ever known the woman in the shape she presently possessed her entire life, and that life was hardly even two years.

She squished her face into the side of Ulv's chest as she spoke of trying, using the connections she now possessed to reach out to her mother, to see if there was an inner voice crying for help, and if there wasn't, that simply was it. Failure simply wasn't an option, she spoke, some form of 'success' being reaped from her efforts regardless of outcome. Closure...

"Ulv, I don't want Mama to have to die..." The girl's voice was small as she spoke through choked sobs, "Even if she's horrible... I can't help but love her, I can't help it, even if I hate that I do at times.."

She hugged Ulv back, tightly, so tightly, as if to not let go of this moment in time, to just stay stuck here, so that she wouldn't have to do anything, anything at all, to know anything more than she did now, "..I'm.. I'm scared. I've only ever known her as how she is now. What if I try, and even inside she doesn't want to do it? What if it does turn out that there's no choice but for her to die..."

Caly panted gently, her fears clearly surfacing, though with the help of the flame easing her heart, she could speak them clearly, ".. And if she was someone kind and nice and stuff before becoming.. What she is now, what does that say about me? Does that mean I have some possibility of becoming some apathetic, genocidal monster..?"

The girl sighed loudly, wiping her eyes, looking up at Ulv, "..Is that why you'd want me to do it? For closure?"

"..Oh."

The girl's head tipped down as Ulv explained either it was one, or simply the other when it came to the power the muscly woman possessed. Her chest wasn't as soft as her sibling's, but the sensation of hearing a heartbeat in addition to the woman's comforts made her relax. Even if she were relaxed, she sniffled, a trail of copious golden tears still rolling on her cheeks, somewhat obscuring her vision with a honey-like lens, as she hugged Ulv just a bit tighter, "..I understand. So what's there is just... There, and there's nothing I can do about it..."

Some selfish corner of her mind wanted to argue and say maybe there was something that could be done, but Caly held her tongue. She couldn't fully accept the fact that there was a 50% probable chance that her mother simply.. Needed to be put down, but she didn't want to argue with a woman about her own abilities.

The little demon listened to the woman's following statements, which did make Calypso feel better about one thing, at least, ".. That makes sense, yeah. Miss Ari's really nice... I wish she was my Mama to begin with.."

She yawned, rubbing an eye; She was normally deep asleep this late, but tonight obviously glared as an exception, "..I'll do it. I want to see for myself if the tyrannical queen, and my Mama, can really be brought to light.."