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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sat Sep 29, 2012 10:45 pm
The Doctor watched her, seeing someone that reminded him very, very much of himself. This personality interested him beyond all belief; and he was curious to what she would do. He watched as she stepped forwards, studying him. His eyes widened for a moment, as he realized that this was the same look those scientists had given him; so long ago. However, he quickly relaxed as he realized it was just the same look he was giving her, and they were equal in their observations of the other. He blinked as she told him that he was making a mess. He narrowed his eyes in slight annoyance, realizing it was the doing of Yin. ”It is Yin, not my doing. He is the one who keeps becoming extremely embarassed by your figure.” He explained, watching her simply as she retrieved her clothes, saying nothing of her comment to stop making a mess. He watched as she began to examine her surroundings, as the Doctor sat on the bed. There was the end table, the dresser, the bed itself, and the couch that Yin had made in this room with simple white walls. He watched the other personality interestingly, before speaking. ”I have two or three questions for you.” He said simply as she looked around. ”First, do you have a name? Second,, what do you think and feel about everything you know? Third, what brought you into this world and what do you think of being in it?” He asked, knowing these were all things that he had been absolutely dying to ask her, so anxious was he to do this that he had planned for it all the way back when Amelia had fought against Edo Yako, and he had seen Amelia's hair change color as she became radically different. Using what he knew about Amelia, the Doctor had performed his convoluted plan, all of it leading up from there to this point, as he studied her constantly, awaiting her response... |
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sat Sep 29, 2012 11:19 pm
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Amelia took note of Yin apparently being the one to bring out this side of him. The blood dripping from his nose was strange. What exactly made such a thing happen. Although he said it was Yin, she wondered what was physically happening to cause such an occurrence. She even took note of the annoyed look in his eyes and smirked at it, her attempt to irritate him more. Another thing she wondered was how he would treat her if he was actually angry with his precious Lady A. As she was looking around and he sat down on the bed, he began asking her questions and seemed a lot more excited than he usually would be when talking to her. "Apparently he likes this personality a bit more..." she thought to herself as she turned to him. She stepped towards him, literally walking in between his legs and standing there, watching his reactions. Then... she began to answer.
"Strange questions..." Amelia said as she brought her hand up to his cheek, her fingers running along his jaw. "First thing you must realize, my love... I am not like you. I do not have multiple 'beings' inside of me. I am Amelia. I am Lady A. It's just that my normal personality suppresses a lot of the things I feel in order to make sure I can keep the will to make you happy." That was the first thing she had to make sure he understood. She had the same memories and such that the regular personality of hers had. She was her. She just stopped suppressing the stronger emotions within herself. "Two... How do I feel?" she asked him with a smile as she brought her hand up, running her fingers gently through his hair, "I feel fine, happy. I love being with you, although you can be a bastard at times... Of course that is Yang I am speaking of. Hope the jerk can hear it as well. And about what I know... what do you mean? That one I do not understand..." She avoided answering his question about her name because her name was still Amelia. She wasn't anyone different. She was Amelia, his Lady A.
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sat Sep 29, 2012 11:32 pm
He watched as she walked between his legs, causing the two of them to look at one another directly in the eyes, his face open and ready to accept any information she said. He raised an eyebrow as she said they were strange questions; they didn't really feel all that strange to him, who went through multiple personality changes nearly daily since Amelia had arrived. However, he realized she must be somewhat of a different mind; of course, that was the whole point. However, he listened carefully to what she said. It seemed this side had the same kind of strange infatuation towards him that Amelia did, even though the Doctor didn't completely understand it. ”So then, you are Lady A.” He realized, his eyes their widest as well as containing a small toothless smile on his face. This meant that she was really the same as before; just without a part of herself. It wasn't a completely different personality, as he once thought; something had simply been removed from her. And he understood this; because of what he thought of names, it meant that she was still Lady A. He reached his own hand up, putting it up to her chin as he examined her, sliding it simply across the bottom of her jawline as he admired how much better she looked since she had shed her skin; it was very moist and soft, like a new-born's. He felt her hand going back through his hair, as tiny tingles went down his back; a natural bodily reaction. ”Aye... But that's simply what Yang is. And by that... I meant that when I first found you, the part of you with something removed did not exist. I want to know if you like being able to move about freely or not; if you would like to come out, sometimes, as Yin and Yang do, but of your own accord. That is what I asked.” He told her simply in reply, a light smile on his face as he slipped his left hand down from off the jawline of her chin, tracing it down the left side of her torso where the snake skin had been applied to brush his cool fingers gently along her side down to her waist, before laying his hand down and returning his attention to her, using his turn for study. |
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sat Sep 29, 2012 11:56 pm
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"So then, you are Lady A." was what he said. Amelia nodded, leaning into him as she laid her head upon his shoulder. "Yes... I am your Lady A." She raised her head again, placing a small kiss on his cheek and then smiling to him. She brought her arms around him, keeping them there as he set his hand along her jawline. "I understand what Yang is. He is a part of you that is very... very destructive. He would be fun to talk to sometimes if he had the ability to control himself, but obviously... he does not have the mental capability to do so. Not like you at least..." While she was speaking to him, Amelia brought her tail around and wrapped it around his waist. She then used it to pull him back, sliding him along the bed and away from her. Once he was about an extra foot away, she hopped onto the bed, turned her back to him, and sat down between his legs. She leaned back against him and closed her eyes. "The only thing different about when my hair turns black is suppression. I don't do it. The anger, yearnings, wants, loves... and lusts that I feel... I don't suppress it. I don't hold it back. For instance, the first time it happened was with the Plus you had me lure in. Usually I just do what you say, but some times in conflicts with certain morals... At that time it was lying... So, I let go and allowed myself to lie instead of suppressing the guilt. That is why I came out then..."
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sun Sep 30, 2012 12:11 am
The Doctor listened intently to what she said, blinking as she said that not only was she Lady A, but she was his Lady A., as if she belonged to him. Which was in a sense, true; or was how the Doctor thought of it, in any case. He wasn't sure how Amelia felt on the matter, but he did know that he was right to think that this side of Lady A would fascinate him. "That is true... He has some of my intellect, as anyone who inhabits this body, but he does not choose to use it." He said simply, as he felt her tail around himself. He merely blinked, allowing her to ease him back as he was pushed back further on the bed comfortably, still looking at her He was a little bit surprised at the accuracy with which she manipulated her tail. She did not cut him at all, and furthermore managed to move him at an awkward angle away from herself, until he was pushed back on the bed. It was strange; for the first time ever, the Doctor felt a little bit uncomfortable wearing his cloak, as if it was too much. He watched as she jumped up between his still splayed legs,before she leaned back into him. He had noticed she hadn't chosen to answer his question, and he wondered why she had not, but decided to leave it at this point. He was sure that when she was ready, she would tell him, all in good time... He reached up both hands, bringing his torso up a little bit as he laid his hands on her shoulders, softly massaging them after she had spoken and he began to speak, having seen she had stopped her studying of him and allowed him to study her completely, greatly satisfying the Doctor. "You don't do suppression.. Then you are completely at peace with yourself. You do not hold back... You sound very much like me." He said as he leaned himself up further, whispering into her ear as he held onto her shoulders, gently. "I never hold myself back, either. But that's the way I enjoy life, and you and Amelia have both recently shown me how to enjoy life beyond what I had originally thought. Do you enjoy coming out and interacting with me like this?" He asked, his breath going against the back of her neck, his hood down behind his head as he examined the long, lustrous locks of black hair, awaiting her reply... |
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sun Sep 30, 2012 12:31 am
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Amelia's eyes closed and she leaned her head back against him, feeling relaxed as he began massaging her shoulders. Listening to what he said, her eyes snapped open and she looked back to him. "Honey... There is no me and Amelia. I am Amelia. I am Lady A. I don't know how to explain it than me literally just letting loose. You need to understand that when I am like this... I hate myself." she said, admitting something she never thought she would. "I don't feel normal when I act on what I want. It's odd. It's not me... It's not my normal. My normal is what you kissed last night, and that is who I want to be. I don't want to constantly have this black hair!" Amelia hopped off of the bed, grabbing onto her hair and showing it to him as she spoke about it. "I want to be me... I want to be the girl you chose to keep around, the one you bought the dress for, the one you called beautiful. I like that part of me because it feels like I am living my life the way it should be lived... As your Lady A..." She glanced over to the snake skin she had shed and walked to it. She set her hand on it and lowered her head, "When I am like this... It feels like what anyone else wants... doesn't matter.... and that includes you. I have no motivation or care for anyone or anything. It's not how I want to be... Not anymore...."
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sun Sep 30, 2012 12:42 am
He widened his eyes slightly as she told him that she hated himself. He listened to how she said she thought it was odd to be like this. "...Wait, I kissed you." He raised an eyebrow slightly at the comment, as he could remember being kissed, but didn't have anything else other than that that he could remember. And then he got slightly worried for a moment, before returing his attention to her. He widened his eyes as he sat himself up, looking at her as she grabbed onto her hair. He listened to what she had to say. He realized she was right about a lot of it; if it weren't for the person that she normally was, the Doctor would never have offered to allow her to stay permanently. He listened finally to what she had to say about caring for what others wanted. "The only thing I've wanted was what you have given me already, allowing me to observe you. With me that is not something you have to worry about." He said as he rose from the bed, regaining some of his composure. "Just know this. Having differences of ones self is hard. However, the first step towards being at peace with yourself is to just accept it. Accept that this is who Lady A is. She may act this way at times, but that is who she is. And the other times she will act normal, and both be my Lady A." He explained to her, as Hebi came up from below, nuzzling under Amelia's chin and began to push, trying to bring it back up and around to look at the hoodless, glasses-wearing Doctor. |
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sun Sep 30, 2012 12:57 am
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"Yes. You kissed me." Amelia told him, her eyes narrowing in suspicion at his lack of memory of that moment, but soon pushed the thought off. "Right before we came back home, you pulled me in, and YOU kissed ME." Amelia's explanation made it obvious that it wasn't the moment she had kissed him and he just allowed it. He was the one that moved in and did it. Then she turned away for a moment, listening to the rest of the stuff he was saying. Amelia turned her head back towards him. Her eyes were lit with irritation. He wasn't understanding what she meant, which shocked her because he usually would understand something so simple. Letting him continue to speak, she turned towards him and took a single step forward. Once he stopped talking, she pushed her tail down towards the floor, pushing herself forward at a rather fast speed. She slammed into him, pushing him back onto the bed to where he was laying on it and she was sitting over him. As they made impact, the bed even slid a few inches.
"NO! You aren't understanding what I MEAN!" Amelia yelled at him, the rest of her hair beginning to blacken, all the way down to the very tips. "I am telling you Doc... that when I am like this, I do not give half a damn about you and what you want. You tell me you want observe, I get this urge to tell you to fuck off and then will likely attempt to get away. When I fully turn into this part of me, I feel like I would rather run away and leave you behind then stay and let you watch over me..." Suddenly, out of absolute no where, a loud roar echoed through the lab. Amelia looked over to her right and saw Shiro charge her and literally tackle her off of the Doctor. She flew very fast and slammed into a wall hard enough to crack it, her body soon falling to the floor. Confused for a moment, her hair began whitening once more and she looked like her normal self. She shook her head in shock, looking up towards Shiro and the Doctor in horror. "What... have... I done..." she said as tears dropped down the sides of her face.
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sun Sep 30, 2012 1:21 am
He blinked, accepting this new piece of information. Apparently, Amelia knew about his memory lapse; and she also knew what exactly he had done during it. Why would he had kissed her? Why couldn't he remember it? What could have caused it? There were so many questions about it that it would have made the Doc's head spin were he a lesser being. However, he wasn't expecting her to slam into him and pin him onto the bed, Amelia sitting over him. He blinked and his eyes widened as he watched the rest of her hair turn black, as he realized that she wasn't completely into her personality. His eyes narrowed as this form of Amelia began to speak; it was harsh against his ears, an Amelia the likes of which he didn't know. She was special to him because of her personality, once that was taken away she became like all of his other subjects as he narrowed his eyes at this Snakehearted Amelia. Inwardly, Yin began to cry to himself that Amelia would say such things to him, to them, after the talks he had had with her. However, the Doc wasn't expecting the roar and suddenly, the white tiger shiro appeared out of nowhere. It slammed into Amelia as she was slammed into the wall behind the Doc, causing him to blink and rise from the bed as suddenly he faltered for a moment, as he failed to drag up his cloak, Yin taking control and effectively slapping Yang inside the mind and saying "b@!$ Please." He ran quickly to her side, as he picked up Amelia and began to cradle her gently as she began to cry, asking what she had done. "You have done nothing... shh, shh. You've just had a long day, and some things that happened that should not have. Do not worry. Just relax." He said as he leaned in, lightly kissing her on her lips before looking down at her in a look of pure love. "It's Yin. Don't worry. You're safe, Lady A is gone, my little Amelia." He told her simply, still trying to calm her down, although he wasn't sure if he had been very effective... |
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Re: A Snakehearted Experiment: Shed Me a Lullaby [Closed]
Sun Sep 30, 2012 9:06 am
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Amelia immediately heard the change in his voice. She looked up to him with a smile and tried to stop crying. Amelia brought her arms up and wrapped them around his torso. As he kissed her, she gladly returned it and calmed down a lot. "I can tell it's you... by how you hold me." Amelia said in a softened and loving tone, "I thought you were no longer allowed to come out... Didn't you make a deal with the Doctor?" Amelia's innocent eyes blinked a few times, the tears soon drying as his presence pushed away her guilt. Amelia went to stand up, feeling a slightly pain in her back, "Ow!" She leaned forward, causing a harsh popping sound and her to gasp in slight pain. She then realized that a certain someone had just shown up. She leaned to the side, looked passed Yin and blinked a few times as she saw Shiro standing there. She blinked and blinked again, until suddenly she pointed at him very seriously. " HE TURNED INTO A BIG KITTY!" she said as she ran towards Shiro and hopped onto his head. "Shiro! Where have you been!? I thought you ran away from me!" Amelia hopped onto Shiro's back and began rolling around very similar to that of a cat, rubbing her face into his extremely soft fur. Shiro was currently in his adult form, standing rather high above both Amelia and Yin. He was currently twelve foot tall and with each step he took, the two thousand pounds of weight slightly shook the floor. His pur no longer existed, but now was a low growl.
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