A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love...

Mon Apr 25, 2011 10:27 pm

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... Hitsugaya2

A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... 1cnn42s7h34kgkk04qdov66ds31297699878

"If you make Hinamori shed even one drop of blood... I'll kill you"
Captain of 10th Division Hitsugaya Toushiro
日番谷冬獅郎

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The day was warm, almost as warm as the beautiful summer days 400 years ago, when two would walk hand in hand, smelling the beautiful plum in the air, and wishing those days would never end. The sun was high as the odd warm day took place during the end of winter and entering spring. Soon enough, the birds will be out and about chirping away, and the plants beginning to grow and spring to life once again. The days within the Soul Society were quite once again, allowing for daily business to take place and for many simple things to go down, but one thing that was a simple distracting to a Captain of the 10th Division, was that a very dear friend and someone he had feelings for, was only one division away now, as the new captain of the 9th Division became none other than Momo Hinamori, former 5th Vice-Captain, and cherished one to the 10th Division Captain Hitsugaya Toshiro. The distraction was that now, the Vice-Captain Rangiku Matsumoto of Division 10, now had a close friend only one Division away, and that also meant plenty of visits that would remove her from her work...

Around 10 in the morning, the grown Division 10 Male walks into his office and takes a seat at his chair. It was indeed a late start this morning as earlier there was a Gotei Meeting between the Captains and whatnot, and that meeting alone was distracting. While Hitsugaya constantly tried to focus on the meeting, his cherished one sat next to him, and was awfully close. She was asking him questions many times, and even trying to hold his hand under the table. The whole time as well, Htsugaya was trying not to focus on her striking new features. Now while Momo isn't a naturally busty female and whatnot, she still had grown in the times between 400 years ago and up to now, making her grow in about a cup size. Also, she just appeared more mature, and the captain cape on her was just something else. In total analysis, the meeting was too distracting, and it was really annoying.

Finally alone within his office, Hitsugaya looked at his in box, ignoring the new laptops that the Captain Commander got for the Divisions. Hitsugaya didn't really like such devices and whatnot, and decided that he wanted to keep his work classical with old fashioned paperwork. Grabbing a small stack, Hitsugaya was a little disappointed with the work load. Usually he has about 300 papers in total, but he had only roughly 80 in today's stack. The system must be going flawlessly, or Matsumoto was maybe doing some work. Thing was, Matsumoto never works, so it had to be option A. That being a good thing, sorta, Hitsugaya decided to get to it, addressing the first issue which was of 10th Division missions. Most were too basic and not even elaborate enough, as so many side organizations were assisting with the work on earth and the spirit world, it was almost nothing to worry about. Sometimes a recon assessment would come in, or something of evaluation, but they weren't dire...

"Hmm..."

Sitting back in his chair, Hitsugaya took a long drawn out sigh as he was being distracted again...

She was on his mind...

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Tue Apr 26, 2011 9:02 pm

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... MomoHinamorifixed2

"I am stronger now to protect the ones I love, No one will get in my way... Not even Aizen..." - Momo Hinamori

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It was just a majestic day out, as spring was on its way, the cherry blossom trees started to re-gain whatever lives it had, it was just a day where Momo wished that she could spend with Hitsugaya like she use to do four hundred years ago. Having long talks about a few things, the nights that was just filled with passion, soon only turned to the breezing dead of winter after Aizen was defeated at last.... The female sometime never wanted to come home due to Hitsugaya's mood. His heart... It was shielded with that thick layer of ice once again. It reminder her of the many lonely nights that Momo stood up crying in her office even Rangiku didn't understand what happened either between the two and she would be there comforting the young female... Momo had big shoes to fill now due to her rise in the Gotei 13, and Hitsugaya didn't make her feel any better. No visit expect for dragging his vice-captain; other then that, he stood into his division, so Momo just stayed in hers. Her chances to meet him every so offen were pushed away by his personality, leaving the young captain female in shattered pieces. Her feeling for him didn't weaken nor did it grow, but she was distracted with work, training, the new-paper, and all the clubs she had to manage; that her time to break the shell was limited. It didn't make any sense to even Momo... Hitsugaya, she worried about him day and night, yet he showed nothing towards her but that chilled heart. It was slowly breaking her heart more and more... And Hitsugaya didn't even know how much it was just hurting her...

Unlike many captain, Momo didn't sleep nor had a good reason in about three days, she was working on her paper work for both her vice-captain who was MIA, and doing her own paper stacks of work. You could notice that that her body was shaking constantly... Momo stumbled across the bamboo wood to open the sliding door to get a bit of fresh air. The sun just blinded, to the point where she had to shadow the sun away from her... It has been a while since Momo been outside. It hit her really hard as soon as she realized that the captain's meeting was today. Finally... A chance to actually sit next to Hitsugaya. Though as the day passed, the meeting was... a bit of disappointment for Momo. Hitsugaya still replied to her coldly and reject to hold her hand but that little Momo despite how sickly she looked, smiled brightly towards him. She noticed over the years how much he has grown... He matured so handsomely. His grown sprout, hit him quickly hard over the four years, now making him a tower over the female. She would miss how short he was, but she loved the fact he was taller then him. It made the female blush a little every time she spotted him. Overall he didn't seem to want to have any contact with Momo. At this point, she was blaming it all on herself... Like the fact when she was under Aizen's control and how she wanted him back making Hitsugaya pissed. This was another area of stress, but the Aizen thing was no longer in her hair. He would have no control over her if he came back...

The purple haired female alone made her way back to her own division... Little did Hitsugaya know, that Rangiku would take some of his work and get Momo's help with some of it. It was only things that her friend didn't know what to do though after Momo explained to Rangiku and possibly everything was finished. Rangiku would sneak it off to the 1st division office and take a nap on her own couch. The sliding door opened just to find a passed out Rangiku... With Momo's work finished for her?! This even made the maiden a bit surprised and smiled warmly at the passed out drunk. Her feelings and even her relationship with Rangiku made her always smile. The orange haired maiden never let Momo down even without a fight, even though she had her own trouble with Gin... Rangiku always made time for Momo's health... Momo within an instant disappeared and reappeared behind the woman who slept in her chair slouched over. Momo's kind nature was to make sure nothing terrible happened to Rangiku. "Oh dear Rangiku, Thank you so much..." Quietly whispered before trying to pick Rangiku up just stumbling a bit towards to couch. A few more steps with already weaken captain... Suddenly "WHOO!" Accidentally tripping over her own feet, tossing sleeping Rangiku onto the couple while Momo ended up with her face in the hard wood floor.... How she managed to even got Rangiku enough to get her own the couch... She didn't even know herself... Yet the message was clear, Rangiku wanted Momo to see her cold hearted man. Momo was surely uneasy about the thought on seeing him. This was maybe only time, almost a full day to communicate on how she felt... Without wasting anytime, the female made her delightful way to her house...

About an hour or so, Momo found herself infront of Hitsugaya's office in her captain uniform, in hand a little basket filled with delightful treats. Her mind could not help but waver about the idea. Her heart was almost breaking seeing him acting cold hearted just she found him, when was gone on her trip only to return to find both Hitsugaya and a female with white hair in the hospital.... Just when he woke up, he yelled at her for disappearing. Just remembering that made her heart pinged. 'Shiro-kun... Does he still love me? If he does why does he turn away and act so mean...' That was it...Building her courage to confront him about the situation, Momo rushed quickly just preying he was there before roughly pushing the door open and shouting in nervous break down "Shiro-kun!..." But nothing came out of her lips after calling his name. Her lips were frozen as she looked at the captain. Momo's bashful nature kicked in as she really just kicked herself in the butt.

What was she doing?

Wed Apr 27, 2011 12:59 am

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... Hitsugaya2

"If you make Hinamori shed even one drop of blood... I'll kill you"
Captain of 10th Division Hitsugaya Toushiro
日番谷冬獅郎

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This was about a failed mission to recover a piece of data, and this paper was about a new budget within the Division that would somehow save about 80,000 yen a year, but would only add to Rangiku's alcohol budget. Whatever money was saved was then turned around for Non-Appropriated funds for Rangiku and her outrageous spending habits. What it came down to was that Hitsugaya wanted to have the money spent for Division related things instead of such trivial and non-appropriate things as Rangiku put upon herself. Either way, while he was on that subject, Hitsugaya took the papers in his hands and set them down on the desk for a moment as he was distracted by Rangiku's missing appearance. Usually she is late, but not this late. And she always pops in with a huge enthusiastic attitude and flies everywhere, then runs away to distract labor. In the end really, it was odd that she wasn't there. Was she sleeping in or taking a bogus day off today? Either way, it only managed to get on his nerves even more really. The fact that she didn't even bother to notify him was what annoyed him. He would not care after a while seeing as it was her usual behavior, but at least tell him where your at so he will know if your not accounted for and whatnot...

Letting out a sigh, Hitsugaya only pushed his head against the desk as his mind was in the gutter today. Hinamori was distracting him so much, even when she wasn't in the room. While Hinamori could just be over in the 9th Division he would be distracted by many things. First it would be her plump and moist lips. How he wished to rub his thumb across them and to feel their texture. His next was her chest and how she's managed to grow there. That alone was more than a distraction for Hitsugaya. The third was when she appeared to him as a captain and one so mature. She looked not only beautiful to him, but her hair was so elegant, and her eyes were so warm that it would stay in his mind so much, he wouldn't know what to do. But of course, the biggest distraction was one that has never left his past. Something that he did, which broke his own vow to her and ended up forcing him back into freezing himself. He was angry, and most of all, he hated himself. That nightmare grew into a grudge of hatred as Hitsugaya not only couldn't kill Aizen with his own two hands, but he ended up causing the very woman he loved to shed blood. It was in his head every night, and even though he was by her hospital bed side all day and night, and she accepted his apology for his actions, it was not something he could forgive himself for. It wasn't her fault, but it was Hitsugaya's because he broke his own vow. A sacred promise to himself to watch over her and be there for her, and yet, it was his blade that went through her...

A tear fell from his right eye, as the lifeless crystal blue of his eyes starred into the desk, not wanting to move. As if his life had fallen into the nightmare once again, just to relive the despair he brought upon her and himself. He was not worthy of the promise he made to her, if he couldn't protect her. If he can't even protect her, he cannot be her husband, and in conclusion, she would be worthy of someone better than him.

Letting out another long drawn out sigh, he wiped the tear from his eye, and right as he did, a loud bang shot out as the doors to his office shot open colliding with the wall on the side. This caught Hitsugaya's attention as he shot up being surprised and glued his focus to the doorway. Standing there was none other than the girl locked inside his mind, holding a basked and looking as breathtaking as ever. She called out his name differently and in the fashion he sort of liked. While he hated 'Shiro-Chan', the honorific 'Shiro-Kun' was much more tolerable, but not as professional as Hitsugaya-Taicho. Hitsugaya let out a breath of relief as he looked up Hinamori still surprised. His shoulders loosened up as he tilted his head a little in concern and looked upon Hinamori...

"What is it Hinamori-Taicho? I'm a little busy at the moment..."

As much as he wanted to spend time with her, he had business to work on, and the fact that she was interrupting him made it a little difficult to take care of things. She was in his head from the good things, to the bad things and it isn't good for her to be distracting him while he's working after all. Even so, if this was an emergency, he would have been alerted by higher officials so this can't be anything of urgency. He sat there tapping his pen looking at Hinamori, waiting for her response, but once again distracted by her beauty, his eyes gazed upon her chest. Yes, it wasn't no double D's like Matsumoto's, but they were so perky and matured that while Hitsugaya has grown up, he's become more of a man now, and his mind will take him places that even he doesn't want to go. Her plump lips were there as well as her luscious dark hair and those warming eyes. It was a HUGE distraction, and Hitsugaya needed it gone ASAP so he could regain his focus...

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Wed Apr 27, 2011 3:25 am

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... MomoHinamorifixed2

"I am stronger now to protect the ones I love, No one will get in my way... Not even Aizen..." - Momo Hinamori

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Now Momo felt... a bit out of place after what she just did. Her eyes fell to the ground; once again Hitsugaya was too busy even when she had the slightest bit of time off. The freezer burned was hitting her harder then him; her very heart was just being ripped a part by him slowly. He kinda told her off the moment she arrive. "I am s-sorry Hitsugaya-T-Taicho... I must have mistaken this another division... but while I am here..." At that point her little harmless lie, bothered her. That even he was too shun her like he has been to Rangiku. She didn't give him the pleasure upon staring at her at her chocolate eyes or even those peach-plum lips; flat-out swirled around to have her back facing him and the black dress with the long haori twirled with her. She didn't even feel worthy enough for him the way he has been treating her... Momo continued her sentence trying to not even cry... "Your vice captain was in my office, she has been working hard all night long, you should award her..." She held all of her emotions within her... The captains didn't show emotions as crying or lusty lust lust in front of other captains while they were on duty; the one rule she found hard to follow at times.

Why was it so hard to confront him? He was the love of her live and there was nothing in the world that Momo would not do for him as he did for her. Hitsugaya didn't speak about it to her only hurting her promptly... "I hope you have a good day, Shiro...Hitsugaya-Taicho..." The female shuttered, taking the first few steps right on out of the 10th division... That tapping noise meant he was upset... Momo pacing her away from there soon as possible; dropping basket on as she speed off into the tricky maze of the Gotei 13. Her eyes were ready to bust open like a fat pinata already about to burst. Emotions got the best of every time, Momo tried to communicate with him. Her throat was dry with that one annoying lump just stuck there, and her long brown hair wavering in the wild wilds dancing with it as the maiden found herself... Lost with the Maze of the Gotei 13, this was not good. Momo had to pay more attention to where she was headed. Drying her eyes with her haori, before completely breaking down onto her knees.

"W-Why?"

The maiden sobbed softly yet quietly into her hands... Her thoughts just bombed rushed her quickly while she was down. 'What if he doesn't love me anymore? But I trying everything but it has been even hundreds of years since he last touched me, even smiled at me brightly... He must think I am worse... Maybe it is because I am never home, or even giving him enough love...' The lack of sleep plus stress, was not helping her at all; Momo just curled herself up into that ball against one of the strong walls; yet those teary brown eyes noticed something...A crack... "Every strong wall always has it's c-crack... You c-can not let just a little bit of ice destroy it completely." The female sniffled a bit before giving a weak but yet happy smile. That was one thing that Hisagi spoke about his captain. It was a bit weird to see even Hisagi about year ago head over heels for his own captain when she even hear about Renji like the captain as well. Sometimes Momo wished that Hitsugaya return that hell of ice shell over her. Momo felt a bit better but that depressing sigh soon plagued her perfect lips. Her arms just covering her rather perky boobs and sat there pouting for a few seconds... Just a bit of crying for the first time in a while was good for a woman's soul, but those doubts lingered so.

Wed Apr 27, 2011 11:08 am

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... Hitsugaya2

"If you make Hinamori shed even one drop of blood... I'll kill you"
Captain of 10th Division Hitsugaya Toushiro
日番谷冬獅郎

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Hitsugaya was confused...

Hinamori proceeded to apolgize saying that she was in the wrong Division. Even Hitsugaya knew himself that which was a lie. She was too far into the 10th Division to possibly misunderstand it for another Division, as well as the fact she's been in the Gotei just a little longer than him, so that she should know her way around better than he would in retrospect. Either way, why she lied to him, Hitsugaya didn't understand. She knows she can be honest with him if she needed anything, and that there was no reason to ever lie to him. That would only cause trouble for the future and no one ever liked being lied to. Another thing that Hinamori did was she quickly twisted around, as to try and hide from him, as her soft voice spoke out once again to talk about Rangiku and how she was working all night and should be rewarded. Hitsugaya wasn't sure if she should be rewarded, but he didn't understand on what Hinamori meant by her working all night. The office looked exactly the same for when he left it last night and had no evidence that Rangiku did anything all night, especially since her work load looked exactly the same from last night as well. Momo proceeded to wish him a nice day as she shuttled a couple steps, then dropped her basket and took off. Alarmed the very minute she ran off, Hitsugaya shot up from his seat, throwing his hands down on the Desk, watching as Momo ran off.

"W-Wait!"

Hitsugaya didn't understand. Why was she acting so brash? If she needed anything, then she should have just asked and she would have gotten it. Also, she knew not to be shy with him as their relation with one another is so developed that Hitsugaya knows all too well that they have nothing much to hide. Her actions made no sense to Hitsugaya as he walked around his desk and approached the fallen basket on and about the ground. Its contents spread around in his hall way. Hitsugaya proceeded to pick everything up, muttering to himself that Hinamori is such a messy girl. He even remembers when they were younger and when she would always leave her things around and he'd have to pick up after her. She was always messy, and this was just another part of her unorganized behavior, but as Hitsugaya picked up the assorted treats, he began to realize something. Yeah, he's a guy and he might not be able to pick up the subtle hints of females affection, but he can read actions and when he is left to such an action after observing what he just did, he was able to put the pieces together and realize that these items were for them to share...

"Heh..."

A little chuckle left him as he finished cleaning it up, and he proceeded to bring the basket inside and he placed it on his desk. He stood aside it, thinking to himself, if even though he's cursed to his own conscious for his past actions, if he should not at least try to make up for it with giving her the simplicity of a smile. Hitsugaya owed her at least that, seeing as he brought forth pain and despair to both of them, and he should work to bring it back. He owes her this much, maybe he should just let some of his work pass onto the next day, and he should give her the pleasure of his company.

"Even indirectly you are still in my head, Haha..."

Hitsugaya organized and moved his papers to the side of his desk, putting one pile for observation for when he returns, and one for complete. After organizing the papers, Hitsugaya grabbed the basket in which Momo prepared and he set out, closing up his office and heading in the direction of Hinamori's reitsu. She was never good at concealing it, so it made it easy to find her. Hitsugaya just walked, seeing as he was in no real hurry, but only after walking for a brisk moment, he came across a turn which as he made it, dead ahead was a woman in a captain's cape, leaning against the wall and sobbing to herself. A small smile emerged upon his face as it would appear that she's never changed. She was still that 'Bed-Wetter Momo' that she was ever since they were kids, and her personality wouldn't change. Approaching her, he simply said...

"Tears are bad for your complexion you know..."

As he was kneeling down behind her with a smile upon his face, his eyes were still soul-less and crystallized, but he placed his smile within her hopes. His right hand went upon her left shoulder to make a simple contact. The woman of warmth, her flames of love and her heart of passion was a blanket to his cold and frozen soul. His soul-less state was entered after he was aware it has him, who caused Hinamori to spill blood, and with that, he kept his promise and he killed himself on the inside. His heart, captive and frozen in ice, only to be locked away and hidden from saving...

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Thu Apr 28, 2011 1:02 am

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... MomoHinamorifixed2

"I am stronger now to protect the ones I love, No one will get in my way... Not even Aizen..." - Momo Hinamori

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No, the dark haired female was no longer sobbing but staring at the other wall; right at that crack which slowly began to crack more and more. ''What happens when the snow falls....?'' She asked herself quietly in a tone that was low enough for her to hear. Momo's face might have stained from tears, but not another tear drop came after. It was a sad fact that several years ago, she learned to control her emotions like her constant crying random events. This was just another trail to hold herself back together. "It becomes into spring..." It was something she would say about the two... No matter what, she will go through the heart ships to melt frozen sheild that blocked her. Her small fist curled up a bit in determination; Her body shot up with a rather bright smile her paused lips. 'This time... I won't give him any break!' That fire within her chocolate coco eyes was quiet impressive!

Momo's head jerked to see the sight of Hitsugaya with the basket approaching her; That icy burning began to return to her heart. Her gaze averted to another general direction away from him. Just seeing his eyes not even touched by her warmth gaze at him anymore; a deep dragged out sigh along with her heavy breathing techniques to control the passage of her emotions. Breathing in and out; the female felt a bit better and that beautiful female turned around after what he said something about her tears not being well for complex, something something... It didn't matter! The fact that she going to bash the fact she loved him into his skull if she must. This neglection around her and even to his vice-captain gotta go before wiped out her big guns to tell you the truth, it was going to work. Rangiku seemed to be the only one who somewhat understood her feeling for Hitsugaya, and hated the fact he went into complete dick mode a good amount of the time without simply asking her... Momo could not help randomly giggle at the fact when Rangiku called her own captain a name, even her cheeks flushed bright red. That made her wonder something rather impure but were they not connect by the red string?

'Shiro-chan doesn't seem to understand... I have changed, he treats me like if I was still that Momo.' Feeling him touch her narrow rather slim shoulders, the female swirled around just to see...A cold smile but screw it, Her lips pressed against his own, despite the height difference she managed to reach those tender frozen cold lips, yet the taste of melon came off. Her small hands grasp around his think wrist. After a few minutes the female released him.Her personality did change in a way he never seen her. The way she took actions into her own hands, even the rumors about Momo's anger begin to one of the deadliest and strongest captain in Kido out there this even made the higher up shiver at the thought. Momo stared at him intensely with her warm eyes and heart-warming smile. "I caught you... My Shiro-chan... Tell me, why have you been actually so cold to everyone suddenly in these past four hundred years?" Her hands released his wrist but only slam her palms into the wall behind him, not doing any damage at all. Inside of her, she wanted to scream at Hitsugaya about almost everything that was on her mind..

Her friends? Hisagi? He left her instantly when he caught the sight of her, declaring she was never going to be his captain and walked right out of the Gotei 13. It was because he was claimed to be stronger and as the ninth division vice-captain Hisagi just walked off like April Redwood did randomly one day. Leaving cute little Momo alone with her 'son' with all the paperwork, more like Momo. The boy was chasing legs around the Soul Society. Why was everyone on in the division an emotion wreck even her 'son' was dumb ass towards others emotions?! Momo just closed her eyes tightly awaiting for the male to respond a bitter cold.... Kira and Renji? Hell did she knew?! "Shiro-chan... Please... I am hurting inside, it hurts to know you won't even look at me the same way nor do you even bother visiting anymore. I miss everything... " The sweet little Momo had that weak heart from him, that was truly one thing that didn't change about her. Her right hand was retrieved from his side to touch her chest, there before him, was that red string. Never did the female bother taking it off once in those four hundred years. Her love for him, was just too great...

-Meanwhile, Rangiku herself quietly enter into the tenth division with a stack of paper work finished and completed thanks with the help of Momo. It was at least two weeks of Momo's work and her own. Rangiku wasn't as stupid as most found her to be. Yet Rangiku didn't get scowled about being missing nor was he even here.. Bad ass; this meant drinking timmme plus a nap at the end! -

Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:20 pm

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... Hitsugaya2

"If you make Hinamori shed even one drop of blood... I'll kill you"
Captain of 10th Division Hitsugaya Toushiro
日番谷冬獅郎

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"So how about w--"

Hitsugaya was in the middle to speaking, as he was going to attempt to invite her over and maybe settle her little dramatic escape, but he was silenced by the joining of their lips. The warm and sensual touch of them made his eyes glow brightly as he was suspended into surprise. He didn't expect such a brash action from the usually timid and shy woman, and even in a public area, it made it all too apparent that this was something completely unexpected. Hitsugaya was too distracted and taken by surprise to even close his eyes and enjoy the moment, and Momo was taken into him. She clasped her hands around his wrists, as it must have been something to remove the risk of him seperating himself from her, as it would come off that this was a forced kiss from the girl. Fact is, if she wanted to share this moment with him and enter a kiss, he wouldn't have a choice, and could only obey her demand...

The kiss lasted a good few moments, till Momo seperated herself from from him and looked him in the eyes with the appearance of a woman of determination. She wanted to know something, and it was obvious that she wasn't going to stop till she recieved her answer. She demanded out of Hitsugaya an answer as to his attitude. She started by saying she caught him, which at first he was a little confused. Did she mean that he belonged to her? That would be something he'd hate to know seeing as he doesn't find himself worthy of her time, yet when she said the words "Suddenly" and "400 Years" it sounded a little like an oxymoron, but that wasn't the point. She demanded to know the reasons behind why his heart was encased in ice once again. It appeared as if she was going to break down once again, and as she spoke the second time, she stated how it's all changed, as she brought her hand to her chest, revealing the string that he tied to her finger as a promise that one day, they will be together.

Hitsugaya didn't know how to answer at first, but he then attempted to be completely honest. It would seem a little repetative seeing as he talked about it on the day she recovered in the past, but as he began to explain, something happened...

"Momo, I... It's harder than it seems, bu--"

And at that second, Hitsugaya's eyes grew wide, as his mind began to play tricks on him. He looked before Momo, only to see the same expression on her face as the day it was his blade to enter her body. The blood appeared on her, as it was even the blade he weilded that was sticking through her. It was impossible for that to be true however, as his blade was currenlty at his side, but he was seeing it. His nightmares haunted him, day and night, giving him such terrors as these. He began to shake at seeing the image of despair before him. The thoughts of her in such a position and eduring such pain only caused him to encase himself more.

The days of back about 450 years ago, after Momo recovered from Aizen stabbing her, and before their fight against him, Hitsugaya had only a small amount of time with her back in Soul Society. His eyes had a little green to the blue giving them a bit of a beautiful swirl of green and blue. Back then, he had a sense of hope in his eyes and an ambition to get things done. His concern for Hinamori back then was wide and powerful, as one day within the Barracks of the 4th Division, before Aizen called his Espada allies to arms, Hitsugaya had a day with Hinamori while she was recovering. The weather of that day was quite beautiful as the Soul Society emitted a beautiful spring day. The were sitting on the porch outside watching nature take it's course, where Hitsugaya proposed to Hinamori, that after everything is said and done, he would claim her as his wife, and he tied a string to each of their fingers, as to never forget. Hinamori used the warmth of her heart, and melted the ice that surrounded his heart all those years ago, but when the final battle came to, Hitsugaya fought with all his strength only to find it was his blade that pierced the skin of the woman he loved.

After that very moment, he encased himself once again, as to never allow himself to become soft and make such an event occur again, but even as he himself fought against his heart ever taking in affection again, he fell victim to his own concious as it constantly reminded him of his dark deed...

"Why... Stop... GYAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!"

Hitsugaya fell to his knees, clasping his eyes shut yelling out in fear. He was scared, because seeing the very sight of Hinamori once again made him fall. Why did she look just like she did when he forced her blood out? She spilt blood upon his behalf, and that very thing was against his principle.

'I did it... It's my fault...'

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"I am stronger now to protect the ones I love, No one will get in my way... Not even Aizen..." - Momo Hinamori

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“S-Shiro-kun?”

There was multiply interrupts of Hitsugaya’s sentences but the last one before he started to break out was not her fault. Something was wrong… very wrong… The moment that aqua shade overwhelmed her eyes; it sent shivers up and down her spine. This was unforgettable cold that drove off of his skin; it made her shed those very tears again. Never in her life did she ever saw him so. conflicted with him. The very cold that shunned her away from him. Her hands covered her sakura colored lips softly which paused in fear. No… She didn’t want this to happen! It all started to come back onto her…’It is m-my fault… It is all my f-fault… I caused him this pain…’Unknown to the female, blood began drip from her shingami robes. Her heart began to slow down so did her world for a few minutes. Her vision grew blurry, barely able to see Toushiro. Those warm eyes began to fill up with water as she felt the wind guiding her away from Hitsugaya. Her body was frozen in place before falling over onto her back; there laying on her back was the one moment where her hand traced down to her chest to find a wet spot? Pulling her hand away to see hand imprinted with flesh blood, those tears began to release again. ’S-Shit… I thought… I healed that…’ During her own training, she lost control of her own power…. Stabbing herself was the only way to get herself out of Bankai, let say Momo didn’t clearly think it out. She found herself stabbing a familiar spot... Right where Aizen first stabbed her… This time, she was able to move after for the pain was no long threat but the bleeding was. She took to time to tend to the wound after all of thirty minutes. Now hours later.. She re-opened it.

Slowly all went black for the young girl. Knocked out there in front of Hitsugaya Toushiro’s broken down body; Only thing that could be noticed was a single tear drop rolling down her cheek and the name crying out “T-Toushiro-c-chan…” Her head tilted to the left a bit, her hand collapsed right next to her. A small size puddle of blood started spread around her limp and motionless body from the open wound.

’I love you… I want to hold you… You drive me where no man has before. Shiro-chan you give me a reason why I live, nor I will I look back upon that choice… After all that time, I don’t want to lose you… No… I don’t want to loss, what I want the most. That smile…’

Her dreams were always so clear to her ever since Aizen disappeared from this world… She wanted that radiant smile of his break that biter ice, she wanted him to smile because he was happy. Not a single frown but a warm gentle smile that was not fake… but that smile that even make her heart race with such happiness. She wanted him to run his large fingers to run through her mid-back hair while sharing passionate kiss. His cold breath running down her blazing hot skin as he gave her that charming smirk; that very one where he knew he was realized they were ready for it… The ultimate form of embracing the warmth that she loved to share with him; love making… There was never a more carved thing that her body wished to share, not even with Aizen… Only Shiro-chan and only could he make her smile like he does. Momo missed everything he did… His strong arms wrapped around her tiny waist, pulling her body against his; then he would whisper some of the sweetest phrases into her ear. What happened to that? What happened to the nice nights where they would spend together eating melon, and have a nice dinner?

That was her Shiro-chan.

Momo knew the difference between love and the foolish crush. Love was that strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties… That was the bond that wish she accepted from Hitsugaya. The pure and innocent love that shined through, they promised each other they would be with each other no matter what. This was not lust or even a crush… Her crush used to be on Aizen nothing more. Hitsugaya… Her dreams would nothing more than Hitsugaya and her who would protect her though the cold nights. Was it all a lie? Inside of her inner world the world would be engulfed with powerful flames, it didn’t hurt her, but it burned everything around her. Tears were pouring down her cheeks as if someone pulled the plug out of a dam. This sharp pain in her heart was cause her so much pain; those weak eyes took a second to noticed that the fire… ’NO!’ The flames were dim, extremely dim, The female spun around to notice her world was collapsing. ’S-Shiro-chan!’ Kneeling down to examine the fire; it was just so weak as if it didn’t have anything to burn off of. Momo stood there with a scared expression onto her face. This could not be happening.

She was lost without him...

There before him, was Momo Hinamori… Bleeding, freezing cold, and heartbroken; downright the female was broken inside and out. This time… She was afraid to awaken from her dreams to find out all of this… Was true….That her love of her life was no longer in love? Or even scared to be near her once more...
’Help me…’

Fri Jun 03, 2011 12:03 am

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... Hitsugaya2

"If you make Hinamori shed even one drop of blood... I'll kill you"
Captain of 10th Division Hitsugaya Toushiro
日番谷冬獅郎

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The pain inside of Hitsugaya's mind was too strong. He couldn't stand seeing the images over and over, of how his blade pierced the skin of who he thought was his mortal enemy, only to see the woman he loves before him, looking back into his eyes asking him 'Why?'.That very thought kept replaying over and over as his mind was taking control. His conscious was pushing him deeper and deeper into depression and agony, as the one he believed he loved was even in pain at that moment. The fact she was bleeding from her abdomen was from her training, but to Hitsugaya, it appeared as if Karma was striking back at him for his sin of falling into anger. He was told countless times to not fight under the emotion of rage, but when the thoughts of what Hinamori has gone through in the past due to him, he couldn't help but become enraged by the thoughts of it. He wanted to strike him down countless times and make him suffer over and over. Hitsugaya didn't mind the fact he was immortal, because with that, Hitsugaya could forever have his wish of making that man feel pain, but of course, Hitsugaya succumbed to his rage and anger, and placed his weapon into the heart of his beloved. Being over driven by that thought, he was also taken down by Aizen a moment later, where the 0 Division picked up after, and obliterated the once deadly threat to the Soul Society.

Hitsugaya replayed it over and over, as Hinamori collapsed to the ground before him. He wasn't worthy to even touch her, let alone occupy her space. All Hitsugaya ever did was bring her pain and suffering, and what was he to show for his responsibility!? His deception...

The pain became too intense, as Hitsugaya was knocked out a moment later by his own subconscious to keep him from mentally stalling. Within a few seconds later, a small humming could be heard...

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A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... Neviah

A Dark Conscious over a Pure Love... Neviah

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"I may have no parents, but they've already done more than you ever will..."
Child of Existence Neviah Clixx-Kimura
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Walking around, taking a lovely breath of the wonderful spring air, was the 4th Division Vice-Captain and otherwise known as Legacy of the Memory Rosaries, Neviah Clixx-Kimura. She was wearing a beautiful white kimono that had a special black flower design down the side going all the way to the bottom of the dress. In her arms was a white umbrella she used to block the sun from her white skin, as she didn't wish to obtain a sunburn. The girl was humming quietly to herself as she peacefully stride along her pathway, going between the 9th and 10th Division barracks. While she did so, her mind was on how the 4th Division was doing with overall performance and how the patients were getting better with everyone's effort! It was really coming together, and that made Neviah blush a little in excitement for doing a good job. She loved to work her hardest, because it was what her father taught her years ago before he disappeared...

While turning a corner, it didn't even catch Neviah's attention, until from the corner of her eye, she spotted a mix of black and white in the opposite turn in which she was heading. She squinted her eyes at the unknown objects about 40 feet away from her, till she realized it was people! That was when Neviah hurried to their position, as the sounds of her wooden slippers clacked loudly with each step. When reaching the two, she was breathing heavily as she immediately identified the two as the Captains of Division 10 and Division 9, Hinamori Momo and Hitsugaya Toushiro. Observing Momo first, Neviah was able to identify a sudden red appearance of bandages coming from her abdomen region which gave the signs of feinting from blood loss, where Hitsugaya Neviah was unsure of. Neviah was at first scared to touch Hitsugaya because he was a guy, but then sucking up her fear and realizing he was someone in need, Neviah quickly went to work to find out what was wrong. Within seconds, Neviah discovered no physical abnormalities, yet his heart was racing. This was potentially a cause from a heart related injury, or his mind was going nuts. Either way, Neviah had to get to work immediately!!

Neviah sent off a Hells butterfly to the 4th with just the location and "URGENT" in it's message. Neviah wasn't focused on anything else but getting them care and taken care of instantly, as Neviah got to work on Momo first. She gently laid Momo on her back, as she placed her hands on her abdomen and began to close her eyes and think to herself. From her hands, Neviah's began to glow as a warmth touch met with Momo to begin healing the skin. Neviah made Momo's blood clot up as to stop the bleeding and to quickly heal the injury...

While this was going on, not a single word was muttered from Neviah as she went to work on the fallen Captains without hesitation...

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