Implicit Feelings[Kuchiki]

Takehiko listened to the elder Kuchiki as respect dictated. But also because the man seemed to have a certain degree of sadness. In his eyes about not being rushed by servants, he'd not snuck out of the house. Going on an adventure getting his throat cut open by a psychotic man. Takehiko couldn't wallow in depression anymore about that topic. He had an objective to see his Uncle for and well he didn't know much else. Takehiko pulled something out writing down on it to explain the situation. He's not really gone out on a mission but done something foolish. "I wish I could say that was true. That I had gone to perform a service for my uncle returning with honor and dignity. Truthfully I left home in order to see the world and experience it. To find meaning if you will behind it all in terms of my goals." He showed the man the card before reaching up. Lowering the scarf now offering a sad smile as he did so. The injury to his throat was grotesque from any angle one viewed it at.

It looked from a glance like a hand had ripped it out almost or slashed it to ribbons. The scar was ugly, not likely to disappear anytime soon. Bringing his scarf back up to cover the injury he wrote down now before the question of visiting his uncle came. "I tried to assassinate my uncle Tsubasa Unabara and got this. My skill level was not even in the realm of annoyance for him. But in getting this injury and through my hubris I realized I wished to become a healer." He finished writing rather quick at it and keeping very neat penmanship. He had other things he could tell but doubted the elder wished to hear of it. He also wrote down one last thing showing respect to an elder figure. "It is an honor to meet you Torabevu-Sama" He put down showing it to him before finally stopping his writing. He didn't want to bore Torabevu-sama with needless things like that. He knew the term implied teacher in a way but he was an elder. One of higher age and understand then Takehiko.

He offered a simple nod and smile showing the brightness of youth. Takehiko didn't know how the elder Kuchiki would respond to his dream. Would he crush it and toss it aside into fine powder. That was a question Takehiko didn't have an answer to in any regard. His eyes glowed with light and direction in them for the first time. Since he'd run away from home and began this journey. It all began with three hundred steps. He couldn't accomplish them regardless of what he did truthfully. Those weren't meant to be accomplished at that level. They were meant to serve him as a gateway. He understood Jaeden's meaning now entirely. This wasn't supposed to be an easy pathway. He needed to figure out why he desired Hoho and now he understood. It was so he could get to people quickly and provide medical aid. Needed to save lives quickly and effectively when it came to it. Takehiko believed firmly that the Gotei lacked such talented people. Not in terms of kido users but in terms of healers.

Those specialists who could salvage the worst injuries like his own. The restoration was important to him in this regard. He wanted to ask for Byakuya's help on his journey. He didn't dare speak of his previous deeds to the elder Kuchiki. Though he suspected Byakuya would do so. He wanted to beg his uncle's forgiveness again for what he'd done. Takehiko had already done so many times and had taken his studies seriously. But now was the time to really seek out his uncle's aid. To try and develop himself more. He'd not request a transfer from his current deployment till later. He wished very much to repay his uncle and his kindness. Because had Byakuya wished it given his transgression. Takehiko would have been dead or imprisoned at this moment. Takehiko didn't have an answer for this or anything else but wished to let his uncle know one thing. His will hadn't broken on desiring to become a healer. He wished to save lives and bring honor to the Kuchiki name.