Imaginary Journey

Shinsui's journey among humans to grow and develop himself began. He studied this area just frankly impressed by the grand scale of it all. This was an amazing thing to see built in this place. It gave him a hope in his chest that this place could be something more. It didn't feel like it was just added on. The Vanguard was around here somewhere, people who devoted themselves to protecting. Shinsui could respect that, he'd been studying the sword to give hope to the Unabara. Hope was something they were lacking currently. His brother turned traitor for some reason involving the dirty old bastard. Shinsui couldn't put his finger on it, but something about the situation read that way. His planning had been fruitful and he did promise to return with his mother. Shinsui didn't lie or break his word to anyone. Even though he was weak he gave everything a tremendous amount of thought. Shinsui didn't claim to be strong or the best among his peers. He was but someone making his journey somewhere new. Trying to find his way to someplace.

A place lingered beyond the Sun of his father's vision. Shinsui didn't know if he'd be ready to go to war. No war wasn't his purpose it was to surpass his father. But what lingered beyond that in the end? He needed to do more than just surpass that man and look elsewhere. What would make him different from those around him? Shinsui couldn't become like Tetsuya who had all that power. But he lost his resolve and the purpose right in front of him. He found a bench and sat down taking in the sights and sounds. This world was amazing and he saw laughter and smiles around him. These people were happy, truly and honestly happy. What was it that they had here? Safety perhaps was part of it among other things. Could bring such a happiness to the Unabara clan and children?
Give them the freedom to be what they wanted. He was the Clan Head now, at least when he returned he was. His father stepped down to give them something. A chance perhaps with the Gotei to rebuild the faith.

He'd have to accept that journey someday in the future. But for right now he needed to find what was missing. He needed this journey to find what he truly needed. The journey is more important than the destination. He knew that inside, but what was it they had here? Could it be replicated by him for a family? Did everywhere have smiles such as these and happy people? Or was it differently based on the regions and locations? Shinsui wasn't sure in the truth of the situation or the score going on. This wasn't a matter that could be simply acknowledged or forgotten easily. He wanted to know what strength really was, what did that mean? Being strong did it mean to be truly strong before the wrath of God? So many questions to answer and only one way to accomplish them. Shinsui could only swallow it down and take what he found thus far. This was a journey of discovery of more than just his path. More then just that was on the line for the young Unabara. He wanted to discover what was missing from his family most of all.