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The Pale Dream
Tue Sep 12, 2017 7:18 pm
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The home as always seemed to position itself so beautifully in the Moonlight. The glow of the tranquil light flowed down into the koi pond built. A large amount of sakura tree's had been planted and prepared here. Tsubasa's frame rested against the doorway's opening as a cup of sake lingered in his hand. In his free hand his kiseru he smoked now and then was there. His body was wrapped in bandages and covered in them. His wrists and torso were covered and his right arm. It was a mess but the rebuilding and recovery had been smooth. But physically wasn't the problem in this situation. He'd tapped into a realm not many had gone as a Shinigami. He'd taken steps into Yamamoto's realm of power and saw it finally. The risk of destruction that came from running head long in. He drank from his cup slowly his crimson gaze staring out at the moon. His old father in law used to say he was too serious about things. Maybe it was about time he lightened up and started joking around. He'd been serious about fighting this war and others his entire life.
Maybe it was about time he stopped going to these battles. It was a question that lingered in the mind. He'd not technically lost to his daughter. But in some ways he did, his will wavered and he couldn't kill her. He couldn't raise a hand against her, not after all she'd been through. He tried his best to ignore it and move on from it. He doubted the Vanguard would even acknowledge his display. So in a nut shell, it was a waste of time and energy. But he guessed that was living in some ways, it worked sometimes. Others it didn't work at all and remained an elusive thing. He set down his kiseru now as he smiled a bit shrugging his shoulders. Some things in the world must change and become something else. He couldn't remain what he was and keep doing these things. He was a loyal friend of the Gotei. Yet all that risk and effort, it leads nowhere. He'd left instructions for his attendants to let him be. Ever since he got home he'd been like this now.
Sitting and just observing the moonlight and things going on. Reflecting on choices made prior to this. Tsubasa was a man who reflected on each moment in history. Each moment he took to stand somewhere and fight. A former Captain Commander, one who leads them in a dark time. He didn't see the end of the road yet. But maybe it was about time he focused on the creation aspect. Urahara Kisuke had retired from this life and went elsewhere. He took a long inhale of his kiseru, before letting the smoke escape his lips. It was a problem in the long and short run of things. What was a former Captain Commander to do these days? A realization of the Raven's Nest's goals did concern him. Who was watching over the balance these days. Perhaps it would best to build the organization in a way that it took over. Making sure balance was maintained. But sadly no matter how great his strength was. He couldn't enforce it alone, that was simply a fact of the matter. Tsubasa Unabara, no matter how great his legacy or he was to those others.
He couldn't do everything on his own, he couldn't ensure that the Balance was maintained everywhere by himself. He set his kiseru down and began pondering ways to do it. This was the direction that much was certain.
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