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Re: Rising from the snow again. [Quincy Open]
Wed Sep 21, 2016 8:34 pm
ENTER THE DEPTHS
Artist: Mogeko Castle - Song: N/A - Word Count: N/A
The shell paused as she didn’t follow the male. She didn’t speak she merely let her eyes with their liquid silver gaze be shadowed. Her fingers clenched together as she took those words and thought about them. Let them wash over her very being as if they had been slaps. She couldn’t undo the years of neglect and wrong teaching, she couldn’t even in a second remove the horrid atrocities they had been forced to do in the name of the greater good. She had known this when she had decided to try to pick up the remains of her people and draw them together, with their own progenitor gone, with the world changing it was the only thing she could do. Yet. . Why did it hurt for her? Why did it cause her to feel nothing but hatred to those who held the position that had originally been that of the father of the quincy. Yhwach? She did not know however what she did know was right now as she was she did not have the answers that this male asked, that this male wanted. However she also. . well with these emotions that bloomed in her chest she knew what she wanted to say, which was why as she exhaled slowly the fog raising from her rosy and plump lips, as her eyes cast across the ground she said.
”..I am not strong.”
Her words seemed to quiver with geniune emotion, at the thought of what has happened to the quincy of how they had only just began to bounce back, and yet had been shunned once more. How they had been left with only the tatters of a dream that once they sought. It caused her to almost wobble her voice husky from all the pain she felt for them , for the quincy that she loved with every being of her heart. With every ounce of her soul, she loved her people, she wished they would go far, and she would sacrifice anything for them. No pain was to great, no gap was to far, no power was to much if it was for her people. She would forge the very fires of hell or battle legions if thats what it took. Hence as she exhaled she pushed the shell to the side, pushed all those prideful remarks and cool responses to the very depths and left them there. This wasn’t the shell cool and calculated speaking to the male now as she exhaled shakily and decided to be honest.
”..And i may be a tad too proud.”
The harsh reality of her words caused her to bite her lower lip and grip the hem of her shirt. Because even now without the rigidity of her shell, or her task what was she? She was but that girl in edo a thousand years ago who hadn’t answers, had her entire life ahead of her with nothing to say for where she would be, where she would go. And to be honest? It scared the living hell out of her. It still did. With the gaping jaws of eternity staring her down, she still didn’t know how her life would end, how she would meet her own demise. If she would fade into the void, to be forgotten by time, or if she would truly make a safe place for her people. She didn’t know anything even if she pretended to know everything. She was but a single person and even with all this determination, this . . Drive to make her people great she was afraid, afraid she wouldn’t be able to get them out of the mess her people had been left in.
”..I am a small girl, Ginryu Ishida. One that wishes to do better for her people.”
Her expression changed now as she exhaled slowly and began to let her energy change and warp around her fingertips. Maybe it was his brutal honesty, maybe it was because he was such an outsider that she could level with him, and get pure honesty in return. Maybe that was the makings of an individual who she could eventually come to trust, however she knew now what she needed to do. This male well she thought maybe it was fate, or possibly it was just something more happening. Whatever the case, as energy began to roll from her fingertips she tapped into her cardinal ability, the theoretical ability to absorb energy to a point of inifinity, and came to work , first it would gather the energy in a mile radius , the free floating reishi would begin to merge inwards into a single condensed point before the female had exhaled and then thought about maybe just maybe this was what she needed. Not loyalty, not integrity, just transparent honesty. So as she seemed to figure out what she wanted to say she’d simply glance forward.
”..Which is why Ishida”
Her words seemed to be soft, like a maiden who just simply did not know how to say she needed help. He wasn’t strong, as was the normal criteria for such a position, but for ages? It had been their job to advise the leaders of the quincy, and now? It would be anothers job, as she was done with her own place she would take the helm and she would take this to a higher place, a better place. She was not strong herself, she was not perfect by herself but. She would make up for it, just like her people she would fight. Fight for what she needed to do and she had softly let her hair billow out infront of her as the wind seemed to rush them, snow and ice howling in her ears as if sensing her moment of weakness, the weakness she chose to show ishida because she felt she could trust him.
”..I may not be perfect, but since it’s within my power i feel it’s only fair if i give the quincy a fighting chance hence. . .”
Her lips seemed to curve into a smile, even though she was hurting, she was sad and lonely and didn’t know what she was doing, even if she was a being of thousands of years old, one that liked to boast about how powerful and how sure she was of herself, how she knew she was doing the right thing. Yet she’d finally finish the sentence her lips exhaling as she thought of a name. Elect. thats what i will be.
”..As the Elect of the Vandenreich i Rakkī yajirushi Date Appoint you as the next Sternritter Grandmaster Of the Vandenreich. “
Now? She could only wait for his reply.
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