Temp Withdraw

Alright for those who don't know my father passed away. Not my real dad but someone just as close to me. He taught me about roleplay and helped me come out of my shell a bit. I am a very closed person normally and prefer to be introverted and left alone. I was asked by his wife aka mom. To let some people know about his passing and the details of it. I feel sadder each time I do it generally, I spoke to my adopted sister today. And am in the process of finding my brothers as we speak. But the thing is I have no energy. Like none what so ever, I am at a point right now where I am mourning and trying to be creative. I just can't do both and I am going to focus on mourning him properly. Taking my time however long it may be for me. I will do casual threads and stuff like that if possible, it will just take me a long time to post.