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Nix Residence: The Calm before The Storm
Tue Oct 27, 2015 8:09 pm
Artist: Aion OST - Song: Song of Moonlight - Word Count: 481
Lydia finally arrived home after being stuck in the forest late at night to find everything was just as she'd left it. Again, Nix wasn't home yet. It had been a few months since she last saw him, and moments like this happened every day, whether she'd admit it or not. She'd come home, check to see if Nix was here, then convince herself that she wasn't checking for him, and that she just was looking to see if any ghosts moved anything around in the house or anything like that.
Today she had invited a few of the people she met earlier in the day to a late night party. She didn't really expect them to come, given that most of them were strangers.
For this reason, she set all the groceries in the fridge, and refused to cook anything just yet, even though her guests were supposed to arrive fairly soon. Plopping down in Nix's bed, as she always did whenever he was gone for long periods of time, she snuggled up close to his pillow. It barely smelled like him anymore. When she was alone like this, she might just be able to accept her feelings... but.. honestly, she was afraid to. Afraid of accepting how she felt and then depending on someone... She... The last time she had opened up to someone... cared for them.. they tried to kill her.
Not to say Lydia thought Nix would ever do anything to hurt her, but she really couldn't chance it. She cared for someone, and she paid the price. Just plain bad luck, she supposed. If anything had been different, maybe she and Nix could have had a normal life together, but these days, she just slept in his room and tried her hardest to ignore the fact that she missed him. Tried to ignore it by collecting small stamps... by looking for ghosts... just always ignored it. Perhaps it was time Lydia finally faced herself.
But today, as with any other day, Nix was not home. Nor could she expect him to just walk through the door, greet her and tell her he loves her or something. That would be a surprise.
Still, Lydia couldn't shake the feeling it would be a surprise she would enjoy quite a bit.
Realizing she was thinking too much about Nix, she immediately went to go cook the food. Maybe forget about him, at least while her guests were here. Tonight, she would just enjoy herself with the girls. Well, mostly girls. A few of them were special cases, like Eva or Nix...
There went that name again. It was almost like she couldn't go a second without thinking of him. Lydia blushed deeply as she stirred the rice in the pan. They were having homemade chinese. Sweet and Sour chicken and rice. Sweet... but also sour... That was how she felt.
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