Aftermath

No one came, no one cared it was the darkness again. He could feel it drowning his being, why had he done that? He knew the risks of giving himself to it, it wasn't stable. Why did he care about the delusions of anything? For that matter, why did he need to do anything? Tsubasa had been left alone his own clan gave him space as those yellow eyes stared at the horizon as they shifted red. His body had changed doing that allowed him to become more. But what was the point, he wasn't an existence of any meaning. His place was dark, it felt like it choked him in such a way. Death had it's grip on him tighter than anything else in the world. Khala's words echoed in his mind. One dream for another, perhaps that was so. He didn't know anymore, this world wasn't real or worth while. It was like he was standing in the middle of a darkness without an escape. Was the answer death itself, the road to damnation. That was a road he was on since his birth, was killing the darkness the answer? Or perhaps it was time the Unabara Clan left this place. That the clan desiring to stay did so, while he vanished. His own people stayed away from him too some degree. Ukitake and Shunsui had spent time trying to convince him his actions were incorrect. He got a firm scolding of sorts from Ukitake, but Unohana...He'd failed her expectations and it hurt inside for once. Tsubasa sat looking down with empty looking eyes. Something about his eyes seemed as though everything was missing. Ibiki's promise, he failed it didn't he. Perhaps the answer and punishment was to train to no trace of him was left.. Tsubasa's eyes looked upwards as rain began to fall. It poured through his blonde hair, he'd been outside for a couple days. He was treated for injuries but something seemed often. Was it perhaps time for Tsubasa to just give in, to become what he was? Forget about love and anything resembling hope and love? These questions haunted his dreams, Khala and that monster. Was giving up the answer, was his life so meaningless?

Answers maybe no one had them after all. People tried to reach for Tsubasa and he smacked away hands. That was his way, Nis, Iriko, and now even Khala. Something felt lost within him, was it his reason? Tsubasa seemed to think his only choice was to just cease to exist. Perhaps something would give him peace one day, but the thought of abandoning his children was too much. He didn't have an answer, Normally serene and completely in control of his body and emotion. This sort of thing had never happened before. Tsubasa wasn't lost completely, but staring into the heavens he seemed to be just a shell right now. Quietly staring at nothing as the world passed on, The offer from that being and so much laid ahead of him. He couldn't figure out anything at this point, maybe it was best that they simply fade from the pages of history.

Tsubasa's eyes focused in on the struggling Captain Commander, he was in no such shape to help him. Only problem was so many people were still out cold, Tsubasa's body was recovering and stabilizing though it wouldn't happen over night. Through his focus alone he was able to sit, it was painful to the point everything felt empty. The rain upon his flesh felt like nothing was their, the sensors for his body were damaged severely. Iriko was likely the second creature or first to awaken, somehow it didn't surprise him at all. But Iriko was trying too hard, he couldn't move any portion. His mind was numb at the moment with thoughts of failing. The Nanobots were working hard to rebuild the severe damage. Iriko and he had been at the epicenter of a great battle. Tsubasa heard the request, his eyes focused in on the Head Captain. He wished for Tsubasa to collect Khala, such an odd man. Why would one request that of the former leader. Tsubasa sat thoughtful, his voice was being tended too now. The sheer amount of damage on his body was insane, awakening from a dream to a nightmare. Tsubasa could only speak slightly, as he said this. "I'll find her." Tsubasa's visage was similar to that of what it once was. He'd intended to find her anyways, Khala felt like a key to awakening completely. Power was meaningless in his eyes, what purpose did it serve other than the fact it was fraud of a dream. Nothing like it matter or came close to being important, he failed them all. That thought seemed to echo in his skull, he looked at the Gotei 13. His head lowered as his body almost wanted to give up, but those machines were working fast. No healers were awake as no such power existed. A reason to exist or a purpose, just to hunt her down for him. Such a naive boy thinking the woman will hold his answers, but I guess I'm the same. I seek answers from the departed now, perhaps Hell is the only place I will find them. Tsubasa's crimson eyes stared beneath his long blonde hair. His body hurt so badly from transforming, it was like he'd just been beaten this badly.

But nothing changed nothing became better or new. Tsubasa's vision was incomplete, but Kisuke had gotten out. Kisuke surely informed the allies of the situation so help would be here soon. "..I will be gone..before you awake next...Iriko." With that sentence Tsubasa brought a hand to his leg, he went to move as the air hit him and almost knocked him over. He struggled to his feet, his eyes focused as he looked on. Coughed spitting blood up on the ground as he walked towards his room. He needed to get to the Nano Device so he could heal his injuries, sleeping in the container with the Nanobots would aid him. His body was slowly healing through static electricity as well, but it wasn't so simple. Healing this much damage would take time and it would frankly be a long time. But Tsubasa's healing methods were above and beyond most races. He'd be up in about a month and gone. Tsubasa intended to finish his recovery elsewhere however.

He grabbed the wall, slinking away now as he headed towards the chamber he needed to get too. His eyes looked back on Iriko now, hitting a couple buttons on his machine he released some of the bots to go aid the Captains injuries to make him stable. Tsubasa stumbled and fell into the chamber closing his eyes, the time to awaken was soon. What had been done here was massive, Tsubasa's body naturally produced the Nanobot's and he kept spares around just in case. But what that monster did was insane, Devata wasn't human. Tsubasa knew strength wasn't the answer, their was something more..Tsubasa decided to make a choice for something he'd never done before. Tsubasa spoke calmly leaning against the wall as he spoke. A message that one being was waiting for, his eyes opened and looking extremely weak. " I accept your offer, Soul King..But on two conditions, I complete Iriko's request first..And save these people, Devata has done so much damage...Help..us..and I shall accept the request, accept the role you wish of me."

What a feeling, asking for help in return for becoming a member of the world that he always had distanced himself from. Tsubasa didn't sense anything yet, he remained still on the floor the damage done was severe and so many needed help. Fact was he was far too weak to even attempt the walk or crawl, it was up to the destined moment. Iriko and Tsubasa were going to be needed for this to proceed and fact was both were out of action. Tsubasa heard portals opening similar to the person who'd visited him shortly after. Someone representing the Healing group arrived, Zero Division had landed. They moved rapidly people going every direction now. Tsubasa's request was met as he was grabbed hold of. And lifted up carried away slowly towards one of the portals. As they sat him down by it and healers came roaring out so many. Tsubasa was first person, they were using highly advanced medicine and things his mind couldn't process.

Iriko was the next subject to begin getting healing, they couldn't undo Devata's damage. Tsubasa's head turned to Iriko as he spoke, smiling slightly. "Seem's giving up the self-sacrificing hero role is....Ah...harder than it looks..Iriko, I won't be able to intervene as much now...I'm doing this to save as many of us as I can..I'm going to Zero Division....to find myself..I've lost so much perhaps he has the answers.." Tsubasa sounded hopeful, he was rather unsure honestly. His eyes still lacked much it seemed as though he'd not thought it out. But these people were powerful and capable as he felt his body and life being brought under control. Iriko and he were in the worst shape, Tsubasa's intense focus kept him awake. He didn't fall under the joys of sleep yet. Not yet, Iriko was important as Tsubasa grabbed a hand trying to heal him. "Iriko first, they need him here..I can be treated easily...Just..save him.." Tsubasa's final order and request as they began to work on both of them quickly, healers were here now from the greatest Healing talents the world knew. Tsubasa had never wanted to join Zero Division, he had hated them for not helping the Gotei 13. Now putting aside his dislike just to help those important, Tsubasa had grown in some measure.