Wake me Up Inside [Continuation]

Why? Why wouldn't he just let her go?

That thought blazed in her mind, as Kakeru's speed once again saved her. Gram was knocked clean out of her hand, and his hand was around her throat. Her amethyst eyes were filled up with tears, as they fell silently, the girl muting her voice. It didn't matter; the pain from his hand slamming into her throat felt good. Her body jerked from the surprise, but otherwise stopped. Why? That was the thought that dominated her psyche, burned to know. She had hurt him! It was her fault.. all of this.. everything.. she couldn't stand it. She had to repent, she had to show some sort of sacrifice in order to repay her damage! It was something she had to do. But that was only a bit of the entire thing, wasn't it? The male was facing her, his blue eyes rife with pain and yet determination. There was also love, and the blonde wondered why the hell her brother still loved her, even after everything she had done to him in her mind. But other things were starting to float; the smell of his shampoo, his rapid breaths, his warmth against her body. All of these things seemed to melt into her, as she shivered, the cold finally seeping into her bones. Why was it so cold? The girl had no idea, but then Kakeru moved. She was afraid, but then something touched her lips. Soft and loving.

Kakeru was kissing her.

His hand was holding her right one down, and his body was close to hers. She could feel him, smell him, and her eyes, wide open, were petrified. But he was kissing her; her heart was starting to beat faster. She remembered the first time they clumsily kissed, to their soft sexual activities; she remembered the feel of his body against hers, and the love in her heart. Even then, she had been Beldrein, not Ketheldrein. But even then.. she had done something forbidden. She had fallen in love with him; she, a servant, had fallen in love with a prince. But even then.. he was happy with her, loving her, wanting her close. Even when Ketheldrein wanted to kill Alicia, for being so close to her Kakeru, she still held back. Because the girl didn't want to make him sad; that was something that could break her. Kakeru's sadness. The kiss was violent and angry, but it held a sadness that made her heart break; he was angry at her, and he didn't want to let her go. The sadness was so piercing, as the tears flowed down her cheeks, dropping from her chin onto her breasts, the splattering of them cold on her body. Well, not necessarily cold; the air was cold really. But the tears were cold and yet to her skin, warm. It was a confusing sensation, as she felt her body shake.

He was going to devour her, swallow her up in that kiss.. but she didn't care. She wanted it even, as her body shifted; the sudden brush of his skin against her nipples caused her to stiffen. A light moan rumbled in the back of his throat; unluckily for her brother, he was still almost buck ass naked. After all, Ketheldrein had stripped him earlier, in her half-asleep quest to get her baby brother back into bed with her for a cuddle snoozing sessions, since the bloody blonde retarded always worked himself to the damn bone. But that was besides the point; right now, he was kissing her still, eating her alive with his emotions. ''Ahn!'' she finally let out breaking the kiss, her body shaking, and heaving. Her breasts would brush up against him each time, and the moans started small from her lips. She was totally naked, as her eyes looked at him, as her fingers dug into the back of his blonde hair, tilting his head to face her. ''Ah.. stupid.. stupid.. stupid Kakeru.. I love you stupid.. I just wanted.. to atone for the stuff I did.. when.. the first time we had sex.. we didn't know.. but I felt guilty because.. because.. I fell in love with you when I wasn't supposed to. All this time.. all these years without you.. has been pure hell. I.. I.. I love you too much Kakeru.. I'm so sorry.. I can't really be a good big sister with these feelings.. I'm so sorry.'' she said, apologizing for her major flaw.

She loved him as something other then a sister.

The blonde felt the tears slip from her eyes again, but she closed them. Yanking his head hard forward, she pushed him into a bruising kiss. Lifting a leg, she wrapped it around his waist, and even pushed her throat more into his hand, and, twisted her hand to hold his. She just wanted his touch, his love; was that so selfish of her? Probably, considering that Alicia probably had feelings for their dearest brother, and well, Ketheldrein didn't give a rat's ass. She loved all her siblings, and she knew she loved Kakeru so deeply; she remembered the feeling of him inside of her, and her body twitched. From the cold and the constant contact, her nipples had gotten hard, and her body was heating up, as she knew she was starting to get wet. Her body was begging for him, as her hips bucked lightly against his body. The feelings were swarming her, burying her in their passion, as she forced the kiss a bit harder. She couldn't hold on anymore; she tried to keep everything sealed inside of her.. but Kakeru was too stubborn. ''Ahn.. Kake..'' she'd moan on his lips, giving another hot kiss. This was only the start; she knew that now, they were stuck. Stuck in the pent up feelings for each other, him without his memory but still having the feelings, and she knowing everything, left in abandonment and loneliness. The two would meet and this would start to unwind.

For their fate was with each other, regardless of the start or the end.

Ketheldrein had hit him deeply and yet they were kissing still stealing hot breaths and moments from each other as it that was the thing to do, but yet he didn't know why he was even doing this anyway with his sister whom he loves so deeply that she loved him even more deeper than he could ever imagine. It wasn't like they were family, oh wait they were and yet they were kissing and making love. It didn't make sense to him that they were going out like this, and yet he couldn't understand it, but he didn't just want to rush things this was pretty damn huge what she just said to him She just dropped a mother fucking bomb. She loved him deeper than any sister should. She loved him like a lover someone that you have crazy shit with and want to semi-regret in the morning but you can't because you know you bonded through that moment in time. This felt so damn strong in the wrong column that in a sense it hurt him that he was kissing his sister like this. It was so wrong it was wrong he was doing things with her. He had sex with his sister? He did that? He couldn't really understand until well his mind revealed a truth to him in that moment of time. It wasn't even right to be even naked in front of each other in his eyes and he was nearly naked and she was kissing him passionately. She wasn't going to let him go of his own soul in this rate so he would just have to accept it right? Wrong, he didn't have to, but it was his choice on how he took this situation. She felt her movements and at the same time they were intimate and gentle with each other.

He couldn't just understand why he was getting into this as he'd hold her hand, but he was just kissing her he could keep it calm right, and just kiss her. His body said just get it over with and fuck her brains out already. You know what to do you've done her before. Then the past reflected where she had seen him with an embarrassing moment. He had one of those hard-ons that men are infamous for having. Yet he didn't get that feeling was a good thing. Asking Beldrein at the time about what would he want to do about it he just inquired gently knowing that if he didn't then it wouldn't make sense to him. He just had to accept it right? So he asked her the most awkwardest question to ask your sister that you didn't know was your sister to show you what having sex is like. Well she did without fail, and she had taken his virginity due to his natural curiosity and the fact she was even willing to do this with him. It didn't make sense but at the same time it would make sense in the end right? It would just have to work out for him. It couldn't just mess up worse. In reality she was getting more and more turned on. and he couldn't understand the myriad of feelings going on in his head. He just couldn't get it, and he didn't try to understand it. If he could understand it, probably this feeling would dissipate and all hell would break loose. It would be worse than where she nearly killed him in the heat of a battle if it wasn't for the fact his origin kicked in right then to save him, and well being able to move that fast.

He wanted to repair the connection between himself and his sister and that was hard due to the strained relationship of four hundred years of being not existing. She had broken the kiss from them and in those moments he had caught his breath before she had turned him apologized for her love and kept kissing him more and more and wrapping a leg around his waist. It didn't make sense, but it had fit in this moment he didn't resist her kisses and she was brushing up against him and all of those feelings from the past were welling up and were about to explode all over the area. It was so violent the kiss, but he was trying to be soft while she was being rough and consumed by her love and need for him. He didn't really understand, He got the concept of sexuality again, but he would need practical application to truly understand how this was going to go down. He wasn't exactly well versed in sex, since most of his memories of the past were blocked by something, but he couldn't really place it so he din't try to understand it currently. He just rolled with it and just hoped that his heart and head could deal with it. As for Power of Order it didn't get it at all, and in fact it didn't even activate because it was one of those moments it didn't want to. It was just one of those things that just had to play out, it was not scripted at all. It just was something that only humane emotions and understanding would call just a series of events.



''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-

That bond, that bond that tied the two together tighter then anyone ever should; the bond of master and servant, the bond of family, the bond of teacher and student, and the bond of lovers. Ketheldrein and Kakeru had been entangled in a web by their own choosing, and yet one was forced on them; siblings. That had not been their choice; and yet it was the truth, so their other bonds were inherantly wrong, against each other, like a clashing wheel. Just like how Kakeru clashed with her; and yet, the cacophony of their clashes, there was a symphony. Of them being together; their teamwork was perhaps the best, bar none, and their bonds allowed them to take steps with each other that nobody else would even understand or be able to react to. That was the nature of Kakeru and Kethel; their messed up bonds were confusing, and many could judge, and yet there was that connection, that almost fated decision of them being together the moment she had began raising her anti-thesis. Their nudity was offended, but she loved it; the feel of his skin against her own, sinful, but amazing. The fact that they were kissing passionately, like there was no tomorrow? Also sinful.. but still enjoyable. Although, the Suigura Customs were not strict; they in fact allowed free love; so this love of theirs was possible. But both Kethel, raised in another land, and Kakeru, not yet haven shaking his ideals, were bound by rules and restrictions; and yet, the blonde girl was eradicating them if they stood in her way.

The stress was probably mostly on Kakeru, that was trying to uphold them due to his nature, and ended up not being able to. It was probably killing him, and she hated that; she hated herself for being so stubborn, for wanting, no, needing him so much. In fact, it was at such a state she could no longer just let him be; she was sweeping him up in the torrent of her being, overwhelming him, and yet.. and yet.. she couldn't help it. Her body was begging for more, the lips becoming wetter by each passing second, even as Kakeru could seem to be like he was getting his bearings. She knew that, she knew that he wanted to be sane, but she couldn't let him; she wanted him to sink with her, to go insane, to screw the rules just this once. She wanted him to see the side that she had, she wanted him to see what Order had allowed before. And she wanted to love him, most of all. She could feel it though; he had stopped trying to resist her, when she moved to him; his body became hers, easily moving with her; and the girl felt her own soul writhe. Was it agony? Was it pain? Or was it a mass of pleasure that suddenly built up like a fountain? Whatever it was, it danced underneath her skin, under her very being, and called him for, called for everything he could give.

The girl pulled her kiss away, and with a movement, had forcefully pushed him with her Ischyrion particles, all the way to the bed. The girl herself moved towards him, the naked skin of her body glinting in the morning light; and in between her thighs, he'd notice a sticky coat of liquid. Her fingers quickly undid his belt and pants, throwing them aside along with his boxers, and making sure the absolute rest of his clothing was gone. Her fingers stroked the shaft, something she could only remember from back then. ''I'll show you Kakeru.. I'll show you. I can't be your sister anymore... I want to be your lover.. so please..'' she begged him, her entire being lost to that need rushing in her veins in her soul. The girl's tongue began to lap at the tip, softly licking it, gently and lovingly. Remembering the weak spots, where he liked being licked, she found them, and touched them with the soft velvet of her tongue. The girl let out a beautiful moan like noise, before she licked down his shaft, all the way to his balls; and gently licked them too, teasing with her tongue. Softly, she followed that with her mouth, sucking and such on them absolutely gentle; her kisses had been rough and passionate, but her touches on his dick were soft, loving. They were probably warm too, as she licked her way back up the shaft, her violet eyes staring at her baby brother with lust, love, and most of all, need.

''Ah.. I love you Kakeru..'' she whispered, before swallowing the head of his cock in her mouth, sucking on it gently and sweetly, wanting to arouse him further. After all.. she had to take good care of him, and he probably had four hundred years of repressed sexual energy within him.

Kakeru was so lost into the love of this and yet he didn't want to give up yet, a part of him yearned to keep order, because of his origin and her's clashing so hard that it wasn't even sad that he wasn't resiting her, it was more of his love and lust mixing. He absolutely loved his sisters all of them, and Kethel went and pushed the envelope and made him realize her true feelings about him and yet he didn't deny her at all. In fact he went with the kisses as he was going numb from them as his body shivered with unfamiliar feelings as he felt something in his heart almost like pressure as something began to twich between his legs, he couldn't understand it, but it just seemed to be so natural to him that he didn't question it at least once, and yet he felt so good, and so wrong at the same time. It was so wrong that it was right for him to do this, but if this was so wrong in his heart and soul, then why was he enjoying this why was he going all out for this, why did he show his heart like this and yet allow her back into him like this if he truly hated it, and the reason why because deep down their love for each other was corrupted because he had asked a simple and innocent question that made him want this more and more as a young man when he knew her as his maid and teacher called Beldrein and not his sister nor did he really know her that long as his sister before the incident that had happened had took him away from her for a good four hundred years.

These repressed feelings were coming out and they weren't being denied at all in fact they were feeling so good that he couldn't understand why his body was reacting like this that feeling of being in the right place in the right time. His mind didn't understand on a conscious level, but on a subconscious level it made perfect sense that was the beginning of the shifting of order to allowing this to happen was a realization that he actually deep down liked this even though he didn't want to like it because of the social stigma and the feelings that he had as a knight knowing this was wrong weren't really interfering anymore. It was all just falling into place like Kehteldrein either hadn't planned or had planned, but it was falling into a perfect place that Kethel could be proud of. She could probably feel his heart beat increase more and more as they were keeping up at this, and then he knew it that he was lost to this and he began to desire it more and more. As his heart began to submit to his mind finally he knew that this was probably so wrong in the normal worlds, but in the terms of the Sugiura world it was probably fine and they didn't care but how would he feel when he said in his heart I have fucked my sister thoroughly in love and lust and I feel this is okay for me to do because I love her, and there's nothing that the world can do to me but accept the fact I love my sister and that she'll always be there for me when there's nothing else in the world, but yet... it left him wanting more.

That was something however Kethel decided to solve by when she pushed him off of her breaking the kiss and slamming him into the bed that was just used for cuddling not so long ago now it was just feeling more and more right as she began to lay into him, but before he did he saw the damage that he had caused her, that soaked liquid on her inner thighs it was her honey, her fluids that were in her usually were leaking out because of her feelings for him and Kakeru was so turned on by it that it didn't make sense but he didn't deny it, His dick was at full attention, and yet it was fine with him. He wasn't going to deny it anymore she had broken through his guards and such. The shocking thing was that he was completely lost to this, and his policy was being broken by the bonds of love that were so buried in deep within his heart and soul that it was resonating with hers finally and his eyes weren't so cold anymore in fact they were as hot as fire and yet he was so enjoying it so he didn't even stop her when she started to take his pants off and his boxers almost that face he gave her that look was I want to continue this, so as she began to plead with him he didn't shake his head no in fact that look of desire in his eyes finally were saying I want you so badly now and trust you with my heart and soul ane, so don't let me go anymore and love me like you want to, and when she spoke his heart shook a bit and so did down there once he felt something hot and wet upon it.

That hot and wet part? Kethel's tongue teasing him and licking him all up down there that a part of him didn't want her to stop now! No please go farther his mind said and she did oh god it felt so strongly in the wrong column but now so right because he wanted it and watching her suckle and tease the head something came out of his mouth well a moan then three hot words that Kethel had been dying to hear for a long time since he had arrived back. "I love you..." It felt so natural and right that it wasn't forced it was said with true feeling and pleasure as more moans emitted from his lips and his left hand gently gripped some of the back of her long hair out of reaction more or less as he was definitely being sucked into her love once again. The soul mending and breaking love of Ketheldrein Leonhart, the Elucidian Knight, also known as his sister who he thought he'd never have to do this with ever again, and here he was going for it with no recourse on thought, only thing that was fueling him along was love and lust for her and that seemed to be all that he needed in terms of weapons for this battle so to speak and yet these weren't vicious weapons quite yet, they were weapons of love and desire, something that Kakeru had not felt in a very, very, very long time since he had last been around Kethel to do this again, and yet nothing stopped him in his heart and soul for now.

"... Please make me want this more until.. I can't feel any regret anymore about this make me not want to forget this anymore."

''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-

Kakeru was opening up. She could feel it within herself; and each second he opened up, the more delicate but passionate her touches were. His heart was moving in with hers; she could ear the beat of her own, feel it heavy in her chest. And she could feel his heart beat in his shaft, the hard length pulsating under her tongue and mouth. ''Ahn.. hm.. nh.. hn.. ahn..'' she moaned, licking the shaft and then suckling on the tip, guiding it into her warm, inviting mouth. She couldn't help it; it was a taste of Kakeru, a simple taste that drove her entire body crazy; her unrequited love, the very passion that filled her.. it was overwhelming, and made her want to take it in more. So she swallowed part of his dick into her mouth, making sure for it to be still shallow enough so that she could lick it. She wanted to please him, and make him feel good; she wanted his hands on the back of her head, shoving the length deeper. It was something she always enjoyed, because it was him; her face had a delicate blush on her cheeks, and her amethyst eyes were glittering, reflecting towards him all of the feelings she felt. She knew she was basically the chaos to his order; or rather, the darkness that went with his light. But yet.. there was something so delicately perfect about this; his ice was melting, and she could feel it with each touch she gave to him.

And each moan he let slip out made her heart skip faster, and her stomach churn with butterflies; her pussy lips would twitch, dripping more liquids as she could just feel her entire body almost gave in into the burning need; she wanted him inside of her. But she couldn't yet; her mouth and tongue worked on the tip, slowly letting more slip inside of her wet mouth, eagerly lapping it up. She loved the feeling of it in her mouth; his curious innocence back then had led them to a lot of experiments, and this was one; she could remember the taste still, four hundred years later. Yet it was different.. more mature. And it was making her head fuzzy, as the girl knew she was vulnerable; she knew that, but this was Kakeru.. she could let him see this side of her, the lewd side that wanted him so damn bad. The pent up frustration, the tension she never could find herself to want to get rid of by being with someone else; the entirety of her feelings were rampaging inside of her.. and yet he decided to say three little words. Three small words that just threw her into a frenzy; and he admitted it. He loved her; it brought the crux of her unrequited feeling to a head. It swarmed her insides, her entire body shivering with electric shocks; it was amazing, as her vision went almost white once or twice, the edges dancing with that shade of unknowing what the hell she was doing.

But that wasn't all; she began to move her head, using her mouth like a vacuum on his shaft, making sure to apply just the right pressure; and his moans were turning her so desperately on at this point. She felt one of his hands take the back of her hair, gently, and her body shivered again, the intense desire dancing in her ski. And then.. he said dirty things. He wanted her to do more; to leave her marks into him like she had back then. The way he begged for it, wanted it, and just asked her for it, drove the girl insane. She couldn't.. hold back anymore. Her movements weren't rough, but more passionate, as she made sure to hit all of the spots he liked; and then explored further, moans slipping from her throat around his shaft. Her eyes closed, as she just let herself sink into the rupture, and her entire body focused on just him, his touches, the feelings. In fact, because she had given over? The very feelings themselves began to flow into the room, as Ketheldrein's powers were not that restricted; one could feel the very passion, love, adoration that leaked out of her body into her aura. It was pulsating, mixing and matching with her passionate movements; and her entire being was shaking; she wanted him to sink further into this, further into the both of them and the very selves they were. ''Ahn.. Kakeru.. then lose yourself with me.. ahn.'' she said, pulling it out a few mere moments for that comment.

''Cum in my mouth~'' she added, her tone slipping a luscious, seductive tone onto it. She would do it.. she would consummate this burning passion of theirs with their bodies.

Ketheldrein's movements with her head and mouth were simply destroying the mind of Kakeru as if the waves of pleasure were just enough to absorb his being into the frenzy that Ketheldrein was currently that Frenzy of being so much in lust and love that it made dynamite explosions look like a joke. Kakeru wasn't used to this pleasure, but it was becoming full on apparent now that the feelings of Kakeru were definitely mixing with the atmosphere that Ketheldrein had provided with her aura and his aura mixing with his made him realize just how much he wanted no desired no needed the love of Kethel. He didn't realize just how much he needed. It wasn't expected from him to show emotion normally but he was showing it now. In the most widely visceral way, by his actions and noises coming from his mouth. It was like he was relearning everything on how to fly. It was those emotions of losing her for so long and losing himself for many years brought on these feelings of a platonic love that had been at edge for well over four hundred to five hundred years. Sadly enough it wasn't enough Kakeru needed allo of her like she needed all of him. He couldn't lie though that need for her was swallowing him up like that need to be back in to his position as the Praetorian Knight of the Western Sugiura lands. He wasn't afraid of this anymore he really wanted more and more of her.

He didn't understand the feelings, but he didn't need to he was with her and that's what he needed her pleasure and his were just enough for him. He didn't need any other satisfaction for the time being. The sad thing was that he knew that he wouldn't lose this ever again. These feelings were going to be so embedded into his fiber was always needing something like this, a love that made him exist stronger, sure she is his opposite, but she was always what he needed, she was the completing piece to his puzzle and yet he was able to push aside his need for order in his life for her. It was the one thing that kept him from being a complete asshole. The love his family, and well... the love of his family. It was almost disgusting from a human level about this harshness of incest, but for Sugiura it's okay. They didn't mind since they were a low number this was the way that they worked on their numbers and kept very strong bloodlines. This wasn't for keeping bloodlines or anything else this was just simply lust and love for each other leaking out so hard from battle that it made sense that she wanted him like this the need for him to release for her it felt so good in his mind now and she even asked him to in a place that would be disgusting for his mind to understand, but he was far too gone at this point to go back.

For Kethel she would get her wish right then and there, the waves of pleasure were just too much now and heat, yes heat came rising off of his body as if he was a flame user. Well he did have fire swords, but that's for a different day. The heat was so hot that it was shocking just how much he wanted to he couldn't even speak,but his actions would speak for him. Holding her head in place once he felt that explosive feelings he'd explode from the head. Hot, white and sticky seed came rushing into her mouth and probably throat in a sudden manner that Kethel would have to take a second to make sure not to breathe while that was going on otherwise she'd choke a bit. It was a good amount from being repressed and unused for a good long time. The even sadder thing? He was still pretty damn firm as if he had more energy to go. She probably did to and she probably would take what she wanted and he would take what he wanted. This was a win win for them, and for their feelings coming out again. It was kind of shocking to him because he never realized until now that his sister was his maid, and it was all too much to think about so instead of thinking about it, he'd see how she'd react before continuing or stopping the need for lust, although it was more than likely they would be up all day for this continuation of lust and love mixing for once, and to Kakeru that was alright with him.

''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-