Wake up in the Morning Feelin' Like P'Diddy.

That could of been a problem if he didn't realize the one issue at hand. He was asleep in his bed. Yes asleep, and well he sniffed the stale air softly that was around him currently as he looked at the fact he wasn't wearing his normal clothes, but bedding clothes, and the fact was it was so hot under the covers. Not thinking about the fact there was two sets of feet because well one his vision was still blurry and two the fact was he was still slowly waking up as he felt a heavy weight on his right side. Seeing a tuft of blonde hair he moved the covers down a bit not realizing that Kethel was naked only that she was alseep by him. She seemed happy now she had that smile on her face and seemed to be lightly purring in her sleep. Kakeru was wide awake at this point as he sniffed the now colder air. Yes he was fine, the wounds were healed up. He was a bit sore though all over. It was obvious they had been training. Furthermore as he began to realize she was naked he fell out of his bed. Yes he flipped out of his bed and landed on his ass for a second that had hurt as he was blushing madly, and yet again she had managed to pretty much make an innocent night of sleep awkward. His memory was fuzzy on what had happened that night since he had fainted but that pain on his hips and such.

'Did I have sex with Kethel?! WAIT WHAT NO NO NO I don't like her like that no way no way no way no way no way. She's my sister no no no I didn't have sex with her I couldn't of had sex with her. This is wrong. I couldn't of had sex with her please tell me this is just in my head. where the fuck is her clothes? What the Fuck?! Why is she Naked and in my Bed like that?! No NO no It's not true I didn't fuck her No I didn't Calm down I think... Wait how in the hell can I calm down she's naked in my room, and it looks like obviously we did something after training! This is so wrong!' Those were the thoughts as he looked for something to throw upon her body so that she would have something on so she looked semi decent. He began to open his closet and the only thing that would mildly fit her body was a smaller jacket that would cover all the unmentionable parts of her body for the time being. He'd grab it she'd probably be waking up from him crashing to the floor. As he'd snap on his clothes in a matter of seconds if he needed to, but she needed something on because what if one of the maids and such walked in and they looke like That! It would end really badly yeah he didn't want that at all.

He took a breath and ruffled his long blonde hair as his eyes closed for a minute then looked over at her. He just shook his head as he realized that she'd probably wondering why he was up so early. It was normal for him to be up. He was looking at his desk and the massive amounts of paperwork he had to do and sighing as he'd give her the jacket if she woke up other wise he'd lay it by her and start on the huge amount of work that was going to be a pain in his ass to do. Since the trainig must of knocked him out of stuff. He was still mad about the fact she was naked in his bed, but he'd have to take some deep breaths and that was the long part of this day was the work he'd have to do and deal with the fact that she was still naked. What an odd way to start his day with a naked Kethel in his bed and the fact was going to figure out if he had really did her, or it was just in his head. He really didn't remember what happened so it didn't help that he couldn't remember. He really had a problem with Amnesia and that was going to be a problem at least until Kethel woke up and answered his questions.

''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-

It was so very warm.

Ketheldrein snuggled into the warm source a bit more, loving the feel of it against her skin. Her fingers curled and she was purring happily. But the warmth thing seemed to be gone ; so the girl gravitated to the warm spot it at left. Curling up more, she buried her face into a nice smelling thing. It was so nice ; she really liked that smell. It made her heart thump and all warm, and she just felt so happy. With a small mewl, she wiggled, the blankets slipping off. So that the stunned male that had crashed to the floor could now see almost every part of her naked body ; from her slender shoulders, to the curve of her delicate back, her weighty breasts, and the curvacious hips she had. Her long legs stretched out, showing how shapely and attractive they were. Her supple body was almost hungrily eaten up by sight by any male. The girl let her long blonde hair flow over her shoulders, the golden strands dancing on her skin. The girl let out a soft noise, as she nuzzled into the warmth a bit longer.

But slowly she was waking up, as the girl let out a more insistent mewl, stretching fully now. The noises that rolled out of her mouth when stretching were horrendously sexual, as she then let out a happy moan. It felt good to be stretched so early. The girl sleepily sat up, tilting her head at the male sitting at the desk. Sliding her body so that her feet were touching the ground, she sprung herself up. Her movements were soft, sensual, and cat like, as she walked up behind him, wrapping her arms around his chest, and plopping his head - you guessed it - right in between her ample cleavage. The girl then put her chin on the top of his head, as if not even embarrassed of her full nudity, nuzzling said top of head. ''Kake.. whatchu doin?'' sleepily mumbled the blonde in his head, pulling him a bit closer. The girl was still half-asleep ; a bad habit that no one had found how to correct, Kethel was apparently capable of sleep walking, action, and well, just generally capable of functioning even when supposedly asleep. That was probably why nobody wanted to be in the room next to hers, or near her after she's slept.

Regardless, the girl let out a soft, whispering sound, almost like a whistle. She was perfectly content sleeping standing up, and would do so if Kakeru didn't find some way to clothe her and get her back into bed. Also, the problem was that, whilst Ketheldrein was functional, didn't mean she was necessarily there in sense of self. After all, when asleep, one's control inhibition is shut off. But Kethel was starting to purr again, happily nuzzled onto Kakeru's head.

Tooking at Kethel he sighed as she decided to walk up stark naked behind him and snuggle him into her breasts as it was obvious she was half-asleep still. Kakeru sighing as he was doing paperwork stopped and looks up at her as he stood up a bit as he decided to just push the awkward feeling aside as he walked her to the bed and grabs the jacket and zips it up and covers her up for the most part. Then he'd go back to his desk still trying to do the paperwork. Yes He'd leave her at the Bed, hoping she'd get the unconscious memo that he needed to do his homework now and she was making him late for stuff. He needed to get this done and have meetings and such. Didn't she have stuff to do too? Anyway after he placed her back into bed he'd continue his work as he seemed a bit tired still from the fighting they had did the day before but that feeling he couldn't shake it off. That feeling of he didn't know what he was going to do in the situation of the fact he couldn't place what the hell had happened. 'Damn this amnesia problem i have" He thought strongly as his eyes narrowed upon his work it was just simple scripts about him acknowledging what he had to do as a Praetorian Knight and at the same time the missions he was writing reports on them very quickly to finish them up and give them to the head secretary so that they could be finished with this and so he could get better sleep.

A bit of music was playing into his head as he closed his eyes it reminded him of that Song. "I don't want to see the day, Her heart in my hands, it's too bad no regrets. I don't want to see the day that tears are running down my face."-The Fall of Troy.- It was a sad song, but at the same time that driving riff made it feel so much more. He'd get up and places on normal clothes. As in a whtie button up shirt and jeans, with a nice blue tie.He wore a black watch on his right wrist, on his left wrist he wore a blue wrist band with red an white stripes on it. The Red stripes making the outside lines and the white stripe making the inside line. He just took a breath as he continued on his work swaying his long blonde hair out of his eyes with a simple hair flip as his bangs were pretty much in his eyes as he focused on the work not realizing that she probably would drag him to bed if she had the chance. Although that focus was so intense, he had that annoying thought in his mind about if he had fucked his sister or not. It was still a pressing issue, it didn't make sense that he could of because well. It wouldn't fit with what he knew currently. He was too out cold to do anything. Wouldn't of his body wake up from stimulation like that? He had to know, because that would solve this issue now, but what stopped him? He couldn't fathom what did.

"Why did you sleep in here Onee-chan. why did you? Were you raping me in my sleep? Were you just concerned? Why didn't you have clothes on? What are you thinking? I was fine you just needed to let me rest... Dammit... I don't even know why I'm getting so mad. It's so wrong I can't believe you'd sleep in my bed I'm a grown. I'm not a kid anymore I'm fine and yet you came into my room naked... why did you!" He was nearly crying okay yes he was crying internally, he'd not let himself shed a tear, because if he did that showed weakness of heart, and he couldn't afford to look weak. He is a man! He's supposed to be strong and not cry! He's the person that Arturia may one day have to give him the kingship to! He had to be ready to show no fear in the wake of problems! He had to be skilled and strong like that. He couldn't understand this anymore that people would allow this. His family would shun him. Hell they practically did since he was pretty much still gaining his memories back! He just needed to get them back and wake the hell up. He needed to stop being so lost in the past and look foward, but that was hard when your past is what defines you and your future. He's a Sugiura, a Praetorian Knight, and he was the oldest boy so far that he knew of. He was possibly a heir for the throne. He had many family members, but what happened in the war and such he didn't really remember or was too fuzzy for him to remember for the time being.

''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-

The girl was jostled from her comfortable position, as she let out a groan. ''It's too early to be up Kake.'' she whined softly to him. She was not happy with the moving, as she felt something restrictive and abrasive on her skin. It was almost startlingly, and that single fact downplayed her natural reaction to it. ''I don't want to be dressed.'' She also whined to him. However, the whine was a bit cut short ; after all, she didn't expect the furtive, butterfly like touches from Kakeru's fingers on her body. Only the light squirming showed her discomfort at the jacket, and when Kakeru stopped trying to herd her to the bed, the girl finally let out an impatient whine. Although, she had to admit, her body was a bit.. fluttery all of a sudden. Without much hesitation however, the jacket was stripped from her. And that was done rapidly enough that it would take a moment, as the girl now moved firmly, her girls bouncing in the too early morning light. Her brother seemed to have gotten dressed whilst she had thought of what she wanted to do, or rather was distracted by the memory of his touches, and he seemed to be speaking almost emotionally. He was speaking to her.. and not looking at her. A giant mistake, as the girl advanced with lethal speed. It seemed like she didn't too listen much. She heard him, sure, but right now? She has something more important to do. Namely ; getting her errant brother back to her arms, in bed.

The jacket flying down around his neck, yanking him bodily out of the chair. The movement was quick and precise, and held Kethel's combat capability. And of course, such a strike from no where, and a seemingly incapacitated person, would more then likely give her a good opening. But did it matter? Kethel was much stronger then Kakeru ; he was probably still suffering a bit from yesterday, however, she was full of energy. To be honest, she was probably almost back at full, the dent in her energy almost noticeable now ; and even then, it replenished too fast and was so expansive that it was hard to get her to expand a lot of it. That's why she often trained with Kakeru ; he could withstand her, counter her, and even though more often then not, she could still use her energy when he was drained, he was easily one of the only people that could even get her to use a hella lot. That was important, as well as the fact that she couldn't harm him permanently. However, their clashing origins did get the fights out of hand at times, and more often then not, Feraki had to intervene in between the two. She then held the jacket like a pressure cloth. Relatively, it was wound up tight, and was used to keep his airway blocked, as he would be busy trying to breathe rather then resist her. And he'd get a nice view of her lower body as the elder sister dragged her cute little brother to bed.

Once she put him in it, her hands moved with fervent determination. And within about two to three moments, his shirt and pants were off, leaving him in his boxers, as she even took his socks off. Her entire, naked, weight was pinned on his hips, preventing him from moving, as she then laid down on him. With another cat like purr, the girl just nuzzled under his chin. ''Kake's so warm. always been so warm.'' she muttered softly, wrapping her arms in an almost vice-grip around his body. ''Kake 'twas hurt.. soz I was a big sissy.. took care of all your needies.'' she said to clarify, almost slurring. The girl nuzzled into him more, her entire body pressing against his own ; including what of his skin was uncovered. The girl's grip was tight, but there was a light tremor across her body, as if she was holding something in. ''I love my Kake so much.'' she just whispered. It was a simple, honest whisper that was delivered by a non-controlled girl. And most males, when faced with this situation, would feel at least some lust ; after all, a hot girl had just confessed their love for them.. whilst naked.. on their body. And even then, that sweet, swirling whirl in her amethyst eyes was almost too poignant. What didn't help is that she indirectly answered his primary question. From the sounds of it.. yes, he had very naughty intercourse with her.

And the girl was keeping him pinned, slowly moving to a seated position, her hands pinning his wrists above his head. ''Do you love me.. Kake?'' she asked softly. Her voice was a bit cracked, wavering with a seemingly never-ending sorrow. It was a voice that he'dve heard only once before in his entire life ; and that was when she found him. The day she had found him.. she could remember it. Her eyes were like liquid pools, staring with such a straight forward soul. Even in her half-asleep state, Ketheldrein still was capable of so much. She knew that, in a part of her ; this was also the self she had kept hidden from everyone, repressed because of her duties. So it would often slip out when she lost control.. and that was during sleep or a half-awake state. The girl slowly bent her head, stopping mere inches from his face. ''Do you.. Kakeru?'' she spoke. His full name flowed from her lips, denoting her seriousness. Ketheldrein rarely used nothing but the pet name she and Feraki had come up for him, but when she did, it usually meant business. And to Kethel? This was absolutely, predominantly serious in so many levels. After all it was something she had always kept on her heart, regardless of what was stated. Ketheldrein's love for Kakeru was nearly endless ; he was her brother, and she loved him. What she didn't realize herself however, was just how far that particularly rabbit hole went.

She didn't realize that her love for him was much, much greater then it should be.

Kakeru had the hope she'd go back to sleep while he worked, sure it was early, about seven o'clock in the morning, but the early bird gets the worm and well he wanted to get his stuff done so he could do stuff with her later. Obviously he said stuff and it went over her head, but also her inhibited state that she was in didn't help, and also the awkward moments when one realizes that they might be completely screwed in an issue that would be pressuring someone's mind in that current moment of time. He couldn't lie about one thing though he felt awkward for some reason. The calling that he had was demanding him to just put a barrier around him, but it was too late because his sister had the bright fucking idea to put him in a vice grip around his neck. She'd then drag him to bed, somehow this was normal and common and yes he could see her nethers, and that was a nice view but Kakeru didn't practice incest at all he wasn't that life. He wanted someone out of the family personally, because well He was the kind of man. He didn't look with Incest with happiness, he looked at it with utter disdain because itw as something that you didn't do as honorable knight, having sex with your sister? No hat's wrong.

Soon enough he was hurled upon the bed of his and the jacket off of his neck, and damn she worked fast ripping off his nice clothes that he worked in papers in as he was getting his breath from being chocked and well that was before she forcibly stripped him down to his boxers and well he did not like that whatsoever. She had him pinned down and very securely in her mind as he didn't want to use energy because he was still waking up but it looked like he might to break out. His focu was on her while she talked about how Kakeru needed help and she was the big sister taking care of him and telling him everything that he needed to know. Yes everything he needed to know. As if she was saying yeah I raped you while you were asleep, and yes I enjoyed it and made sure you did so yes I just corruped you more little brother how does it feel to know that you're a sister fucker. I hope you enjoy it because I love you so much Kakeru, that I couldn't help it anymore I just had to have you to myself. Don't worry though, I'm still tired so it may happen again, so be prepared for more and more trouble and hate and feelings of lust because you're my brother and we're suguiura it's okay it's normal , but I have a question do you love me Kakeru, well do you Kake-chan?

"I do love you, but... why did you take something so sacred to me away from me sister? I mean what you just said is that you had sex with me while I was not compliant and not willing. What you just said was that you were raping me while we slept, and that you love me so much that you couldn't help it... I love you sister but what you did was really wrong..." He said emphatically as his eyes closed and then he decided to just go into that state. He using his extreme focus and now forcing himself away from her by in a sense again barrier bursting as he did that though he'd be panting now, as he summoned his weapon, he was clearly blinded in anger and emotions because his sister just said I raped you and there's not shit you can do about it. His mind was distraught and overwhelmed and he wanted to just die. He couldn't attack her at all... He just wanted to be alone. He was tempted to put himself in ice and just hope she'd stop, but when he placed her to bed she didn't. Just one question came from his lips and it was so passionate that he was yes now crying because all of those emotions pent up had now released into Kakeru and was pretty much overwhelming him as if Order was saying it's my turn. Although it was a thought

"Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Kakeru then fell to his knees in the middle of the room his face in his hands knowing that he was no longer worth being a Knight... That was his thought now.

''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-

Something was wrong. Even in her half-asleep state? Kethel had that much sense. Something was very, very wrong. The girl opened her mouth to speak, but without warning, she was shoved aside. He did love her ; but something was really wrong. She had taken care of him! Changed him when he'd sweat through the clothes ; broke the fever he got, and made sure he stayed okay. So why.. why was that wrong? Of course, she missed the important explaining his thought part ; that whole sex misunderstanding. She was wrapped up in the pain inside of her heart ; it was hurting. Why was helping him wrong? She cared for him so much, these words were nothing short but a stab to the heart. In a sense, Kakeru murdered a piece of Kethel right then and there, was her wide amethyst eyes started at him, her mouth slightly open. His crying face ; his pained face. All.. because of her? That thought right there, was almost too much to bear. Kethel felt her entire being shake ; she had hurt someone she would've died to protect. That very thought conflicted and broke her. Her mind hurt ; her heart was almost in her throat, ready to get thrown up. Her eyes? Slowly, the light within them died.

They died, snuffed by the brunt of Kakeru's tear. The girl felt her fingers tremble. Her naked body was shaking, hard. Her mouth kept opening and closing ; a gaping, wounded fish trying to breathe in acidic air. Her eyes stung. Slowly, tears slipped down her face, inch by inch ; dropping onto her breasts and sliding down further and further. The sheer instant of pain that suddenly over took her slowly had Kethel's arms around her body. His voice ; his pain ; echoed and echoed inside of her head. Constantly, bouncing. Burning, inflicting, killing ; and that's when she decided. This was her fault wasn't it? It was all her fault. That decision was like a match lit afire ; yes, it was her fault! Kakeru's pain, his disappearance ; her family's distance. All of it was her fault! If she hadn't existed, or came back, none of this would've happened. She wouldn't have ruined people's lives for absolutely nothing. The bitter taste of vomit was in her throat again, but she swallowed it. It was her fault.. all of it, every scrap. So how, how could she pay for everything she had done? Her thoughts whirled, running along this track, as she started to breathe hard, her chest heaving. It would seem almost like horniness, but it was not. And then the idea came to her.

She would kill herself.

That was the easiest answer ; in order to make everything right, she would eradicate her existence, her self. That course of action decided, Kethel rose, ignoring the screaming voice of Aura inside of her. With a snap of her fingers, Gram was in her hand ; a singular, beautiful blade, even as she placed it at her throat. Yes, she could feel the cold steel on her skin ; she could feel the sweet release that would come from severing her throat. That was an honourable suicide ; decapitation. Any other way? Was a coward's way out. And Kethel was no coward ; she was a warrior, a knight of the court, and as such, she could only try and give the highest respects. If not for herself, then for her family ; for her sin, of caring, would bring them all same. She didn't have any last words, as the girl felt her face turn into a smile. She would finally be able to free everyone from her selfishness ; they would no longer have to suffer by her account or whims. That was something that Ketheldrein truly hoped for her family ; a happiness that she, obviously, could not bring. Even though her heart ached, as if she was losing her lovers, she would soldier on. This was the right choice ; she was convinced about that, regardless of what Aura was saying.

''KAKERU GET TO KETHEL BEFORE SHE KILLS HERSELF.''

Without a moment, there was a suddenly shattering sound in the room. Aura's voice boomed and echoed off the walls, a powerful figure. And such was the final intervention, as Ketheldrein was unaware of this. Aura had directly communicated to Kakeru through Yukianesca ; after all, the two were well-aware of one another, the former having protected the latter from the corruption that Ketheldrein could give. A single touch, and if Aura hadn't stopped the inner corruption? Yukianesca would've been warped beyond recognition. However, now was the time for Kakeru to take action ; after all, Ketheldrein was about to throw her life away on a misunderstanding. And that, in Aura's book was not acceptable.

''SHE DIDN'T FUCK YOU BUT SHE LOVES YOU SO MUCH SHE WILL KILL HERSELF BECAUSE YOU ARE IN PAIN. SO GET YOURSELF IN ORDER AND SAVE HER, BEFORE SHE DOES THIS. SHE WOULD NEVER TAKE YOU WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT ; SO STOP BEMOANING AND MOVE IT.''

Once again, Aura's powerful voice echoed within Kakeru's mind. In fact, it was so powerful that it would cut through any mental barriers ; even Power of Order would have a hard time keeping this voice out. Why? Because Aura was Purification ; and in a sense? She was part of Order as well. That made it easy for her to yell at Kakeru. But the better question was simple ; would he shape up in time before Kethel killed herself? That was something only he could answer, regardless of how much someone pushed him. The Guardian Beast of Ketheldrein could only hope that he did get to her in time, rather then let her die because of his own morality, that prevented him more then likely, true happiness. Although, Aura was sure there would be side-effects.. and that might just shatter both of their mentalities more. But at this point? It was necessary for both of their survival. So at this point, the Guardian Beast had no trouble pulling strings of fate. As long as Kakeru managed to do what he needed to do, of course.

Kakeru had just dun goofed with his sister she was going to kill herself over a misunderstanding and yet he was wallowing away in pitiful fashion. His head would begin pounding as Power of Order tried to reject and didn't as the words of Aura began to work on him as if to say that he was fucking up. That was the funny thing that he was messing up so badly that he needed to take care of the fact that his sister was going to LOL killherself because Kakeru definitely misunderstood until Aura went in and bitch slapped him like a proper controller as he realized what she was about to do and well the fact remained that she had Gram at her throat as Kakeru rose from his pitiful state and well he'd grab her wrist hard and pulling her arms away from herself as he showed that cold harsh personality trait of his as he spoke to her like he was talking to an enemy that was going to waste his life because he didn't understand the gift he had just been given a chance to resurrect himself from the hell he had brought upon himself and live properly. As his tone shifted so did the fact he released into unlimited Form right then not holding back and pushing her and Gram still in her hand against the wall with his weight against her's As this was the first time he used his Tachyons to break a bit of his own normal speed for once.

"I never said you could kill yourself Ketheldrein, I never said you could give up on me either how dare you! I clearly misunderstood and you go and try to kill yourself FUCK THAT I WILL NOT LET You! Who the Hell do you think you are killing yourself Kethel-nee! I will not let you! I will show you how I feel about this! Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid! You're so Stupid! You fucking Idiot! Killing yourself is the worst thing you can Do! I swear to all that's just I would be much more angrier if you died you have no idea how sacred you are to me. Asinine you are.. Good think Aura got to me otherwise you'd just wasted your life away... I worry about you Nee-chan." He was panting practically as his body was pressed against hers tightly preventing her from moving any part of her body besides her head and neck really He was going to keep her pinned down. Until she got her head out of her ass and that was for sure. He didn't want her to waste her For once in his life this closeness was necessary. The whole heated moment didn't help because it looked like two people about to have the strangest and hardest kind of sex. The kind between family, if you looked at it. It looked like he was about to have his way with her and their blades was just them ready for slice into each other.

Man did heavy and hot breathing occur from him he was very mad and frustrated from all of her silliness as he was panting a lot from speaking so much from the heart as his body stiffened up a bit from her little scary moment. That turned into something awkward because now it looked like they were about to get it on upon the well as he seemed too focused on this situation. As the panting began though his body was pretty much pressed tightly, but just a bit of room so that they could breathe a bit. Get it because, they were .. never mind. He wa thinking about the pain now that he had, It was pretty much from the fact that they had been fighting and his energy was now at full again so he was pretty much back into his balanced state, but something just felt like it was messing up deep within his heart and soul like he knew something was coming and he couln't place what it was. It was serious that he couldn't place it, but he did amnesia and it was possible that he was missing context, but that was something that could be filled in at a later time that could matter. Furthermore, his eyes focused on hers now and her reactions because hell was going to pay if he had to do what he had did again, because he didn't want to see his own family doing this ever again. It shook him pretty damn hard and well he was pretty mad at himself for missing context making a fallacy of logic.

''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-

Without warning, her body was slammed against the wall. It was painful, and Ketheldrein's entire mind boggled with the concept for a second, as she felt Gram amble out of her hand. That's where Kakeru had grabbed her, and made SURE she didn't stab her own throat out. But goddammit, she wanted to! She wanted to feel the blade sink into her throat, and the burning pain would be some comfort as inch by inch she chopped her head off! After all, she was the reason that Kakeru was crying, and was hurt. It was all her fault! Even though he seemed angry at her, that was her fault too. The guilt that she carried, the sheer amount of blame she put on her own shoulders were so heavy that anyone would collapse under them. The girl felt her body struggle against his, unable to think well enough to even release her Ischyrions, that could easily break her out of this. ''So what!'' she shot back at him, the tears leaking from her eyes. The orbs were wide and vulnerable, as she took in a deep, shaking breath. ''SO FUCKING WHAT! I'm just useless to the family anyways! I'll just end up hurting everyone some more, like I always do. So yeah, I'm stupid! Stupid, useless, ignorant Kethel right! I should just die before I make everyone hurt! I'm just a waste of air so why even worry or care about me uh! Just let me go Kake! Let me go, I won't hurt you anymore if I'm dead! I won't be able to hurt anyone!'' she screamed out, struggling in earnest against him. Did it matter that she was utterly naked? Nope. Ketheldrein was absolutely convinced in the words that she was saying, even as her beautiful, vibrant amethyst eyes stared at Kakeru's own blue orbs, the utter sadness and deepest extent of her guilt visible to him. She was utterly vulnerable to him; and to protect herself, she had to violently push him away.

''It is a sin to love you, to hug you, to care for you, even now, even after everything we did, then please, let me bloody fucking die! I don't want to know the things we did, the bond we had, and just watch it like this, like the way we are! It's fucked, we're fucked up and it's all my fault! So I want to go off and die to at least atone for that! So LET ME THE FUCK GO KAKERU!'' she engaged him again, letting her words of sheer emotion spill out of her. Did it matter what she thought, what she felt? This was exactly what she needed to get out. Didn't he get it? With her gone, there was going to be pain sure, but it would fade. Others would take care of him, and eventually she would be forgotten. Nobody was eternal, nobody had a bond forever, and she would rather die then lose one of her most precious bonds; the one with Kakeru. ''Just stop, please, don't do this anymore. Just let me die!'' she begged him now, her tears flowing freely as she jerked her body against him. No. No. No. No. She wouldn't let him pin her down like this! There was no way that she would give into him, because that would just not do! She had to do this; she had to atone for her sins, the errors she made, and the mistakes she caused her siblings. There was no other choice but to give her life in exchange for the most elusive of emotions; forgiveness and acceptance. Ketheldrein was a blight on the family; she knew that from the second she was born, when her father was trying to have her killed because of her origin. The memories of that were foggy, but still left traces in her mind, almost like the bad taste of awful medicine, or the burner when one was a child. There was no way to escape from that sort of feeling, oppressive and it was just too much for her. She had to do it; hurting the person she loved most, Kakeru, had made her become like this. After all, that was the one if only final straw to make her throw her life away; it didn't matter. Duty, honour, glory; none of it mattered if she hurt the ones that she loved most. The guilt wracked her mind, and she felt the determination to fight back, to fight for her choice, begin to fill her veins. She would not give up on this!

The girl grit her teeth and then snapped her neck forward, biting into her own brother's neck, biting hard enough to draw blood at this point. She was angry, she was frustrate, and he was not letting her go! So the girl had decided to take things into her own hands. The second that she had bit him, she knew to wait for it; the second he would react, Ketheldrein would move against him. Her whole body would jerk just then; and without warning, a strong pulse of Ischyrion suddenly would chuck him across the room. The force of the push was strong enough to knock people out, but in her emotions, Ketheldrein couldn't add more force to it. After all, Kakeru was a resilient little bastard when he wanted to be. In that moment, Ketheldrein felt her breath return to her chest, as she summoned Gram back to her hand. She lifted it with full intents to slam it back into her throat, as to where Kakeru would be unable to stop her. That was going to be her ending, and fuck Kakeru if he tried to stop her from atoning for her sins! That was the one and only solace she would not deny herself; sure it was selfish, but Ketheldrein was also giving this so that her siblings may be happy! Without her, maybe the family wouldn't have needed to exclude Kyire like that; without her, Alicia would've gotten a holy sword. Without her, Kakeru wouldn't have disappeared for four hundred years! And with those thoughts in mind, she prepared herself to end her life, as she stabbed the blade towards her neck.

Ketheldrein kept this up like it was no big deal, just you know off herself from the truth. She had knocked him back a bit he did admit, but it wasn't enough she was messing with possibly one of the fastest Sugiura around, and she didn't realize he'd never give up like that. That coldness began to fill the room, as he moved at top speeds now. it was something serious No one really had considered that he wasn't going to just give her up like that! Who the hell did Kethel think she have as a brother, someone who gave up that easy? Hell no. She had dun fucked up mostly because she had missed his heart basically. There was no excuse for her giving up like this then a song popped into his head and it was sort of melancholic with a flavor of anger and fear within the heart of Kakeru there was a deep longing he was feeling also at the same time something else was opening up it wasn't really clear on what the hell it was, but it was hitting him in the wrong spots it wasn't good at all it was going to kill him it felt. No one really understood their feelings right? It was because they never really went into detail about it. They never really explored the truth within their lies that they had said between each other.

"So take the medicines to quench the pain we have.
And walk until the end, until you've reached the sand.
A hundred thousand wings, soaring through the sky.
At intense speeds, we can't catch with our eyes.
You hear the sounds of third carried out.
Just wait, (Just wait) you hesitate."
-Escape the Fate-

He then moved at top speed slamming Gram out of her hand as his left hand landed on her neck out of instinct as well as his lips against her as he pressed against her something just broke then the medicine he was giving her was a kiss, and he didn't even know why in the hell he was doing it. He just did it like that. He had to just do that he couldn't push his thoughts farther than that. He just had to do that it didn't make any fucking sense to Kakeru, but it just had to work like this, because when he did that, and when it happened he'd relax a lot and it was unusual because it wasn't something that he expected, but at the same time who could blame him, Kethel was beautiful and something graceful underneath that tough exterior that most men would die to touch or even see for that matter. his heart and soul were all sorts of messed up in this moment of time. It just didn't make sense in that moment he was right in this moment kissing his sister, Yeah he was in a full contact kiss with his sister his left hand on her neck, his right hand holding her hand down at her side, and their bodies were pressed up pretty tightly in this moment. It was like he had struck the glass and shattered the bones in his fist. There was no sympathy for the dead, and he wasn't going to allow his sister that problem ever.

"There’s a place that I’ve found As far as I can see
This place lies within The depths of my dreams
In a garden surrounded By fire and trees
Through the smoke a silhouette I can barely see."
-Escape the Fate.-

Kakeru loved his sister way too much to allow that. He wouldn't allow her to die, because of his mistake of not understanding her feelings. It wasn't something that he could just let go like that. He had the drive to do damn near everything that he could to keep Kethel living even if it meant giving up a part of his soul for her to live, he'd do it. It was his life, and it was her life he had to protect from people being evil, and he was the cause of this pain. He would remove that pain if possible he didn't need to speak for now. the kiss said enough on his behalf the violent upset angry hurting kiss that threatened to devour her so to speak. It wasn't something that simplistic. IT was just so emotional so out of control it didn't make sense sure, but it would fit for them. They were lost into the kiss and that was for sure. You know how he had a shirt on it was blown off by her ischerions, and so he was topless just like her, so it was two very hot blooded bodies going at this now. It wasn't something that could of been avoided this was going to happen. This was the fate of Kakeru and Kethel to end up doing something like this and not really understand the consequences that they were about to embark on. This truth would be the defining factor which was that the passion and anger were just so intoxicating that it just corrupted views of them in that instant.

''Stay the path and I will guide you home. To a city built on lights and built on stone. Conflict will arise but the faithful will survive. And I will be, I will be your home when you're alone. I'll be what you need I'll be your home.'' -The Word Alive.-