Sorrow

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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

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Miku was inside her own little world at this point. It was like a dream, but she could see. She could see Miyuki crying over her which was the feeling she truly wanted. She stood at the back of the room watching, almost like an out of body experience but all too real. She watched through the doorway at the bathroom as Miyuki was holding her. She could hear what she was thinking and saying. This was all Miyuki's fault?

"No... none of this was your fault Miyuki... I did it all to myself"

but Miyuki wouldn't be able to hear this. Miku wasn't even there in the room for Miyuki, she wasn't even alive on the floor in Miyukis arms. Miku started to cry. the first time in the weeks she had been without eyes, she shed tears and fell to her knee.s This isn't how she was supposed to end. This wasn't how she was going to go. She still had so much to do.

"im not...leaving...her behind!"

Miku looked up, with a face more of anger. She wasn't agreeing with this. she wasn't going anywhere. Miku pulled herself to her feet and ran towards Miyuki, embracing the girl as she did, but Miyuki wouldn't even feel this, but it did something to the real Miku.

She started to breathe, Miku started to cough again and soon, she was cupping her hands over her mouth showing she was moving. She let her arms fall again afterwards though, but turned her head at Miyuki, back in her state of mind. She wanted to say what she as trying to earlier.

"Th...Thank you... Miyuki"
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

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Miku smiled, she forced it out of her to make Miyuki feel better. She could feel a small drop of water fall on her cheek, almost instantly alerting Miku that miyuki was distressed at this. She kept herself in form for the moment, fighting off anything in her body to keep herself awake. In fact, miku attempted to fuel her reitsu to burn away her sorrow filled wounds, but her reitsu didn't even flicker. She was still weak

Miku raised her right arm, holding it against Miyukis cheek as though she was trying to comfort her. Miku coughed a little but kept her mouth shut so it was just a shunted movement with little sound. But Miku looked up, wishing she could look at Miyukis face and wipe away those tears. She wanted to be able to see her only friend again, but the past had caused her to lose her vision, but she didn't blame it on anybody but herself.

"It's ok... I just need to...get some rest... and cleaned up... Im sorry for being such a burden, you musn't be used... to this"
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

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Miku was happy to let Miyuki look after her but at the same time, very angry at it. Miyuki, should not have to look after Miku like this. She was a strong girl and feared by hundreds of her enemies, but she needed to be looked after by a girl that was all alone in this world. Miku lay in Miyukis arms and holding her warm embrace, feeling as though she actually belonged her in those arms.

miyuki wanted to care for Miku. that made the girl happier than she had ever been. She was loved... finally.

"O...ok..."

Miku agreed to having Miyuki clean her up. After all, she had blood stains on her cheeks and mud covering her once beautiful dress and pig tails. She needed help, and her amazing friend was here to give it to her. Miku could feel safe knowing she was here... Nothing would go wrong...
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

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Miku could tell she was going to probably get in a bath or something. The sounds of running water filled the room and tried to drown out the cries of the girl. Miku had to stop this. She held up her frail arms and put them on Miyukis shoulders.

Stop crying... please... It hurts..."

Miku then took her hands off the girl and put them behind her, forcing herself from the floor they were sitting on. Miku moved her legs, and tried to get good footing to stand up. She wobbly moved as her knee's almost gave way and she almost fell, but she froze in position instead when she felt a shock of pain trying to break her movement.

heh..."

Miku tried to keep her spirits up. She laughed but only one heh. She then forced herself onto her feet fully and stood up straight, holding her arm out to rest it on miyukis shoulder for balance. Miku then turned to Miyuki and tried to smile, but only a small one could be amde as her legs were actually in agony.

"S...see... im fine..."
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

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As Miku was standing there, she wobbled slightly as Miyuki moved about and almost fell down. However, she forced herself to keep standing so that she could prove to Miyuki that she was capable. And also to prove that to herself. However her legs weren't going to stand it. Her knee's bent and she fell onto them hard. Miku gritted her teeth and moaned as she landed, but not because the fall hurt, but a wound she had forgotten about was there.

From her thigh to her ankle was on huge red line where she fell off a bridge on night when she was looking for something to eat. She has ignored it until now but she amde no reference to it so Miyuki shouldn;t see it. but when Miku got in the bath in a moment, Miyuki would see miku...

Miku blushed a bit at the thought but this turned into fear right away. Miyuki would see something she wouldn't want to see...
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