Sorrow

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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be Loved? ~

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Miku didn't care about Miyuki dropping the drink. She cared much more about who she really was and as soon as she said her full name, Miku snapped inside. A mixture of anger, fear and happiness all in one crashed around inside her recently healed mind, making her feel weak again. Letting go of Miyuki, Miku tried to make a break for it and get the hell out of there. kicking the duvet off around her, Miku struggled to start moving as she shook to the side and fell off the bed and onto the floor hard.

Miku groaned as she hit the ground. In a rush to get out, she fell but she wasn't hurt. She was more mentally incapable of staying in the room with Miyuki. Miku raised an arm and grabbed the side of the bed to try and haul herself up onto her feet. now standing somewhat, Miku slowly stumbled away from the bed and towards what she gathered was the doorway. She couldn't tell so for all she knew she was walking into a wall, which she ended up doing. Tripping over something on the floor, Miku fell into a wall and then slid down it with some comical effect. When she was at the bottom of the wall though, she didn't move.
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be Loved? ~

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Miku lay there without moving whatsoever. She somewhat knocked herself out as she hit that wall but there was no mark, nor was there blood on the wall. Her skin protected her as she was an Arrancar after all. Miku was out cold at this point, but something woke her up rather quickly. A single tear fell and landed on her blindfold, seeping through the fabric and into her blood stained face. Suddenly, she woke up from what was the worst dream she could of ever had reinvisioned.

She dreamt of herself losing Miyuki that time. She dreamt of the time she lost her eyes and when Ashlei abandoned her. She dreamt of all the people that left her, the talking cat that just couldn't give a damn. The thugs that attacked her as she tried to slip by the river. She dreamt it all within that instant, but what felt to her like a lifetime.

Miku gasped and inhaled deeply as she came to. Finding herself in the arms of someone, she quickly guessed Miyuki had come over and held onto her. Miku coughed a few times before she looked up to Miyuki. Miku was a small, innocent girl that didn't deserve any of this. With that in mind, Miku fell into Miyuki, grabbed her tight with sudden force.

"Miyuki... how could you... you forget me...?"

Miku was crying, but you couldn't tell. her eyes gave off no tears as she didn't have any eyes. The only way to tell was how Miku stuttered, spoke slurred and twitched as her eyes stung violently with every spasm of her tears trying to appear, but failing.

How... how could you...?"
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

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Miku somewhat whimpered as she was lying in her old friends arms. Things were not supposed to turn out this way. Nowhere near this kind of thing. Miku wanted to rescue Miyuki and take her back to her home so they could live peacefully as friends. Now, it seemed Miku was the one being saved by Miyuki. Something Miku didn't see coming.

"yes... yes it's me! Im Miku..."

Miku looked up towards the girl giving Miyuki a full view of Mikus face and the blindfold that covered her now removed eyes. If Miku had eyes, she would be crying right now but she couldn't. Instead, she got a painful stinging feeling where the tears were trying to break through the nothingness of her eye sockets. Miku grabbed a hold of Miyuki and hugged her tight as if she was her daughter and didn't want to let go.

"Im sorry i couldn't find you sooner... i haven't... been well..."
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

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Miku listened as she heard Miyukis crying increase in both sound and frequency so she could clearly tell the girl was weeping as much as her eyes would allow. This itslef made Miku want to cry as much tears as she could, but she couldn't. However, this wouldn't stop her body from doing it, and as the tears tried to force their way through her dead face, Miku's entire eye section stung like crazy.

"ugh....iik.,.....iiik..."

Miku made odd noises as though she was trying to hold back a scream. She didn't want make Miyuki cry more, but why was she even doing this. Miku thought about it for a while. She was the death maiden of the Espada so why was she in a state like this. Ashlei was right...? Miku couldn't think like that. It would just make her feel worse, but she had to tell Miyuki about what happened.

"I know you... uugh..."

her eyes started to get the better of her. The blood loss was great, and she didn't even know how many weeks she had been living under a bridge. The change of wet and damp riverside to warm and cosy house was toying with Miku's body, building a very powerful cold inside. Almost as if she was about to throw up, Miku threw her head to the side and cupped her hands around her mouth, coughing violently. She had to let go of Miyuki to do this, hopefuly she shuffled back at least. Miku stopped after about 6 heavy coughs and turned back to Miyuki.

"I need to tell you... whatever Ashlei says..."

Miku was fighting her own sickness, weak body and sorrow to say this. What she was saying, was an act of betrayal to the espada...

"...This... None of this was your fault..."
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~ Can I ever be saved? Can I ever be found? Can I ever be loved? ~

{ B E G I N }
Miku was slowly feeling better emotionally, but physically she was a dying girl. In fact, she could feel only that morning that her body was starting to give up on her. but Miyuki found her and gave her what she needed, but even that wouldn't be enough to keep the girl fully alive. In theory she was dead already, but something dead dying again isn't pleasant. Miku looked thin, she was also covered in dirt and her cheeks were now lined in red as her eyes bled tears down the side of her face.

However soon, she was taken into the bathroom. Miku was put down and she could hear the sound of running water. Was Miyuki still going to look after her? Something warm landed on Miku's face, making her jump but she didn't move an inch. It feels soothing after a short while.

"Th...."

Miku tried to talk but she was going numb. Something wasn't right. Suddenly out of the blue, Mikus weak arms dropped to their sides and Miku didn't say a word.
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