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Re: Empty Promises, Empty Emotions. [Ulv/ Demonica]
Sun Jun 02, 2019 5:46 pm
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Anime:Shingeki no Bahamut OST - Song: Chorus Of Despair
"No Ulv, you won't, because even if you hate me for it, I won't let you run away from this. She may have run, but she probably wanted you to go after her." Demonica's voice settled into softness as she sighed. "Do you know why I seek to belong, In this world that hates and reviles me?" Demonica had never been forthright with her friend.
"It is because I, more than anyone, have seen the ugliness, and the beauty in this world. " Her lips showed a resigned smile as she studied her friend beneath her.
" I, who was branded a traitor of shadow fall and lived. I, who was branded a monster by the captain commanders lieutenant. I who fought Shadin yuudeshi. I who fought Ibiki Suika and was labeled a terrorist, have never had a place that I could belong to. " She stated plainly as she brought a hand to cup the side of Ulv's cheek.
" I have been used as a pawn, have been discarded many times. I have overcome failure after failure, with my weary bones I have resisted adversity. I have lived through all of it." Her voice was a soft murmur. Her hand was calloused, yet soft as it continued to caress Ulv's face.
" It is because of that though, that I fell in love with humanity. It is because of that, that I came to your harbor before the war, to gauge your strength. We are eternal, and unless killed will live for millions of years, as empires fade away, as the ages come and go, until everything is long forgotten. Even then, will we continue to be alive, to think and feel.
"It is because of that, that one fact, that the memories we make are so important. It is also why regret becomes a poison that will eat you alive. " Demonica spoke candidly.
" I am not human, I do not feel like a human. I don't even need to breathe. I cannot touch another, I cannot be touched, even if you think you can empathize with my existence, even if you can feel my emotions, you will never know what I feel. I know you, you probably think that giving her space is the best option. " Demonica's voice was dripping with hate, but it was not hatred for ulv.
"But it is merely a weakness upon your part. She is waiting for you, yet you continue to hide away in this filth and depravity. That is what I don't understand." Demonica's eyes lacked empathy for ulv.
" If you shy away from problems, how can you ever truly come to understand hardship. Because ulv, in my eyes your resolve is merely a way of covering up your own insecurities. It's laughable, petulant, and spits in the face of the one that loves you." Demonica gently patted her cheek.
" You think I'm above chasing you, breaking your houses, shattering your homes, you think I'm above fighting you, over and over again, until you snap out of your stupor? You think that running away elsewhere, and abandoning the harbor that you protect in a world war will save you? " Demonica was sad, sad that her friend just couldn't figure out the truth that lay before her.
"It is because I love this world, and humanity so much, that I will not allow you to forsake your most integral part. Even if you come to hate me, even then, I will drag you, kicking and screaming. " Demonica's eyes glimmered.
" You know why I keep up this barrier? right?" Demonica let some of the barriers that protected her skin drop, the effect of her hand causing numerous lacerations to form on Ulv's face for the brief contact that transpired between the two.
"I am different than you. I am a demon remember? The hated creature of this world. In the eyes of many, I am no greater than vermin." She sighed.
"So, do you want to become like me? Merely existing, and not living. Because that is what will happen, and eventually all your emotions will turn to hate, all your love with wither and die, and you will be just a husk, alone. " Demonica sighed.
"You think I do this because I hate you? That's nonsense, I do this because You are doing the exact thing that Happened to me. I do not want you to live a life of regrets. "
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