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Esse Fortis [Solo Training]
Wed Jun 07, 2017 7:41 am
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She never really was sure how to handle the aspect of training. Some books, often gave regimented and specific mannerisms behind these tasks, arduous and dangerous to say the least. Swallowing hard, she gently ran her finger along the edge of the knife she held in her hand, sitting in the midst of all those trees, she supposed at the very least she'd be secluded. As if that were some sort of comfort. She actually smiled at the very idea of injuring herself out here.. Pessimism aside she rose to her feet and sighed softly as she lightly began tossing the little knives at the tree.
It was a strange task to be sure. With all of the books she had taken out, slowly but surely building a miniature section in her home about various weapon styles and techniques, she still was not entirely sure how to implement them. Physical means? Certainly. Her grasp of hand to hand combat was fairly extensive. Moving her body was natural. But wielding these things was just....strange. Each dull thunk of the knives as they sank into the bark or simply bounced away simply added to her mental frustrations. she could understand if there was consistency, at least then she could achieve her goals by permutation. But the manner in which those little blades seemed to stick or bounce seemed entirely random. Each time she did the exact same thing, and those microscopic differences made all the difference when the knife fell a different way. She couldn't even imagine the sort of discipline it required to do this on the first run. But she really wasn't that gifted.
So she simply....kept throwing. Over and over she threw those little sparrows, sinking them into the bark repeatedly. So very.....different from her weapon. Just looking at her quincy cross she was tempted to stop. It was so much easier with that. To just ignore what she was terrble with and just focus on what she knew how to do. But she couldn't stop. Practice made perfect....somehow. And little by little, those thunks, by simple muscle memory, started to become much more consistent. Somehow it bothered her. Deep down it annoyed her that there wasn't a way to just KNOW how to do these things. And looking down at her bloodied fingers, she couldn't help but feel....a bit jipped. There was no trick, no knack, no specialization. You worked till you could do it. To some she supposed that might have been a comfort, but even though those lips curved to a smile, she still felt....off. A thought crossing her mind as she slowly pulled the knives from the trunk.
The very idea was a horrible one. And ridiculous as well to boot. But even so the thought crossed her mind. Back when she was little....when they kept moving without being told why. when her dad simply broke down. With that smile wavering she threw one of the knives a bit harder than usual. Even as her mind crackled and she felt that inkling prickle along her neck that she got whenever hollows were around. She wished she'd been braver. But regrets were given no time. Turning about, she could almost taste the hollow in the air as no doubt it was passing through. Those knives were dropped in favor of the crackle of reishi slithering into it's form caught in the air. she'd regret after she survived.
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