ENTER THE DEPTHS
Artist: Nano: NeverEverland - Word Count: 2255
It was liberating. The thoughts, this sensation, This...
FEELING. It was all so liberating! Like Ceal, the now hybrid of demonic and human origin was opening her eyes for the very first time. Opening them to a world that was impossibly beautiful. Her mind, it painted within her subconsious mind the images Ceal wanted to see, now which, were so much more than even she could comprehend.
She felt the inner most self of her being, her very core. It had changed, that much was certain. Prior to this, it had been changing, evolving and adapting to help her accommodate and survive the terrible demonic influences of the relic placed upon her body. The seal of eons past, the mark of a Goddess. Despite it's chaotic nature, the changed had been modest up to this point, subtle. It was planting it's influence to everywhere upon Ceal's body that would make the most difference during those times.
'Twas easy to say it was building up to this very moment, when those changes would activate, detonating within the very constructs of her body, mind, and soul. With this, her soul had no choice but to adapt to it's influence if it hoped to survive this moment. If the corruption settling inside of her were to be rejected, it would likely cause a breakdown, destroying her very existence from reality.
Through her willpower, the growing of her maddening curiosity, and her love for her Mana, it was possible these were the reasons the corruption that set in were able to meld and combine with her. They changed her, forever.
She would never be the same from this moment forward. Ceal was panting now, having exerted quite a bit of energy both from her own soul, and from the infused energies from the Mark of Eris. She felt good though, like something that had been building up was finally....
finally able to be released. It was like the best climax of her life, to destroy something envisioning it to be the thing that had ruined her previous life.
In that life she was so carefree, not a worry in the world. Even after the tragedy, she chose not to enact revenge. To seek vengeance upon the people who destroyed her world. She chose to turn away from it but, it's not like those feelings ever truly went away. A hunger like that could not be sated by mere fasting. She cursed her own powerlessness, she vied to never let something like that to happen to anyone she cared about ever gain. It took so much from her, to not succumb to the anger. To blindly seek to destroy those who destroyed her. To bring them down into the darkness of her world.
When she woke from her coma, her anger was gone. The shield to her emotions was gone, it left nothing but emptiness. A void between her and her precious emotions. For the longest time she felt as if she was unfit for those emotions, those feelings. Like her moment of weakness in that time made her unworthy to bear the title of being human. Of living. Her life had been over since that day.
A clock stopped, the hands of time paused on the minute of that day, of that month, year. Perhaps that is the reason she sought Mana. Perhaps she desperately wanted to become close to something that seemed as timeless as she felt. Was it so wrong to need something, to want something for selfish reasons? After Ceal made contact with Mana, she knew from that point forward that, ever since she woke from that slumber, she was meant for this.
It was for that reason she would anything, and
everything it took, to make that a reality. At first, and from the outside, this would seem like an unrealistic chain of thoughts. Looking at it logically, one would be right. But viscerally, there were so many things that made sense, especially in Ceal's thoughts.
With those thoughts still in her mind, Ceal looked back at her Dark Star, the entity that pulled Ceal into her gravitational field. Escape from her now was hopeless, but life with her at the center was full of possibilities, of maddening bliss, of manic beauty.
The face Ceal saw, just briefly, on her face was one of a confusing mixture of expressions. She looked happy at least, almost coveting, viewing Ceal's madness from the outside with her impossible, reality breaking power to imagine others madness.
Ceal only got a few moments of looking at that wonderful face before it faded, the sight being altered to viewing an emerald world, one that contained only one entity: A Child. Ceal didn't even have to look at it to know it was some projection of Mana herself. It practically reaked with the wonderful scent of her master. Something she'd grown quite fond of over the weeks since she'd had this collar forever signifying her place as her property.
Confused, but mostly surprised, Ceal absently fondled her collar, having been reminded of it.
C-Cute... She's so... cute. Mmmmm, I wanna touch her so bad! She thought to herself, her facial expressions shifting from cuteness overdose, to love, to covet and over and over again. She had to bite her finger just to anchor her self control, lest she let out the gush of emotions she felt for the little girl apparition in front of her.
Ceal noticed how the whispers from before, the images invading her mind were gone. Right now it was just her and Mana now. With that, She began to speak to her. She spoke in a solemn tone, one very different than her norm. They were words of keen advice, powerful enough to bring Ceal to full attention despite her mind being all over the place.
The words she spoke, urging her to let the madness take over, to allow her sanity to snake away, giving birth to a new Ceal. By this description, her psychosis would not be an ailment, but a cure. It would free her from this or that, allowing her to derive pleasure in thoughts that didn't make sense. In forms that were formless, in the pure irony of the word itself.
To be truthful, Ceal didn't mind losing her freedom. At this moment, if she was shackled to the Queen forever, it would be non the difference to her. It would only serve to concrete what she was already committed to.
Still, the words she spoke, especially towards the end. It felt like she knew her, like she already understood what had happened to her before. Her words really hit home, causing a warm feeling to swell up from Ceal's chest. Following this feeling, she couldn't help but smile. It would have been a normal smile, except it was crooked, just the slight tinge of mania coming from it.
It was this acceptance, this take on the maddening influence of the Eris mark that allowed her body to change as such. The waves of energy washing away her doubts and fears. Like she said, that very energy was also volatile in nature which could indeed threaten to consume her if she showed it a moment of weakness.
Ceal did want to think that, the gentleness of her soul, the light that still spurred from within her was enough to keep herself in check, to not be lost, even as that very light became tainted, it was still hers. It may shine a different color now, it might even change entirely. But it was still her, it was still the core of her being and so long as she believed it was indomitable, she could persevere.
That is her will. With those thoughts in her mind, the pocket reality broke, and it was then that she enacted her counter strike against the black Mana. The real one, however, seemed very pleased with the display. In the moment of Ceal's attack, her movements, erratic and unpredictable, but perhaps the scariest thing was how the bolts of darkness filled lightning roared out, relentlessly seeking the shadow, aching to feast upon it's energy. they hunted with almost predatory blood lust, seeking to rip apart it's mark.
She heard the clapping of her master and mentor into this darkness. Twas indeed that she had been pleased by her obliteration of the shadow. So pleased in fact she once again graced her with her praise in the form of words. Her voice pure ecstasy to her ears.
”Ah, it is true that I feel so different now. Empowered!” She replied, flexing the muscles in her arm and balling up her hand. She could indeed feel the incredible power. She turned to look at Mana again, her eyes wide from excitement, but her brow making them seem oddly focused as she grinned roguishly.
”At first... I was scared, but now I feel the terrible power that has now fully fused within me. With it, I can feel it... This insatiable desire to change the world. But first... But first! It needs to be ruined. It needs to be dragged down and reduced into nothingness, before it can be reformed.”HA HA HA HA!
…..Well said,Ceal didn't expect that voice again, this time it's words were clearer to her, the voice less diluted and it really did feel like it came from the nape of her neck. She jerked and looked over, but no one was there. Still grinning, she didn't expect anyone to be there anyway, that voice was her after all, wasn't it?
The world indeed looked different with her change. Her eyes sharper than they'd ever been could see details so far away. The energies that flowed throughout were visible as differently hued mists. The magical world that had been lost to her so long ago felt itself returning, and with the glow in her eyes, she could see it all.
Awestruck, but so overly excited, happy, and elated, Ceal couldn't help her emotions and spun around and around. Extending her arms out to keep her balance as she giggled in a both cute but creepy tone, one that gave the vibe of happiness, but also an odd and detached eccentric vibe. Like a little girl murderer who could giggle at the face of her victims with the facade of innocence, despite the terrible atrocities they commit.
In one of her spins, she could see her grinning master motion to her, urging her to come to her. She was now sitting in a large throne. She had no idea how it got here, but deducted by it's overwhelming....green, that the Queen had created it. She wasted no time in heading over, half trotting, half hopping from her elation.
Once she was just a step away, she smiled and looked intently at her. Ceal had her hands folded behind her waist, looking all sorts of cute despite the roiling energies still churning within her. It was then that Mana spoke, offering up her blood as a reward for her display. Ceal would have been lying if she said she wasn't surprised. To her, something like this wasn't even thought up, despite being logically one of the best things Mana could do if she hoped to keep her in a combat ready form.
With a small hesitation, Ceal closed in. Her face was rapidly growing red from the proximity of her and Mana, but she pushed on. She was different now and she showed that with how she was becoming more forward. Slowly, but not terribly slowly, Ceal carefully climbed on the throne with her master, sliding her knees on the platform on either side of Mana's lap. Her arms stretched out, being used as leverage against the back rest right beside the head of her queen.
She was definitely awkward at this, trying to be so forward yet being her pet at the same time. Still, she had to do this! Mana did say she could pick any spot, right? Ceal's face was now mere inches from Mana's, and her reddened face filled with a combination of exhaustion that was finally taking hold, love, but also
desire.
She wanted so badly to kiss her for her praise, for the power she gave her, for the life she gave her... But she didn't, at the last moment she dodged her lips and with a lust filled sigh, sunk her teeth deep into the neck of her Queen, tasting the delectable crimson of her life force. It was so delicious that it came to a shock to her, almost causing her to recoil and reel from the pleasure. It was unlike anything she'd ever experienced.
It took her a paramount level of willpower to stop after a while, after her wounds were healed, and her stamina seemed to return to her. She rose her head, a streak of red running from her lips down her chin. With eyes distant, she smiled to her queen, still straddling her on the throne of her construct.
”I can hear something.. a tune,” She began, her eyes twinkling with the thoughts of love and covet that filled her mind, of the desire the dominated her.
”Disaster... it's the song of change,"