Starting only to End (Steiner and lilith)

Even after joining the well known protagonist organization of the human realm, Yuzuki had quickly found that their methods were far from in the realm of Justice. While we were ‘fighting evil’ it made no difference since we as an organization were no different from them; destroying the homes of others by harming and even killing other living creatures. Yuzuki while having her own trauma to deal with had never been the type to indulge herself in this type of carnage and she had to grow up with a mother that thought killing humans was still okay. Even with that violence inbeded into her family somehow it was much more peaceful than the ideals and morals of anyone on earth. This was the conclusion the princess had made after being here for a short period of time; perhaps through time and effort she’d be able to mold the minds of others. It, while being such a far fetched dream, it was something Yuzuki was more than willing to reach for and in her mind the first step would be this mission given to her. However due to her timid and very emotional nature this was proving much harder than when she first reached that door boss. The emotional roller coaster that took place in that hell hole was too much for her to even remember the full details of the events and unfortunately this was starting to look like another door boss.

It seemed that her other two partners were far more ready for a situation like this, their confidence already damping the young princess’ spirits. If anything knew Yuzuki well enough then they’d know that pretty much any disturbance in her psyche good or bad would end in her periotic emotional break down. It also seemed that their planning process at went at a much faster speed than the Sugiuran could handle, and perhaps since she didn’t really have much input that they didn’t really noticed or feel the need for her to participate right away. What would she be able to do anyways, never once at Yuzuki have ever needed to interrogate someone and while she didn’t know if her own allies had either they both fearlessly walked into the room.

“Nh..”

After being left alone Yuzuki couldn’t help but notice her vision starting to take on that familiar blurring; however she couldn’t tell what exactly was causing this reaction. Was she ashamed of herself for her insecurities, was she fearful for the person they were interrogating or was she more worried about what her friends would be forced to do under these situations. Negative thoughts were piling upon each other the more she thought about the situation which only forced her deeper into a corner against her feelings. While it never really helped before out of pure reaction and habit Yuzuki shaky hands would have reached behind to grab the bunny ears of her hoodie before tugging it up and over her head. Once she got the protection of the hood she wanted it wouldn’t take long before her tears formed one after another. The child still wanted to be able to hear the others however not stay too close to the door as to get hit by any oncoming traffic (i.e. get tripped over, or get the door slammed on her). So the best choice would be to stay watch of the door by being across from it, leaning against the closest wall to slide herself down into her infamous crouching position.

The talking between the two can be barely heard from Yuzuki position even with her heightened hearing, perhaps due to her sharp sniffling however the sound that did come out as clear as day was the horrible cry of someone getting hurt. Much like that of a frightened child Yuzuki couldn’t help but fling her hands to both of her ears, trying her hardest to press down on them as to cancel out any more of his cries. Just from the scream alone it sounds like something horrible had happened, was it the cries of one of her allies? Maybe, it could have been the male in their group as the voice sounded closer to that however he seemed too young to match the tone. If it was the person they were interrogating, than the situation was much more worse than it should have been. With a shutter the female slower paced crying reversed on itself, as to lower the sound of her crying her would have shoved her face into her knees and used to her arms to hug her legs. Just the thought of the blood and he pain twisted her stomach and made her feel ill, if it wasn’t enough the sensation was moving itself up her throat. And while she wasn't going to throw up then and there, it did leave that sickening feeling only to linger there as to remind her of her fears.

If anything the sound of the doors opening was a bit helpful in drawing her attention away from her anxiety building up. She seemed clearly upset and rushed out of the room; perhaps she too didn’t like the violent approach maybe if she didn’t do it then all that was left was the boy inside of the room still. Well, was in the room, while it did take him a few more moments than anticipated he did leave in a rush to talk to the female member. It seemed for now that none of them had noticed the Sugiuran which gave her copious amount of time to try and clear her nose with a few deep sniffles. Once that was finished the female would have lifted herself off from the ground using one of her hoodie’s sleeves to wipe off the tears from her face.

“Thanks for sticking up for me though, arm ripping aside, that was pretty cool. We won't be getting anything out of him for a bit…”

Arm ripping..?
If anything Yuzuki would have heard the rest if it weren’t for the mention of the cause of the horrific scream. As she had feared the worse was that one of her teammates had resorted to violence; something in which no-one has to take. It was heartbreaking in the least, and even though the Sugiuran never got to see how it all went down, the proof was that no-one else was hurt in the hallway, or at least physically. It was a bad choice but not one Yuzuki could hold a grudge against her own conrads for; at least she would be the one to try and fix the messes that were left behind. Maybe everyone will learn what is best that way; so with that thought in mind Yuzuki would have casually activated one of the gadgets attached to her body, in which was none other than her ‘endless pockets’. This was most definitely not to pull out her sacred weapon as she was commonly found doing, but instead she retrieved a small medkit from it’s absys. Bad guy or not he was still living, he had his own life to live and while other may say the opposite he still had a soul.

“U-um.. I.. I’m going to go tend the wounds..” Keeping her voice as soft as possible the Sugiuran deminior was closer to that of someone much shyer than she really was. She didn’t even bother trying to keep eye contact with the others as the uncomfortableness it would cause would lower her resolve to do the right thing. If anything it was better that way, since she quickly left to the other room without listen to a word of their replies. It shouldn’t have mattered anyways, upon their exit it didn’t seem that they noticed her at all, she may have even scared them by speaking up. However due to her sudden excitement of helping someone out, her normal relaxed state spiked out once again. While no-one else was in danger she couldn't say the same thing for that of the door handle since once she gripped onto it the obvious indents of her palms and fingers were visible. A terrified squeak left the female as she thought of the possible punishments could have been for breaking work property, or perhaps what the others would have said about the manner. As what was common Yuzuki couldn’t help the tears starting to form in her face once more as she quickly went into a panic.

“I-i.. I’ll fix it!” With that panicked response it shouldn't be surprising that a minor form of adrenaline was kicking in at least; so as she rushed inside of the room the lack of control on her part Yuzuki would have “lightly” slammed the door. Lightly is never something to be taken seriously by the female as lightly could be strong enough to crush someone's skull or even leave permanent damage to objects and buildings however in this case it was merely damage to the walls and some of the hinges of the door. Thankfully it it still meant the door could stay closed, something which relieved the girl, but still upset her for the fact that she broke it in the first place. But she had much more important things to handle such as fixing the person that they broke; how was she going to do this? She had no idea especially since she didn’t even know the extent of the injury, but from the screams she knew it was bad.

Of course in her fragile little world, Yuzuki never expected anything to this degree, she never thought that a person could get injured this badly. And even though the blood was frozen in place just the thought of the gory mess violently turned her stomach, involuntarily Yuzuki would have turned towards the wall trying her hardest not to throw up whatever she ate that morning. Even though she was hunched over dry heaving intensely that still didn’t turn her away from the thought of helping this person infact how gruesome the scene was to her made her want to help even more. By activating her storage unit, Yuzuki was capable of taking one of her medkits out, going straight for the gause, she saw people getting bandaged up all the time on tv shows. From that logic all she had to do is wrap this around the wound and they will be set. However it seemed way more difficult in practice, because when Yuzuki finally begun to hold onto what’s left of the man’s arm a loud crunching sound echoed the room. Along with the sound the little princess couldn’t help but whimper, another overflow of tears forming in her eyes as she tried her best to bandage everything she broke. Something simple like controlling grip was much harder to her than most would have so with each time she held onto him, she only seemed to further the damage. Those small tears started to turn into a hysterical mess, as she came to understand more and more that she was only making matters worse. Without there being anything further that she could do Yuzuki would have ‘carefully’ left the room, trying to keep the door still functional, as she tried to wipe up her tears streaming down her face.