Returning From The Abyss: The Demon Queen Awakens
Fri Nov 22, 2013 8:28 am
Artist: DSO - Song: Justice For Saint Mary - Word Count: 2000
Nothing but vastness. Ever expanding, all encompassing and never-ending vastness. This is what the universe was, these were the birth of dimensions and the exploration of so much more. Not many could comprehend the complexities, the interconnections and wholeness that combines, intertwines and expands into what we perceive as existence. There were many lands to be explored, many realms to discover and oh so many dimensions to cover. Sights which most wouldn't believe, views that many were too ignorant of and lands which most could only dream of. The Queen of Demons has seen it all and so much more....yet she couldn't find the one thing she loved most in this boundless aspect we call reality: her lover. Through the pits of hell, to the depths of the unknown and further beyond that; Mana threw herself into the void and went as deep as she could into the rabbits hole...with no sight of her beloved Ashlei in sight. There were many grueling months spent searching, waiting, fighting and mourning for this lost. At one point, exhausted from all of this fighting, fatigued from suppressing her bodily urges to snap and subcoming the utter instability which is birthing of The Danava of Discord & Madness, there was a point in this venture into the depths of eternity where Mana...nearly died. From the pain of the tens of millions of souls accumulating to nearly one hundred million over her travels, these began to dull and taken over her mind with so many blinding thoughts. For as her will withered, the memories, thoughts, personalities and cores of these beings she has killed began to overtake Mana's mind; picking away at it like a bloodied axe and consuming her into it's vast numbers to eat her alive.
All the while, the strain on Mana's body from constantly shattering her bodies limits over the duration of three year campaign on Earth had began to catch up with her. From the war that waged in depths of Saburo City, to the larger than life field which was The Battle of London, through campaigns of absolute insanity within Demon World against it's strongest demon's such as Eric Zarathos and all of the major leaps in absolute power she attained from her greatest battles within Madness City and Malaysia; the force in which Mana has fought, the intensity in which she waged wars and the amount of power in which she has amassed reached a critical point of breaking down. And with the collapse of her will during this period, it allowed the instabilities to devour her whole and nearly kill her.
There was no one in this world worth fighting for any longer. It was hard to even come to the conclusion of what she was even fighting for. Was it her family? Was it for power? Had it been for love? Conquest? Adventure? Just...what was it that made her come to this point? The questions piled on, but the answered dwindled to nothing as her instabilities grew stronger, her mental restraint lowered and the memories of those whom were close to her were but a distant thought eons away. It was encompassed within the shear void of isolation which was the depth of Mana's internal world. In this place, in this dark, dark place; there was nothing but infinity. Had it been the true form of...madness? To suffer the curse of this strength, to battle the murderous intent of countless civilizations, to lose the love of the one you care for the most, to aimlessly wander on in this purposeless universe and to be conceived into this existence to begin with....it was sheer lunacy.
Dwelling further into this world, deeper into this abyss; there was nothing but silence and the rain of many thoughts. Was this the end of it all? Had her life been for nothing? Did those around her truly loved her? Were those she cherished simply used her for power? Did the endless killing sprees she engaged in were for nothing? Where was her drive to overcome this? Was her life utterly and completely....pointless? For that matter, just what in the hell was "Mana" to begin with? The accumulation of so many souls, the consumption of so much power, the blinding of sheer insanity; these factors and so many more lost The Queen of Demon's in a sea of sheer and absolute madness. The Void, The Lunacy, The Spirits; everything which posed to end Mana binded themselves into one force and sought to obliterate all that she was once and for all. She was weak, she was dying, she was segregated and all alone in this cold world.
Yet...
In her darkest hour...there was still a voice of light calling to ascend her from the ashes of despair. One familiar, yet so different from The Demoness. It spoke in a soft tone, and uttered words of compassion. Whispering that it knew all of the wrong the wicked Demon had caused, but knowing that within her heart....there was no controlling it. It was a shame, honestly. For in this moment of self-discovery, this enlightened voice begs to even wonder and poses the question: would The Queen of Demon's continue her conquest if it weren't for her nature of Chaos and Madness tied together with the blood of a Danava? They are what drive a Danava, they are what give them life and to fulfil their purpose is to sustain their existence, give them strength and indulge in their impulses.
However, observing the actions of Mana after he vow to stay sane for the love of another, this action went against all of that. And although The Queen was very much sound mentally, there was so much inside of her working against that. At every turn, at every impulse and all of her unconscious thoughts; there was a force, unknown to most, constantly pushing her to seek mayhem, discover destruction, bring out madness and strive for more power. Divulging further and further into the psyche of dear Mana, this voice even went on to say she is a victim of a terrible curse from a former life. Bond to the sins of another, she molds the body of a murderer to atone for her ill-deeds as one known as Eris, the former Danava Of Chaos and Madness. Even in her death, she refused to let her will cease to be. Hence, at every corner, at every angle; Eris's resolve binded Mana internally and pushed her to acquire all the tools she'd soon need to resurrect herself as a whole being once more.
Through Mana's reign, through Mana's power; she'd bring about such untold revolution, unforeseen lunacy and birth a world of destruction, war, insanity and chaos. And had these objectives not been achieved? The annihilation of the Iahhel Clan destroyed most whom dared go against Eris's existence. Amassing power, strength and numbers by defeating countless countries in Demon World? That gave experiance and birthered more fuel towards Eris's ambitions. Killing the Former Demon Queen? Another obstacle removed and the balance of peace, serenity and control was all but removed from Demon World. Through joining forces with the Demon God? Absolute domain control of Demon World had been all but assured. And with Mana's conquest in the Human World? The final frontier was nearing with The Queen constantly being pushed to her bodies limits.
Which is where the picture soon became all but clear....there was a definite catch to all of the power which Mana consumed and attained through her strife. Laying crippled on the floor, near death and breathless; the voice made clear: Mana was going through withdrawal. But from what, you may ask? Simple: Destruction, Chaos, Blood, Madness, Insanity and all which she had built the foundations of her empire over. As her Danava blood awakened, Eris's consciousness grew further towards being complete. Hence, as a result of Mana's actions, she was now associated to being the new Danava of Discord and Lunacy. And during her time searching for Ashlei, time moves at such slower or accelerated rates of speed for each dimension and realm she travels in. Ergo, what may have seemed like a few months to Earthly plane, was actually a few years for which Mana had traveled.
This ultimately meant that her blood had further time to ripen and it's origins became clear. It was locking Mana's body, her soul and mind towards that nature. Other Davana's and Demon's may have been fine, but with this transition into becoming such a Conceptual being, The Queen's body CRAVES this force. To withhold it back for the sake of another, to swallow it down for love and enforce such "Sanity".....went against Mana's very nature. Ergo...her body reacted in such a violent way that it tried to very well kill her in her weakest moment as she clinged to that hope.
This spelled out, in layman's terms, that if Mana refused to go down this path now: she would DIE.
It's one of the many reasons why her body soon began to go past it's limit. She was becoming attached, attempting to become sane, find her own reasons and go against that very blood which compelled her to seek such mayhem. At this rate, it was all be assured she'd lose control and start the process of inducing a level of insanity within herself that would decimate every fraction of The Queen, bring about the birth of Eris and bring a new age of darkness to all realms as the original Danava of Chaos and Discord would break free from the cycle of life and come back as a whole being once again.
Now, this wasn't to say Mana could indeed NOT resist her. In fact, Mana's power was the very reason Eris came this far to become with. She leeched off of Mana like a bug and drained her dry for so many years until this point because of the strength The Demoness held within her. But, when combined with Eris's fully awakened strength, a monstrous force could be made of sheer calamity and it was going to be up to Mana to decide what to do from there. For those she loves, for her aspirations, for her empire and everything which is connected to her: she'd have six to twelve months to make a choice, to find a solution and to otherwise battle this beast. If an answer or method wasn't found in that time, and if she ever wanted to see her loved ones again, she'd find that resolution.
"You are this world's Yin. Without Yin, there can be not Yang...which would mean the end of this world's balance. Do you understand what this means? You are on your own from here."
And so, with that final warning, this ever-holy voice dispelled and freed The Queen from the clutches of her own Conceptual World to give her a second shot at life; despite the deafening new limit imposed on her existence....
Awakening out of a pool of blackened and emerald blood, Mana slowly emerged out of the portal which connected Demon World to the Vicara Plane and gasped to life as she vomited copious amounts of blackened blood before slowly raising to her feet and staring at the sky; The Queen's chaotic energy consuming all around her as she attempted to bring herself back to reality, calm herself and deal with the problems at hand. Hair rattled, clothes torn, eyes dried with so many years; she looked like a mess, she felt like a mess and her life...was now troubled mess. What would she do from here? What could she do from here? A resolution must be found, a path must be craved and The Queen of Demon's....must make a choice....