Horrors From Memories {Open}

"NOT AGAIN" He yelled.

The poor shinigami had been having nightmare reliving the tragic fate of his demon friends within his demonic past things have troubled him. Sooner then expected he thought that he was finally free from his demon past but still some ugly skeletons were coming out of his closet of his mind. Yuuta have some sleepless nights which got to the point of his captain almost scolding for failing to do a mission which he needed a talking but he didn't have much friends. Why would they want to talk with a freaky shinigami anyway??? Perhaps living with his stepmother wouldn't be so bad with his gigai he could live a normal life within karakura without dealing with some problem such as these horrible memories. Yuuta still missed his father yet his stepmother told him to stay away for the guy their must be some way to get him back to heroic way he once was. He knew Eric wasn't his real father but after so many demon tragedies and victories, Yuuta always looked up to him for advice even for friendship. Yuuta wanted Kade Hiroshima back but still with his evil power driving him the young shinigami knows that was impossible now but fate may change things. Still, Yuuta didn't understand what these nightmares mean was somebody or himself in some sort of trouble. The poor guy couldn't sleep at night something was wrong and he needed to do the one thing nobody would expect from him. Yuuta would have to leave the Soul society permanently something was bothering and really the guy didn't know what it was this was a mystery even to him all of his past was gone. Yet something was telling him it wasn't really finished yet, Yuutas wanted this finished so he would have to leave the Soul society.

He may have some problems along the way dealing with hollows by himself but he could handle the guy wanted some answers. Hopefully, Yuuta would hope nobody not even captain would give a damn about his departure still he wanted to do things his way without anybody help. The young shinigami takes one last look at the barracks and started walking away as some shinigami warriors walk by him still their make some fine captains one day. Still, Yuuta needed to be cool about he was about to leave the Soul society altogether to fid out some mystery it felt like the guy was committing treason. He started walking away from the barracks hoping nobody was following him then he sees two captains rushing to a different location something was going down but he couldn't worry about that.

Yuuta started thinking he might like going rogue and doing things on his own still nobody really talk to him everybody gave him the cold shoulder. Like a legend, Yuuta's only friend was his Zanpakutō it was time to find out if this legend had any merit to it by leaving this place. Still, Yuuta was looking around seeing if the coast was clear nobody was following him which was good but why should do this be a problem. He knew nobody would talk to him and everybody kept silent around him again feeling like a cold shoulder was being given to him. The Soul society told him that he had friends here, Yuuta had a hard time believing in that the guy was better off going inside a gigai body and living with his other family. Hopefully, Yuuta won't have to worry about anybody anymore even in his time within the society still people would talk behind his back. Maybe it had something to do with freaky arm.....

"Friends??? It just a word yet a word I wanted to experience with some people yet people can be cruel hmph you people don't have to worry about me anymore...due to some pain I'm experiencing right now....I guess this is farewell and thanks" He said quietly...

Yuuta looked around and frowns nobody actually heard him people were busy writing reports and doing missions in a way he felt sad. But this is actually kinda good nobody was around and the best part he didn't sense anybody strong comig anymore which was really good. Now he can move on to the entrance gates and leave...