Perceptions [Gin]

Her breath hissed in, like a sudden surprise. The girl felt something buckle in her mind, letting out a soft whine. Her fingers dug at the sides of her head, as she stumbled, leaning against the wall of something. She had no idea what it was, or what purpose it served; all she knew is that it was good for her back since she couldn't stand. The black haired girl let out another whimper, clinging her fingers over her eyes; it felt like a bad pain, hissing and swirling inside of her head. The girl sunk to her knees, as she felt another moan of pain coming out. Where was she? What was she doing? The girl had no idea, couldn't even think of her name. Her fingers curled tighter, each sensation brighter then the last; what the hell was this pain? What had she done to earn this sort of pain? The girl lifted her body and then felt nothing. The air had changed, and it was more dry, hotter. But the black kimono garbed girl couldn't feel it over the pain in her head. ''Ah... ah..'' her breaths, covered with small sounds, as she felt another strike inside of her. The girl shook her head violently almost, before letting out another sound of pain. Her knees hit the warm, hot sand; and she knew that she had to do something about this pain. But what? What could she do? Her body felt like it was on fire from the inside.. so she let her breath come out, and transferred that fire outside. She could do that right? She could do anything. Right?

The girl's body began to shake, as she was working her spiritual power. Her eyes began to glow, as she let out a deeper breath; and with a snap, a large, singular burst of energy escaped out of her, easily sensed by even people whom could barely see spirits. It was a giant flag of ''something was here'' as the girl felt herself slump a bit, her breaths wild. With another burst, more energy flew out, dispensing like a giant signal. But it was different then the first in feel, as many bursts kept leaving her body, until she felt empty. ''Ah.. ah..'' her ragged breath was almost overwhelmed, as she got to her feet, and began walking forward. She was exhausted, but a desert was not a good place to sleep, she reasoned. She knew what a desert was; but her name, and why she was here? She couldn't phantom the barest of that. It was like her general knowledge was untouched; and boy, she had a lot of it she realized. But it was like her insides, the things that were tied to her, were scrambled. She wasn't sure, but her mind supplied a theory; that perhaps her soul was in some way going out of control, hence the discrepancies in her very self, which made it hard for her to focus on personal things. The girl considered this viable, as she continued to walk, trying to figure out which bloody desert she had landed in. Did it matter? Her body shook a bit more, as she collapsed again, shaking her head, as she looked for someone. There had to be someone right?

She had the sinking feeling of no, but there was also the theory that yes, there was someone. But just what? The black haired girl had no idea in particular; she just.. felt like it should be like that.

There was nothing. Just an emptiness of the mind, and the head, as she heard something; or was it someone? Yes, she was right, it was someone like earlier. That sense; it wasn't wrong. Why? Cameras? Something was off, her eyes her senses could see everything. But at the same time.. what was this? This entirety was just.. blurred at the same time. The girl couldn't see very well either, but she knew something was there, as her head rose, her mouth opened. Slowly it came to her senses that it was someone there. The girl stopped, her body swaying lightly. Ah. There was someone there. Who was that? Did she know them? The green hair was odd to her, and it seemed strange. It felt new. Then she didn't know this person of course. That was odd, but she knew that since the green was new. Did that make sense? What sense? There was only an emptiness inside of her, something that, althought strange, she welcomed right now. Why did she welcome it? These questions, these half-thoughts; all of these represented the empty, vacuous space of mind that had come with Shisome's entirely desperate action. The girl herself had no ideal to her, name, but nothing more then whatever she just did was something she had to do. ''Mon.. suta?'' she said, her voice pausing as if trying to assimilate the sound. Right that's what the person said right? It was the word that came out of them, but the girl wasn't quite sure what it meant, what was it's purpose. There was some guarded feelings towards the word, but nothing severe. So she didn't like or hate them, but knew something? What was it.. was it related to her? Organization? That's all she got, as she shook her head violently all of a sudden.

''Who. Where.'' she asked, her mind not able to really form the words; if the male was observing her, he'd notice how frail, weak and out of it she was. He would also notice how strange her energy was; it was so high, but yet it felt next to empty; as if she had released a massive amount, which would explain the energy pulses from earlier. The girl let out a shaking breath again, as her body tumbled forward, but she righted herself. It was bad to fall right? The black haired girl looked up at the male, as she sluggishly came closer. There was no way she could hide anything with her energy and her body like that; it was clear she was a five tier, if that, and it was even clearer she was really fucked up right now. ''Ah. Too much.'' she said, arriving at a mere ten feet from the male. This is when the pale, ivory skin really made evidence; before it was able to be told, but only seemed of distance. But here? This was the pigment of her skin, a white so beautiful that it made snow look almost in shame. And her eyes themselves were a vivid, blood coloured red, as her long black hair was straight. It was odd, since in essence, she looked like a small doll rather then a human being, her height very short; she was somewhere around 4'8. That was something that was clearly defining for her, as she looked up at this male, and frowned a bit. ''You're weird looking.'' she managed to struggle out, before her body let go. She slumped forward, and then began to fall towards him; at this point, he could catch her or just discard her. It didn't matter to the girl's body, she was just going to fall. That was the choice it had come to, and she just couldn't stop it. She would have to apologize after she could move again; her body was shaking from the various amounts of energy, but to stabilize? It needed a minute to stop itself, as that was the reason why she began to collapse. She understood that; but everything else was still a jumble.

Theoretically, once her energy stopped being stupid, she would be able to clear her mind. The brutal mid day sun, however, was doing nothing to help. So a good suggestion would be some shade. If the male thought of such, which she hoped he would. Since if she stumbled on a random person that would abandon girls in the middle of nowhere, she would probably have a lot of problems.