... Well here it is...

Alright... Many people knew that this was coming. It was an extremely hard thing to decide to finally get done, but the fact is I have to quit... My reasons are:

1) Due to the split I sorta lost my position. Though I am the one that made that choice, there are a couple of people that sorta dictated that and then switched up on me... -Glares at both- You know who you are....

2) I honestly don't know why it messed with me emotionally the way it did, but after the split I also can't seem to look at PH the same way I once did. I feel like I have no idea what is going on with the site anymore. There was a time I had everything on lock and knew exactly what to do... Now it's just too strange for some reason. I've tried coming back, just can't.

3) I know some people are able to do this, but I can't. I get extremely confused with the differences between both of the sites. Their stories, rules, and my characters. It all begins to mesh in my mind and I can't differentiate between them.

4) School - Trying to start a few classes up

5) Family - Most of you know the situation with my grandfather & brother

6) Work. I sorta have to choose between 5,000-10,000 bucks a month and role playing... With my job, I don't have time to keep up with two sites. And... I sorta choose the 5,000 or more a month over the internet.

Now, I don't know if I'll come back, but who knows? I'll always be on Skype, New Horizons, and come visit PH every now and then, but for now this is like a temporary goodbye when it comes to actually RPing.

For the person who archives my stuff....
https://www.platinumhearts.net/t7060-serenity-s-characters
I hope that makes it easier than having to just hunt everything down.

I do want to apologize to those people I have threads with. I know you've been waiting for me to reply, but as you can tell my mind just isn't in it anymore.
To those I have pairings with (JJ and Snopy), or who I was supposed to make them with (Agi, Dai, and a few others) once again I am sorry... You know where to find me. <3 <3 <3

Love and Luck to All

~*Serenity*~

Good Luck, may a flock of angels sing thee to thy rest.

I hope you come back Serenity
We never did rp together....

But love and luck to ya

I am not one for goodbyes, hence my delay in replying. While I am sad to see you go, I'm also none too surprised as I had seen it coming for awhile. I'm not sure who dictated the lost of your position, but I know as Head Admin of this site, you could have asked for your position as Trial Admin at any time. I'm not sure who these two mystery people are, but fuck 'em really as it doesn't matter in the end.

And yes, I can understand how things may have changed on the site since that day. It feels quite different for me as well, so I can relate to that feeling a bit. As, To be honest, I'm not even sure if things will ever go back to normal. So, while it may hurt quite a bit for some, there is nothing left to do but keep moving with what we do have until it all comes tumbling down. It also confirms my own belief that it's not really realistic for MOST people to switch between the sites.

Outside of all that, though, I wish things go well in your personal life and perhaps you return to the site once again someday. For the time that you were here, I did greatly enjoy your presence and say many promising things in your future no matter where you end up. I genuinely desire that things smooth out in your family life, as life can be a cruel bitch, and that you are able to keep yourself afloat.

I don't have anything epic to say, but yeah, good luck to you Serenity, I enjoyed our little confusion of a training thread. xD