I can't do it....

Although i thought i could come back yesterday thanks to the words of other's, i just cannot do it. Frost, i know you love Blade and me, but i need to get away from here. I can't be around him, right now. There's so many combustible elements inside my heart right now that i need to get away and get my head together. I... can't see myself staying here with a clear head right now. My entire morning i couldn't get the fucking idiot off my mind, but not in a good way. I guess you guys can enjoy him here, but i can't. The hate inside me has been growing ever since yesterday, so rather than let that anger seep out towards the people i love to be around, i'm gonna take a break from PH. Maybe a week, maybe two, maybe a month, not really sure. For those i'm in threads with, i might drop in to post and talk to you on skype if need be. I don't want any of my threads to fall by the way side, so just hit me up on skype if i need to post or whatever. Anyway, i'll see you guys around.

Shirou Emiya wrote:

Although i thought i could come back yesterday thanks to the words of other's, i just cannot do it. Frost, i know you love Blade and me, but i need to get away from here. I can't be around him, right now. There's so many combustible elements inside my heart right now that i need to get away and get my head together. I... can't see myself staying here with a clear head right now. My entire morning i couldn't get the fucking idiot off my mind, but not in a good way. I guess you guys can enjoy him here, but i can't. The hate inside me has been growing ever since yesterday, so rather than let that anger seep out towards the people i love to be around, i'm gonna take a break from PH. Maybe a week, maybe two, maybe a month, not really sure. For those i'm in threads with, i might drop in to post and talk to you on skype if need be. I don't want any of my threads to fall by the way side, so just hit me up on skype if i need to post or whatever. Anyway, i'll see you guys around.

I'm not really sure what else I'm supposed to do at this point, like I said last night. As I stated, I cannot choose between both and I'm put between a rock and a hard place. I wish this could just blow over, but it's starting to appear it won't be that easy this time around. I just hope we can figure out some sort of solution eventually and waver through the storm as usual. Just get your head together, rest up a bit and see how you feel in a few days and see if it wavers down a bit. If need be, just explain to me these feelings so I can get a better grasp on the situation like I said last night as well. Other then that? Just...take it easy and we'll see where it goes from here.

Hahaha, so you're fucking a rock?


Anyways *WHINES AT* but as long as I can still talk to you, I'm okay. I'm here for ya, you know that. *tackle hugs* So nya. Just relax.

<3
~ Angel