A long awaiting Leave [ChaoZi]

This entire message is VERY late and it’s taken me some time to think about what I want to put in it. I didn’t think I’d have to write this as soon as I am but I need to make sure everyone knows what I’m about to write next.

Firstly, this is very obvious but I have left Platinum Hearts silently. A blubbery mass of problems wobbled around till I decided that I had had enough of it and walked off without a word. I tried to come back but the same things kept me from enjoying myself.

Secondly, I want people to know what’s happened to my Characters so any RP’s where they are mentioned know what has happened. Ashlei has gone missing and nobody is sure if she is even alive after the month long coma she was in. Rihiku has resigned from his position and become rogue in Canada. Miku has for some reason left her usual location and moved on to an unknown area. Juvia returned to her tower in the middle of an ocean someplace and Sing has gone on a very long holiday around the world on a tour bus with her latest band.

Remember you guys can always contact me on skype. In fact, I WANT you to.

Now, I’ve seen a lot of people do what im about to do but I think it’s a nice method of letting people know what I felt about them. Sorry if I miss anybody out.

Frost

I want to put frost first for a few simple reasons: he kept me on the site and showed me how to be the best but also made me leave. You are a good guy and know how to look after your friends and I wouldn’t have lasted those two years if anybody else had taken the helm and lead the site through all of its shit. Thing is, I can’t really put up with you for more than an hour anymore. People can say what they want, but this is my view. Your presence demands attention, your problems require the entire site to sit down and listen and after a while I grew very tired of hearing it. I hope you managed to sort everything out in the end though. Heres hoping :3

Tsubine

Ever notice how I set you as my rival for 2nd place? Not kidding but, I had a massive jealousy fit ever since I met you because I wanted to be the right hand man that you were and that made me somewhat scared to talk to you for a while like you were some kind of military general that would shout at me for dropping my keys. However after talking for as long as we did I knew you were much nicer than I thought you were. Oh! And thanks for helping me solve some issues I had a while back. I barely remember them but I do remember you being very helpful with that. If only I talked to you more…

Agito/kendall/Shirou

Onee has too many names. You know that character that always tries to impress their older sibling but it doesn’t tend to work or it goes unnoticed? I’ve always felt like I needed to be a cute cuddly mess to get your attention and quite often it worked. I’m happy you were my older brother and looked out for me as much as you did, even though you NEVER answer your skype anymore. I suggest getting that fixed so I can attack you again! I demand it!

UHCM

I’m not gonna dwell on this too much but sis, your way too angry and serious too often like that headmistress sort of sibling that always hits me with a ruler because I stole all the cupcakes. Honestly, they were good cupcakes though. I never really understood your words and never will, I choose to live in my simple world so remember to use those short words for me please! I hope you can finally get your characters story soaring!

Dai

Probably the only person I’ve kept in contact with for one simple reason: Dai is fun to attack with fluffy things. That sounds a bit odd? Deal with it! He’s always on when I’m in a good mood. However I never felt this way to begin with. I ALWAYS thought you hated my guts and that made me very sad. Then you said you didn’t but I didn’t believe you! I’m scared of Dai, that’s why I throw toys at him from a distance… Hai hai!

Genpaku

Did we…ever talk at all? You been busy someplace I thinks. Oh wait we played LoL a bit! Then again that was like, 2 games or something. I should have talked to gen more I thinks…

JJ

I think this is similar to gen, I never really talked to you much other than the time where Flame was blowing shit up in rather humorous ways. JJ seems fun, why did I never say hi that much?...

Raiki

I can’t help but Notice I’m getting happier the further into this thread im getting. Hai Rai! Your another very scary person I tried to impress but don’t think I did it very well. Thanks for slapping me whenever I got depressed about nothing as usual. Also Thanks for singing me happy birthday not too long ago! Meant a lot to me….oddly xD if only Zefonse was still my butler…

Serenity

I truly wish I had gotten to talk to you more. Last thing I heard, you weren’t holding up too well so I worried a bit, wondering if you’ll come say hi again. I hope everything is ok now, you were fun to talk to.

Chizuru!

I never did agree with what you were doing with radioactive but that wasn’t my choice to make. Ashlei certainly wasn’t happy xD I owe so much to you Chi. You kept me alive through quite a lot and made logging on every day feel worthwhile. I’m so happy I was able to call you my daughter, my little adorable Chi. I’m sorry I am going and I know it’ll upset you but I will come visit when I can. Mommy will always love her little chi!

Aivee

Thought I forgot about you? Never think that. I look after my daughters equally and you know I love you just as much! I like to think I helped you grow and keep you from doing things you’d end up regretting. We never did RP much though and we argued over quite a lot. Maybe I wasn’t as good a mother to you as I think.

Moose

Now I know he will probably never see this, nor does anybody care about it but I want to say this anyway: my time with Matt was some of the best weeks iv’e ever spent on PH, but also some of the worst. Next time you plan to ditch something, let the important people know…you douche… xD

Portal

I could write paragraphs of why you get on my nerves. Honestly though, you grew up after being beaten with a stick for a year and I’m glad your finally starting to see the world in the way I see it. It’s not necessarily the best option, but it works. Don’t let people get you down and move on. Oh by the way guys, Portal is the only person I ever FINISHED a plot with over 2 years of RP. Fuck me right? xD I owe you that much at least dude even though I was the one that ended it so abruptly.

Blade

Want to know something odd? I did have some interesting feelings for you at one point. Maybe you will never read this but when you asked me out, after being pushed by everyone else to actually ask me out…that really made me feel appreciated and loved. Sadly, you turned into an asshole. Why do I keep dating jerks?... never did get to kill azure either.

Ravana

Now, I could feel something very special happening between our characters. However your life was always in the way of anything ever happening. Remember our plans for AshleiXDiablo and the eventual child they would have? I really wanted to see that happen. Sadly, even my patience has a limit. I’d try and meet a workaround so you don’t lose much else. Oh and you’re the only person apart from Dai that answers my skypes nowadays so thankies!

Kakeru

I nicknamed you cake because I could, and your tasty. I was told I wasn’t allowed to rape you (even though it almost happened twice) but even without any of that I think you’re a good guy with a future ahead of him. Japan was it? lucky…

Kanda/flame/kimmi

It doesn’t matter which one of you see this, but you have all made my life hell in your own special ways. Please, if you read this, leave me and my children alone.

I cannot be bothered to write paragraphs again, so i'll just repost here. Sure, I'll return to RP but im keeping myself on limits. I left because of several reasons and im gonna grow up about them. I have nothing to fear, but a lot to live for. Im sorry to those who needed me when i left, because I didnt see what was important.

Long story short, Im back, but only Ashlei will be active. Leave the rest of my cast in inactive or something plz. Ill turn up when I want to :3

Ashlei did not vanish, she is still in Las Noches being pinned by everyone cause she's gone nuts xD