I need a pep talk.

Well guys iv just gotten sick of it. I know that some people get really busy and cant post in my threads but now its just gotten really deep down into me and im at my wits end. I just want people to encourage me to keep posting in this site, yall are like family to me since i moved out of my parents house and i started living mostly on my own. I really want to kepp posting to have fun but like right now iv got like steam in me that just like being blocked my all this nonsense of me feeling bad and thinking that people dont post for me cuz my threads are boring and stupid. I just need some words of encourage ment to help me keep going. Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease.

I'm not really good at this but I'll try...Viz your part of a group sure we have some up and downs but your special around here. Yes you have some personal problems but you've overcome them. I do believe you been here longer then I have meaning your well known around here people won't say it but they do respect you for your rp skills. Now I'm not good at that but you are.

Your a good rper don't let anybody tell you that your not.....

You.

Don't give up.

Giving a whole pep talk isn't what you need : if you feel like giving up, then you haven't worked hard enough. People think your threads are boring? Drill them. Ask them why : poke and prod them about the reasons. Learn what you're doing wrong, and work on it : threads here are slow unless you get a no-lifer that can just spend 80 hours and muse on posts. Some of us are perfectionists : some of us are fleeting, like the wind. We are all sorts of people.

Just don't give up, do your best. Ask what's wrong, read more, find what works for you. In the end, once you find that one thing you know you're good at, you'll start rolling. Find that passion : find that need. And that's all I can tell you : I gave you a door. Do you open it? That's your choice.

But I surely hope you do, because I wanna see you grow and bloom! I wanna see a new, better Viz : I wanna see you take amazing shape. So never, ever give up : and remember, in whatever you do, the number one rule.

Have fun. ^^

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Viz I swear I will slap a turd. You are one of the oldest members on the site; you understand how we work. :/ You need to take a deep breath and find something else to distract you from ph at the times when you need it. If it's having that much of an impact on how you feel then there's a problem. Reach out, take a deep breath, and reflect. You've got more characters on the site than most; you've also got characters that you have created that are waiting to truly have your story told. You need to prepare yourself and go forwards instead of back; I believe you can and I believe most of the site does to. We're just waiting for you to do it. After all, you were one of our Members of the Month, were you not?