Still in the Dark

The word darkness was always the first word in Valin's mind because of the incident between him and Barragan slashing his eyes. He actually survived his attack but in the process the arrancar lost his high speed regeneration ability, Valin thought he might be maturing. Still, it was a bitch everyday knowing well not knowing what was going on the guy could be attacked at any time. If he had a companion of some sort then it would be such a problem was he couldn't see anybody. The five other senses of the former arrancar were working beautifully, Valin could sense if somebody was coming. "If Szayel was around maybe I could ask him to fix my.....nah that would be a bad idea he might do something worse to me" He thought. He wonders if he walks maybe he'll find someone to talk to, he wasn't really prepared to fight anybody not in his condition. Valin hasn't ate anything for a while and the arrancar was getting hungry the exilement thing may have been a bad idea, he has no idea where he is. For days, Valin would just walk trying to get a better sense of his surroundings really doing things a blind human would do, he hated it. He still doesn't understand why things had to come this way Sosuke Aizen saw weakness within him, Valin was angry.

He swore that Barragan will pay for his crimes and the brutal murder of his comrades really some of them were good soldiers. Mico Jantasharen was his best friend and Barragan killed her in a rage like that some images were set in stone in his mind. Valin had some bad times and some good times serving the espada race but those times were over it was about survival for him. Valin started walking again hoping not to bump into somebody like a big vatso lorde but still the guy had not direction and needed help. He kept a slow pace using his right hand to feel around hoping that he was on the right path perhaps the guy needed a long stick. Two hours pass, Valin continues to walk but then stops what was the point after a while the guy was getting angry about his situation. Szayel fixing his eyes wouldn't be good either because the bastard might be dead or gone but still the guy wasn't going back to espada base. He couldn't use his reserecccion but still that drains spiritual pressure he'll be able to see in infra-red it was something but it takes power to do it. Valin wasn't much of a risktaker but if he was his life on the line then alright he'll use his powers to fight but still their weren't strong enough. If Valin was to get stronger then the former arrancar would have some training the problem was....HE DIDN'T KNOW ANYBODY AROUND HERE. Valin took many years in the regeneration process that he hasn't been mingling around truthfully it was impossible for two reasons.

The first reason was that he was a former arrancar the rumors would spread if he were to leave Hueco Mundo and find some training help. The other reason was after Barragan almost killed him, he felt like a void within his dark heart like a wound that couldn't perhaps never heal. If he was going to get himself stronger then he'll have to self train from now on this little shadow trip wasn't working. Valin thought that he started getting weaker after his near death expereience, he didn't like this at all if he was to meet someone he would be a laughing stock. He didn't want to be this way something had to be done before trouble comes his way, Valin might have to leave Hueco mundo after all.