Catharsis [Kokuto Valentine Letter]

If there was one certainty that he had, it was that Kokuto knew he wasn't great with writing or fancy words. So, when it came to him writing a letter for someone, it sure was difficult for him to figure out what to write.

Maybe...

Ichijou,

Scratched out, it wasn't right. Not good enough.

Hey, Ichi

No. Not that either.

Ichi,

...Fuck it, good enough.

Ichi,

You know I'm not the greatest at this stuff, but, first and foremost, I love you. I love you so much, it hurts. I don't know what else to say other than that, just, I never stop thinking about you. I dunno how a girl like you managed to find me attractive, but, here we are.

Meeting you changed my life. I was just some Freddy Krueger-looking guy wandering around Karakura, looking for some kind of reason to continue. Then you came along. To think that all of this started with you calling me a Freddy Krueger wannabe.

You gave me something to fight for, even when I was an idiot and ran to Demon World, trying to keep you safe with the whole stigma of demons. You stayed with me, even through that, and...I can't properly say how much that means to me, you little brat. I wouldn't give this up for anything. Even if I wasn't with the Vandenreich right now, I'd still have you...and that's enough for me. As long as I've got you, I feel like I can take on anything, be it a god or another demon.

Even if we've got an open relationship, this heart still beats for you, above all else. I don't know what else I can do or say that'll show you how much I love you, and how much this whole thing means to me. I guess, the only other thing I can say is...Happy Valentine's Day, babe. I love you, so, so much.

- Kokuto, the Freddy Kreuger Wannabe

(P.S: Sorry for the shitty handwriting. Let me know if you can't read it.)

He set the pen down, rummaging through a bag next to him, pulling out a box of chocolates. Pretty stereotypical, but, hey, it was the thought that counted, wasn't it? He smiled, chuckling softly. Folding the letter into thirds, he taped it to the box, sending it off to Ichijou in Karakura, before returning home in the City of Lights and looking out at the sky. Even if he wasn't the greatest at it, he did his best.