May or may not be taking a few mental health days..

Hey guys.. It's Pockeh, your loyal servant, humble moderator, and the master of mindfuck.

For about fifteen years, almost sixteen now as my birthday approaches, I have been through many different shades of my life. I went from the sheltered, nerdy, christian kid to the fucked up, emo, depressive christian kid, and for the past five years or so I've been the nerdy, emo-ish, athiest, pansexual kid. Well for those of you who don't know, my parents don't like that at all. I'm constantly abused. Physically, emotionally, and mentally. This, I'm sure you all can agree, is a terrible thing to add on top of the already stress-ridden life of a teenager. I have girl drama, self-confidence issues out the ass, worries about my future and grades while at school, then I come home and I have to worry about hiding from abusive parents and trying to avoid major bodily damage.

My mind can never be repaired from this as it is, and I've really been on the edge lately.. Sure I've been doing staff duties, posting obsessively, etc. But I'm not stable right now.

With the english TAKS test on tuesday, a large chunk of girl drama to deal with, and some betrayal in my inner-circle of friends, I've been digging myself a hole to hide in recently. Right now though, my only escape, Platinum Hearts, isn't even helping..

So, for these reasons, I will be opting out of my usual hour upon hour schedule on this site for a bit. For the next few days, I will be devoting my time to sleep, studying, dealing with trying to ask out a girl, AND trying to get through this betrayal. That'll be the hardest part.

I know that was long and ramble-y, but I didn't want to poof without a proper explanation.

I'll probably be on and off, stopping in to say "hi" and posting occasionally, especially if Agito gets his charger and I can post for the main event, since I know that's really important to Snowman.

Don't worry, once TAKS is over and my girl drama has subsided, my life should return to the almost-stable/still abusive but not as stressing-ly so norm, and I will return full force at full schedule.

Sincerely, and with love for the closest people I have to a real family,

~~Pockeh

-punt- Be back soon, kid.

Oh, and good luck with her~ <3

Take a crowbar to those that betray you and your parents if they're that bad. Then again, don't listen to me cause I'm a violent and rage prone person. Best of luck man, see ya when ya get back.

GET BACK HERE SOON D<<<<

Best of luck man, see you when you get back.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -hands over death ray-