Must Love Always Be So Fickle? ( Private: Kimitsuki/Ulv)

Thu Jan 30, 2020 2:25 pm

The Liberated Flame

Artist: JubyPhonic - Song: WILDFIRE!! (Cover)

These days everything felt so terribly confusing. Why Kimitsuki could not say, at least not exactly. However, whenever the demon took some time away from her job, and activity in general, it all lead back to how the demon felt about a certain devil; one that Kimi held great feelings of love and adoration for. She always felt so confused, so conflicted; something always felt wrong even though Kimi definitely shouldn't feel like that about someone she loved. However, something about how Liu treated the woman; how Liu and Nizhuan wanted Kimi to be safe. She wasn't sure about how genuine their concern was; or whether it was like keeping a possession safe. Kimitsuki may be marked by Liu, but she was uncertain if the feelings she showed Liu were reciprocated. Which is why Kimi was visiting a woman she only really heard about.

Ulv Auber, the apparent mayor of Minatumi Harbour; and someone who was well known for a multitude of things. Something about her description reminded Kimi of someone else she once knew... However, whatever she thought of Ulv, and what she had heard, Kimi hoped that she, at least, could help the demon with her issues; or at least with this particular issue. After all, Kimitsuki is still not an expert in properly dealing with emotions.

In black jeans, a loose white shirt with a hole on each upper sleeve, and high heeled boots that were mostly covered by her jeans; the demon also wore a light scarf and her hair loose behind her. Small braids here and there still occupied a good deal of her style; but she had gotten the hair out of her face so she could at least look like she cared about being able to see. That was how the Danava of Fire appeared when she stepped off the train into Minatumi; a rather long ride all things considered. However, the demon did not draw a single eye as she walked from the station to the biggest mansion in the habour; where she was told Ulv Auber lived.

Why Kimitsuki felt the sudden urge to take this time off to speak with Ulv, a person she barely knew, and possibly get some reasoning as to why she felt this way; she really could not say. Regardless, she wanted answers; and what better place than Minatumi. After all, she had nothing to lose from confiding in someone who was apparently good at what Kimi was not good at; emotions. So, when Kimi arrived at Ulv's house, she rapped the door with her knuckles; waiting for an answer. She had no idea what to expect when the door opened. Kimitsuki was certainly hoping for some help with her own personal issues.

Thu Jan 30, 2020 3:06 pm

ULV AUBER| WHITE MASK BUDDHA

Stepping up and knocking, the door was opened on her second knock, but there was nobody behind it. Instead, it just gave a view into a normal looking front room. A muscular red haired woman sat on a couch playing on some gaming console with a headset, and seemed pretty focused on it.
"'sright, Nel. You just sit on your arse all day, I'll go do all the work" She exclaimed, laughing a bit as she got into the thick of the onscreen fight, showcasing some excellent physical capabilities with the way her hands darted about the pad without hesitation.

While the woman didn't seem to even acknowledge that Kimi had entered the house, the wind picked up, and whispered into her ear, soft and gentle but distinct for it's closeness
"Kimitsuki. Heh, an ironic visitor, I must say. The turmoil in your heart is another joke at my expense. But, my principles mean nothing if I turn you away for what happened in the past. Come, tell me what troubles you"

The voice of the woman on the game console and the voice on the wind, were so different one could easily believe they were two separate people.

FLAME OF HOPE | END POST

Thu Jan 30, 2020 3:53 pm

The Liberated Flame

Artist: JubyPhonic - Song: WILDFIRE!! (Cover)

That second knock met open air as it progressed to the third; something that surprised Kimi quite a good deal. However, the voice that assailed her ears was even more surprising. She had not heard it since the last time Kimi had seen Mirja, hearing of her death, and regretting that she was never as nice as she should have been to the woman. But there was her voice, right in Kimi's ear. She flinched a tiny bit at hearing it, a pang of guilt ringing through the Danava's body; something that may have been obvious given her shift in facial expression from calm to mournful. Even if the shift was very brief. She sighed softly, her eyes caught briefly by Ulv's movements on the gamepad; unsure if they were helping her situation in the game or not before answering the voice that was definitely Mirja.

"Hey... Mirja. What happened in the past, huh...? Sorry about all that, I shouldn't have treated you so poorly... But, as you said, there is turmoil in my heart; and that is why I came to see Ulv..."

Kimi gestured to the woman on the couch, whom she assumed was Ulv. However, she turned her gaze towards where she heard the voice, seeing nothing, and sighed, opting to sit down on the floor near the door; pulling her legs up to her chest. She ended up speaking quietly, assuming she didn't need to speak loudly for a voice that seemed to be like a whisper on the wind.

"Albeit I had no idea you and her were one; I thought you were dead... Regardless, that isn't what I'm here for. I just need help... I have absolutely no idea what to do about this... What I'm feeling; and what I am not getting from the other..."

Kimi closed her eyes and leaned her head back, completely unsure how to react at this exact moment; speaking to a voice that was Mirja's but had no form.

"I know I probably have no right to ask you this, after treating you in ways that I shouldn't have, but I need some help... I don't know how to deal with this; being in a relationship, if I can even call it that, so heavily, heavily one sided. I just really don't know what to do..."

Kimitsuki was, in truth, lost. She loved Liu, at least she thinks she does. It definitely feels like it. However, she feels like Liu doesn't reciprocate those feelings; and just wants to know what to do about this. She was horrible at understanding emotions despite her age; and she really did just want some genuine help.

Thu Jan 30, 2020 4:11 pm

ULV AUBER| WHITE MASK BUDDHA

"Aye. That is her. I should get off. Yes, I'll be gentle. Try not to break Alex, he's got Vegas now. I am not calling her Alex that is a stupid fuckin...ok, Alexandra is a good compromise. See ya later Nel" Ulv's onesided conversation finished, and the console went off. Ulv then got up and looked over at Kimitsuki who was talking to the memory of Mirja still heavy in her heart. Like the girl needed more turmoil.

"Mirja is dead, we aren't one. I just made it sound like her because she's still got some grievances with your obsession about putting out how deplorable she was" Ulv told Kimi. It wasn't exactly a warm voice but it was just more, matter of factly. And then, after that was done, she blew out a breath and turned to the kitchen, cups readying themselves for tea as if directed by some unseen hand.

"Girl trouble, huh? Yea, happens to the best of us. Liu was quite the ambitious one to set your eyes on in the first place though. Whatever happened to the eyes you were making at Desmond, anyway? Slightly more achievable, that one"

FLAME OF HOPE | END POST

Thu Jan 30, 2020 5:00 pm

The Liberated Flame

Artist: JubyPhonic - Song: WILDFIRE!! (Cover)

Kimitsuki flinched in surprise when Ulv stood and spoke to her after speaking on the voice chat she had with this Nel. She didn't look like she was about to cry or anything; but she certainly had a lot more melancholy filling her features than when she arrived here. Kimitsuki looked up at Ulv, listening to her as her face grew slightly red with embarrassment. She clearly misjudged the situation; not understanding a lot of that. Kimi slowly stood, rubbing her arm through the sleeve of her shirt. She looked a little sheepish before sighing.

"Yeah... After I found out Mirja had passed, all I could feel was grief for how I treated her... And I know that how I treated her was far from right. Just wish I could make it up to her now. Guess that's hard to do for the dead."

Kimi followed Ulv to the kitchen, still a little embarrassed, guilty, and sheepish. The Danava tilted her head to the side a little bit at the woman as Ulv was pulling out cups without Kimi perceiving what was holding them. That certainly was confusing, but, she simply shrugged it off and assumed it was some power Ulv was not showing her. Eventually, Kimi came to rest leaning against a wall as Ulv spoke to her again.

"I'll say... Shoulda known better than to go after someone who probably would never have me in the way I wish for. Albeit, it wasn't all for naught. She at least helped me a little bit when it came to straightening myself out a bit."

Then came the subject of Hayden. Kimi could not help but blush a tiny bit. She did indeed like Hayden, and Liu; but after that night where Kimi and Hayden nearly had sex... Well, Kimi had reflected on that moment long ago and decided that it would be very inappropriate to try and date her superior and ruler.

"That... Well, I didn't think it was appropriate to date my superior... Although I probably should have given it more of a chance. But yes... Girl troubles. Think you could help me...? I honestly have no idea what to do if I am in a one sided relationship."

Kimitsuki let out a tiny sigh, truly uncertain of what to do. She was a novice, in truth; and her decision to stop chasing after Hayden was a hastily made one. One she potentially could regret, but instead decided to let Hayden be happy and move on instead of regret. However, she had new problems of her own to sort out at the moment. And she was hoping Ulv could help her where Kimitsuki lacked a great deal of experience.

Thu Jan 30, 2020 6:05 pm

ULV AUBER| WHITE MASK BUDDHA

Putting in the teabags and pouring in the water, Ulv put the kettle down and with a flash of burning power, boiled the water in a few moments, before pouring them out into the cup.
"Milk, sugar?" she asked, nodding to the cups. And when that was done, took her own and nodded softly.

"Not wanting to date a superior is a good idea, but at the same time if you don't follow your heart then you will lose out. Abalia had no trouble dating a superior, and now she is the Queen Of Vastime" Ulv would take a sip of her tea, and then ponder the other bit. Not, that it needed much pondering.

"If you are in a one-sided relationship, then leave. Simple" she would pause for a moment and look into her cup of tea. Simple. Though the execution needed to be thought out more. "If your head is fuddled from a need to be fucked, I can take you into my bedroom and deal with those urges. Then we can talk about how you feel afterwards, if you want"

FLAME OF HOPE | END POST

Thu Jan 30, 2020 7:20 pm

The Liberated Flame

Artist: JubyPhonic - Song: WILDFIRE!! (Cover)

Kimitsuki nodded gently at the question for Milk and sugar; something a little sweet versus bitter. After the milk and sugar was in her tea, and properly mixed in, she took a small sip; sighing softly as a small spark of fire danced across her lips. Soon, the demon put her gaze back on Ulv as she spoke once more to Kimi; with the demon paying close attention to what she was being told. Indeed, it was a good idea. However, it was likely the idea that was not the best choice in hindsight. Not completely, at least. After all, Kimitsuki was happy for Hayden and Abalia to have found their love. Regardless, Kimitsuki listened and took each word to heart.

At least until Ulv talked about taking the demon to her room to fuck her. Kimi involuntarily nearly choked on her tea, setting the cup down on the counter in order to cough as she recovered from inhaling some tea. After a good couple of minutes of coughing; Kimitsuki raised her hand to avail any concern of her coughing. However, she soon cleared throat and shook her head and chuckled nervously.

"I appreciate the offer, Ulv; but I don't think I need to fuck or anything at the moment. Just some advice is good enough at the moment. However, there is one problem..."

Kimitsuki gently toyed with one of her braids before sighing and deciding she had to address her other issue; especially if she was told to just leave the relationship. Easier said than done. She had a feeling Liu would be fine without Kimi; especially if the woman had Hayden or Nizhuan. She couldn't place it, but, she somehow felt that Liu was feeling far better that she had recently. It was just an odd feeling that could be very wrong.

"How do I break up with someone, or I guess, leave someone? I really have no idea how that works..."

Thu Jan 30, 2020 7:26 pm

ULV AUBER| WHITE MASK BUDDHA

That was the question. But, for Kimi at least, it was easy to deal with. Considerably easier than Ulv's own issues, in fact. She took the refusal the same way she offered it, deadpan and pragmatic. And then more advice flowed from Ulv.

"In your case, you don't need to break up with Liu. Since it's one-sided and she doesn't feel for you, there is no real relationship to break up. It's just you, stopping romantically pursuing her. Find another, give up on love, raise huskies. Do something that isn't trying to get someone like Liu to love you"

FLAME OF HOPE | END POST

Thu Jan 30, 2020 8:01 pm

The Liberated Flame

Artist: JubyPhonic - Song: WILDFIRE!! (Cover)

Kimitsuki hummed as she listened to Ulv. She did like Ulv, but the question to have sex with her caught Kimi so off guard that she didn't necessarily despise the proposal; but she was never entirely keen on having sex just to have sex. But that was a matter for another day. Kimitsuki truly was taking what Ulv said to heart; she just hoped the woman could still see paste her own dumb past mistakes.

Then came the advice she was indeed taking to heart. Frankly, that was a very good way to put it. There was no need to be romantically pursuing a woman who didn't care for her in a romantic fashion. Kimitsuki, being intelligent in other ways, was completely inexperienced with dealing with romantic relationships. However, she took her tea and nodded in understanding.

"Yeah... You're right. I just... I was clinging to a false hope I suppose. Shoulda figured, really. Love really is difficult, isn't it?"

She smiled at Ulv, a bit more of that warm smile that was far more like Kimitsuki than the melancholic emotions that colored her face previously. Soon, however, she soon chuckled softly under her breath.

"You know, getting a dog probably wouldn't be bad... But I don't think I'll give up on love. At least, not yet. I don't think two people are enough to crash my hopes for that."

The demon hummed for a few moments, taking another drink of her tea before she looked at Ulv once more.

"Thank you, Ulv... I woke up this morning rather lost. I felt like I was back to wandering earth again; without an inkling of where to go. But, thank you, truly. Oh! By the way, how have you been lately? Now that we at least have some semblance of control on my own problems, I wanna know how you've been doing."

Fri Jan 31, 2020 5:47 am

ULV AUBER| WHITE MASK BUDDHA

Ulv would shrug at the question of life. It was hard, and she was even questioning if it was any good. Didn't do her anything. She could sex people just as well without it, and the one person that she did love didn't want to love her back. Or was so emotionally volatile she didn't want to talk about her problems at all.

"Keeping faith in yourself is a good thing. Come to me if you ever worry you might be losing it" Ulv told Kimi, before getting the next question. Which, led her to smirk and have a subtle but sultry shift in her posture and tone of voice.

"Heh. How have I been? Well, I am a mayor of a world-famous city. a Queen of Vizards, known across every realm for my unparalleled capabilities in that area. I have power to stand with the greatest legends of the world, last month I kicked holy shit out of Aizen to a point his soul's gone forever" Ulv would then set her gaze on Kimitsuki and there was a new feeling in the air. Staring into Ulv's eyes, the Danava would feel warm. Which, for a woman who was just fire, was quite an impressive feat.

"And I lay with all the beautiful women who wish to lay with me. So, I think life is going well"

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