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Tue Jan 07, 2020 10:18 pm
Blood Kuchiki
Takehiko Kuchiki
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He'd recovered fine and had been surprised by his promotion. Bejing still echoed in his thoughts as he lingered. He decided to request an audience with the Vice-Captain Commander. She was well known for her high intellect and generally had a good personality. The Shihoin Clan head even spoke highly of her. He had a myriad of questions on his mind. Everything seemed so strange these days. Doing paperwork and making sure his Captain was up to date. Takehiko had always been a workaholic, but it was because he was so bad at things. He often trained until his life was in danger just to make the grade. That was the nature of his life in a nutshell. He didn't have the same story of brillance or semi-brillance other nobles did. It could be said he destroyed the majority of the zombies. Even though he tanked the fall of the great wall. It bothered him not being able to perform his medical duties. Not being able to plug the hole and stop it from happening. It may have been an enemy country, but even enemies deserve the same treatment as allies from a Medic. That was his belief so as he knocked on her door.
He took two steps back and waited for her. Prepared to bow his head going through his mind. What did you say to someone when you didn't get it? So what if your combative strength was good. Smarter people were in his squad Momo being a prime example. She had large amounts of experience so did his fellow Kuchiki. It left him puzzled and with questions on his tongue. He didn't doubt command or believe they were wrong, did he? It was more he didn't think he earned it. In hindsight all he'd done successfully got the message off. That Bejing needed help from the Gotei. That was his last act managing to signal them before collapsing from injuries. All in all, it was a failure as the designated medic. He'd not been able to render treatment for anyone. He needed medical treatment was what it came down too. He didn't train lately as much as he'd done previously. He had earned respect from his zanpakuto.
Part of the reason he trained less was that it was needed for the paperwork. His Captain had a habit of not doing it quickly. While the Kuchiki before he was VC. Didn't seem to do either leading to a load. On top of his medical duties which were large. Including studying among other things, now a guy sat at the Captain level. Who simply for lack of better word didn't want to do his job. So it was here before the Vice-Captain Commander, he could finally ask why had he been promoted?
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Re: Requested Guidance
Tue Jan 07, 2020 11:19 pm
Abalia Kyoraku-Hayden
Naturally, before any meeting Abalia took the time to look into whoever had asked to speak with her. It wasn't just a matter of security, but a matter of basic common sense. As far as she was concerned, it would be outright foolish of her not to know all that she reasonably could about someone, particularly given her position.
What she had found about this particular young man did not bode well, however. Still, she would not attribute any ill will toward him. She would naturally listen to whatever it was that he had to say, and address it as was necessary. He had called this meeting, after all. It was not her place to simply inundate him with her analysis.
As the knock came on her door, she simply readied her papers for what he presumed would be extensive notetaking. Truth be told, she did not often need to look back on notes, as she found she remembered nearly everything that she needed to know. But writing things down helped with memorization, she knew, and so she would continue with it.
"Come in, Vice Captain Kuchiki."
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Re: Requested Guidance
Tue Jan 07, 2020 11:41 pm
Blood Kuchiki
Takehiko Kuchiki
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He came in offering a bow to her as he then closed the door. He didn't speak until he seated himself before her. Takehiko had a troublesome bloodline and past to speak of. The Unabara who was Tsubasa's brother married into the Kuchiki Clan. Leaving Takehiko with a burden that he could never clean. What the Unabara clan had done was something he couldn't fix. No amount of blood or sacrifice would change it. Takehiko sat down his eyes looked at her. His expression was one of some confusion. "I, came to ask something..but as I'm sure you've likely done background checks on me...before it happened." He said softly pausing as he reflected on it. "I didn't succeed in Bejing, I failed to save a friend or the wall that was there. As a medical personnel I got injured to a point of being unable to help any wounded. " He saw the failures clearly as he reflected on them. Why did he move from his position? Couldn't he have done more in a non-combat situation?
"Why make me a Vice Captain, my uncle's a prisoner who committed atrocities that I cannot fix..even with thousands of years." He said remembering keenly his uncle slashing his throat. The scar he still wore beneath his scarf. "I'm grateful to even be allowed within the Gotei given my heritage..but I still don't understand what I should do as a Vice Captain..I don't know how to lead people. Or even what being a leader means..There were smarter people in our Division like Miss Momo Hinamori. She's a skilled and very well-liked Shinigami. Without any..relatives in jail.." Someone much better then him existed in that Division. His skills with Kido were like a drop in a bucket. Momo was akin to a waterfall of talent and skills. Things he didn't have as he was still learning everything. Takehiko was just green around the gills no matter how you sliced it. He was hoping for some wisdom, he wasn't whining. Nor complaining about the promotion or trying to come across as such.
Takehiko only wanted what was best for the people around him. He had trouble seeing himself as good for anyone. He felt like the Kuchiki name just having it caused trouble. Byakuya treating him as a nephew despite his connection to that fiend.
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Re: Requested Guidance
Wed Jan 08, 2020 12:18 am
Abalia Kyoraku-Hayden
Abalia listened very carefully to Takehiko's words, and studied the boy as he spoke. He was rather apparently unsure of himself, presumably lacking in any confidence toward his own decisions. He spoke lowly of himself, and upon completion of his initial point, Abalia simply gazed back at the boy with a rather plain stare.
"I have indeed read your files, and I find it interesting that you reference your failure in Beijing. I do not take issue with your failing in a dangerous operation. You are not alone in that regard. Frankly, the whole ordeal was incredibly poorly planned. I have already dealt with that issue."
Her frown grew just a small bit, then as she steepled her fingers. She had far more to say, and the whole room's atmosphere seemed to become a good deal heavier. There was no spiritual pressure being exerted, for Abalia had very little. It was simply the sheer force of her will, the reminder that she carried with her an ironclad ability to lead, and to judge.
"What is more pressing than your failure in Beijing, or your heritage, is the fact that you are self-admittedly an individual whose qualifications are suspect. Your Captain is the one who chose you for the position of Vice Captain. I have read your record from Shin'o Academy, and I have seen that your grades were nothing short of abysmal. I think it is no secret that you were allowed to graduate only because of your family name. Were it my division, I would not have even considered you for a position as a general member.
"Yet, you do not so much as mention your Kuchiki lineage, only that of the Unabara. You have come to me with reason upon reason why you should not be a Vice Captain, why others would be more qualified than you, yet you do not list what is the self-evident reason that you are nevertheless in this position. Are you ignorant of it? Or do you simply refuse to admit it? That you live in a position of immense privilege, that your numerous failures have been given far less scrutiny than others would have received in the same position?"
Despite being over halfway into pregnancy, there was not even a single ounce of maternal instinct or warmth in her voice, or her gaze. Only the cold, objective words of the Vice Captain Commander. Abalia's gaze then became hard as steel, her voice practically echoing through Takehiko's very being, despite not speaking any more loudly than before. She was simply no longer holding back her presence, nor the weight of the degree to which she was judging this boy. If he had come to her for her opinion, then she would give it.
"For all of the self-pity you espouse to me, you fear the idea of being truly held accountable. You bury yourself in self-loathing to avoid needing to genuinely confront your failings. There is nothing to compel you to accept the position of Vice Captain if you believe you do not deserve it. Yet you accepted it regardless. Tell me why."
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