Questions Unanswered

Takehiko didn't understand the thought communicating with his hollow was important. He didn't quite comprehend what he'd done as Akuma refused him anything. He'd not made any progress on much else aside from that. Trying to come up with ideas for how to even use his powers fully. To say Ulv's reactions startled him would be an understatement. He did not have words as he left that open for Ruin to leave if she desired. He just did not have a word or a meaning in him. He'd upset Ulv without understanding why. He'd not lost control of his powers or made any attempt to force it. He believed that Akuma and he could someday work together. But that was a day long away as he simply sat in shock. Unsure what to do or how to react at her anger. Ulv was his benefactor and her words sliced deeply. Cutting into him deeper than any blade ever would. Takehiko now was too timid to even consider anything involving Akuma. Thinking about maybe keeping him even further than arm's length. Takehiko knew he could do nothing about the situation.

Ulv was hot and he was defeated before ever beginning. He went on his journey to try and learn. His studies into things had caused growth. But anger in someone he didn't wish angry. Takehiko would accept whatever punishment came for him. He was just like his uncle, foolishly trying things. Perhaps it was better to just give in to it and simply let that legacy end. Takehiko's will was shaken and he was faltering a lot. His beliefs of saving lives were challenged now as he just didn't know. Takehiko didn't want to upset people and didn't care for Ulv angry. Getting up from his seat slowly he waited for Ruin to leave. Takehiko likely wouldn't return here as he didn't want ot offend Ulv. Takehiko's expression showed sadness in it as he didn't understand much of it. This was a new sensation to him where he tried to learn. But it seemed he'd done something unforgivable. Takehiko would have to try and refocus his life. Maybe he just wasn't cut out for all the world he'd seen.

If he made choices that hurt other people like Ulv. He didn't know how to really respond as he wanted to just go away. From here as soon as possible just to not bother her. She was angry and words were just not within him. He'd ben fragile as a piece of glass and he had no motivation left in him. Takehiko felt like going home was the only good choice left. He was in the younger group among Shinigami still and had a soft heart. Takehiko hadn't aged enough to be called an adult or mature. But one thing was clear he'd likely not be able to return here. Due to his fear as he silently felt the once happiness just drain. Takehiko hadn't been yelled at like this before so it was new. His parents were never around to scold him in such a way. So the sensation and sadness almost tearing in the eyes. These were new feelings for him in general. His eyes felt sore and so did his head among other things. Takehiko just didn't want to be here anymore as his heart raced.

Panic began to set in quickly as hyperventilating almost started as well. Kata was a thought that popped in his head as he tried to steady himself. Takehiko just didn't have any strength or response. But depending on what happened he'd leave the place. Ruin was going to be leaving him he guessed. He never got to learn more about her as a person. Having failed in that aspect too, perhaps it would have been better had he not began it. Takehiko was just not very sure of anything and plagued himself with doubt. And that doubt had only seemed to begin to build up more. Takehiko didn't know what would become of him, but he guessed he would need to find some route. Of his own making resolving that perhaps he would not be meeting Ci any time soon either. He tried to get a grasp on the feeling of vomiting in his stomach. Trying to get some sort of control now of himself. Feeling the steady breakdown of himself within.

A voice within finally came in and he felt a smack on the back of his head. It came inside as his eyes blinked. Relaxing more as a female voice came out now. "Stop being an idiot Takehiko, you aren't going to get anywhere like that. I want to see a world in here not some blank space with the muscled bound idiot." She held confidence as she spoke no longer set on being a quiet onlooker. Ruin's visage appeared as she crossed her arms visible for Ulv to see. "I understand you are angry Ulv, but I think he gets where he messed up. I also think it's our job to make sure he doesn't turn into his uncle. I worry if I leave him that's exactly what will happen. Also Tsunashi, he'd not want me to just give up on him. But he pulls another stunt like this, punishment is in order. " She said tapping her chin before closing her eyes and deciding on it. "Ulv gets to hit you next time had as she can. Also, I will be monitoring any and all communication or hollow related things." She said finally as though making sure it was drilled into his skull.

Takehiko wasn't allowed to screw up, that was the point of it. Ulv was angry because she didn't want him like his uncle. So he could only blame himself for not understanding. Ulv's intentions or maybe Ruin had it wrong. No, he didn't know anymore what response to make. "I'm..sorry." He said not just for this but for everything in general. His heart ached as he meant the apology from his deepest depths within. This was something his uncle did not feel. Tsubasa had never felt sorry about anything. Merely shrugged it off as something that happened and go with it.