The Pale Dream
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The Pale Dream
Sun May 01, 2016 11:03 am
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To wander lost in one's thoughts to try and claw for memories. Something drew him to this realm it felt comfortable. Tsubasa found the realm a comfortable place with little lost to it. His thoughts were moving around as he accepted a new role. Or rather Tsubasa took his ambition to create the Warrior Faction. A place where only the greatest warriors were cultivated. But things still bothered him as he and Byakko spoke often. Neither knew what happened to him during that moment. He was covered in blood and saw the body of a Quincy. Hulderic Hylham when he came too, the blood of a demon nearby. Tsubasa was well aware that something wasn't right. But another thought lingered had he killed Tsubaki intentionally? Had he lost control at a young age like that? And sliced her down and to spare him his family lied? Tsubasa's thoughts were chaotic at the moment as he crossed his legs. Bringing out his kiseru pipe he inhaled. A small bit of smoke left his nostrils as he thought. Something wasn't right he had blackouts before but didn't think much of it. They were only two incidents like that in his life. Tsubaki was the first one, his sister of many years. Had he killed her in madness without realizing what grasped him? What had grasped so tightly on the life of Tsubasa before? Was this intent to kill really his own? Something beneath the surface was compelling him to do it. No matter how far he dug or sunk into it, though. No answers were present, he glanced at his hand. Could he really fight Kin or Mana like this? His Bankai now was something causing memory loss perhaps. Byakko had told him of the events to an extent. But something didn't make sense, he was lost in a savage state. How was he the greatest swordsman when something so minor was causing Tsubasa Unabara trouble? The Blades were coming for a future that warriors thrived on. They lived the battlefield and didn't swear loyalty or fealty to others. His mind was stuck upon that moment of nearly killing Saiko with his blade.
A desire for carnage and the most savage of attacks filled him. He felt like he did as a boy so long ago. Something had to of changed at some point. Tsubaki was the first time and it didn't happen again. Did something occur back then that drew his fury? Tsubasa couldn't figure out what else he could have done. But the memory of his sister being killed in a crossfire. That wasn't right was it, something about that was off. He was a skilled warrior event as a child with the power to control his blows to the fractions. Even stopping at a second was the easiest of things for him to do. So how was it in that moment no control was present? His mind fished through memories trying to get it. Tsubasa had a plan for the Blades a going away present for the Gotei 13. But for the moment, they wouldn't be activating it anytime soon. Tsubasa wasn't sure how well he could hold back his desire for blood. He avoided his daughter and son for the most part. Saiko said she could give him answers on the blank parts. Tsubasa didn't remember what happened to him during it all.
It was like a dream that lingered in the darkness. He could just about reach out and touch the memories. But they lingered just out of his reach for some reason. Tsubasa couldn't fathom why it was he could not find his answers. This brought internal conflict in him as he heard the familiar voice. "Tsubasa, no point in getting worked up over it. You are here for answers, after all, don't lose focus on the goal at hand." Tsubasa's lips slowly blew smoke out as a spectral tiger stood next to him. "That's true Byakko, I am not sure though my old friend. Something tells me I killed Tsubaki with my own hand. Not accidentally or anything of the like. She stopped whatever is happening somehow and..that Asthavon and the Quincy. Whatever they did brought it back to life, I can't figure it out.." He said finally as he spoke a calmer voice came as a bright bird appeared in front of him. As he exhaled another breath of smoke into the air. "Master remember, control your desires and focus them. Byakko and I will deliver you to answers somehow." Suzaku finished saying as Tsubasa smiled faintly. Suzaku and Byakko both sensed his discomfort and came out without hesitation. Of course, only Tsubasa could perceive their presence as they spoke. What was to come of it all he wondered as he waits for Saiko to come. Tsubasa wasn't naive however and did have an escape route planned out. Should he truly need to leave due to outside circumstances? Saiko wasn't likely to betray him, though. It wasn't her he doubted nor did it seem that way. Tsubasa had an old friend of he and Inami's ready to pick him up. Kurai Hayabusa his attendant from the days within the Soul King's Court. The boy was loyal to Tsubasa not to that false king. Strangely enough, that was so for the Hayabusa twins as they both followed him instead of the King's lead. Tsubasa didn't dislike Kakine but he knew Hayabusa was on his side.
The wait would continue for as long as it took Saiko to arrive with answers.
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