Do I Belong Here?

Alright....so this is actually really hard for me to say, but I honestly feel a little bit like I don't belong here. I don't usually talk about these things much because I try to have fun. I try to have fun Rping with peeps on the site, and be sort of cheerful, knowledgeable about things that are important so I can avoid a possibly very angry PC with the person I'm Rping with. Well...here goes.

I honestly have been feeling today, at the time of writing this, that I feel like I am....scorned, disliked, and overall....annoying. I'm a 15 year old teen with a hyperactive brain, and I can get somewhat hyper about things, like I did with my Henrex Astillon app. I was excited because I was finally finished, and I was excited to see what people would think. When I first joined, I was given a welcome, and I felt like I could have a lot of fun here. In-Character, yes. Out Of Character....not so much. When I'm talking to people, I feel like no one cares. I feel as if...I was never liked, even when I first joined. I feel like everyone has been very...cold with me, that people have been cruel, and sometimes rude, but I get that you can't always express emotion very well on the internet and places like Skype, but I really do feel as if I am not really....welcome here. I'm not saying I'm quitting or anything, but I just felt like I needed to type this. Once again, I normally don't talk about stuff like this because...I'm afraid of what you guys will respond with, and what some will perceive it as. I'm nervous about writing posts and making characters, because I'm afraid of what's to come from doing so. So...this is about over 400 words long....a lot longer than I intended...So, I'd like some...answers, I guess? I don't even know what to call it. Just PM me or reply to this about it...

I'm sorry that I seem annoying, or emo-like to some people, but I'm a 15 year old teen and my body is currently going MAD. I have hormones out the ass right now, and I don't know how to deal with some things. I'm a hyper kid, and sometimes....I admit, I'm annoying. and I'm sorry about that.

Like I stated on skype, I'm more than willing to assist you with finding your place on the site and helping you to grow as a member. We've had many people have those points and w'ell be more than happy to help you find your way out of it. We talked about it days ago, and you seem to be doing better, but I just wanted to leave something written so you remember, ya know? Just give it time and you'll get better and improve.