Just Some Issues

I have been having a lot of negative thoughts. Along with that, there are also some personal feelings that are causing problems from me. Most of those feelings are site related, but not the actual site. I'll be taking tomorrow off, whether I need to visit the hospital for my friend or not. I need to figure out why I'm letting this get in my way. I hope you guys can understand.

"You're fine entirely how you are, Zaz. Don't forget that."

I'm not too good with words, but I'll say this. You said that to me, and I'm trying to return the favor by saying the same thing back. We love you for who you are Blade, and I know you can get through whatever shit you have to get through, cus that's just you. You've already been through a lot of shit, and from someone who's been through his fair share of shit himself, I can say I feel at least a little of what you feel, so I sympathize with you, I've been through three dads before, two of them forcibly removed and one of them dead, so I know even the worst shit can be gotten through if you believe in yourself. I love ya Blade, and I like having you around, so don't let shit get in the way of who you are and what you wanna do.