Status Update

So I thought I would share this with you guys. I posted this on my facebook and I thought it wouldnt be fair if I didnt let you guys know what Im going through right now.

I'm a little scared to do this but I have to open up somehow. I havent been very honest with people lately. Every day someone asks me how im doing and I usually say that im ok. Im sorry but I havent been honest with you. Im not ok. It started a few weeks ago when I was really stressed out. All thats passed now, but now Im left with this horrible depression. My concentration is just out the window, I'm constantly searching for something to do cuz im just intensely bored. I also feel like im intensely lonely, that partnered with my apprehension to be near people when I feel like this isnt very fun. Iv been finding it very hard to sleep too, which isnt really helping with anything either. I also know that people have seen that I have bandages around my arms these days and its because I did something that I'm not proud of and its really hard to say. I hurt myself a few days ago. I wont say what I did, but I am ok in that respect. I dont really know what else to say, its just kinda tough time for me.