Rook's Inevitable Return

Like I said, you might not remember--mainly considering we've yet to hold a very solid converstation--but, without a doubt, I'm certainly glad to have you back. Personally, I'll welcome you back to PH with open arms. I myself only recently returned here, and, if I'm not being to presumptuous, based on what you've said I think I have a fairly good understanding of your circumstances. I've been an overwhelmingly similar position, and in my personal experience and opinion, not RPing won't necessarily help your situation. In fact, I find that RPing has helped me come through a similar time, mainly due to the escape it provided from the tumultuous times of the real world. If nothing else, I've found solace in roleplaying.

I believe the point I am at is just ahead of you, in which I've begun to climb out of the pit I've dug myself. Without a doubt I am still lazy, arrogant, frightened and overall admittedly overwhelmed by what the real world has to offer; however, I'm also gaining a bit of humidity (haha references), healthy confidence, and proper work ethic. So, considering the point I am at now, the only thing I think I can say is that you should be able to find a break, at some point. I won't try soften my words--without a doubt, the state you're in now may continue for a bit of a while. But, I also believe that it is without a doubt, there will be something--anything--that will happen to come across you, or vice versa, and this something will certainly help you. Whether it's time and gathered maturity, or some sort of epiphany, or even a goal with clear and achievable milestones for you to sincerely be ambitious towards. That in mind, I'll leave it at this, cliche as it may be: The times may be tough, but wait long enough and it'll get better. For now, just do what you think you can, and make sure to think you can do it.

Welcome home, Rook.