Cookie's Big Rise And Fall

Tue Mar 10, 2015 9:16 am

As you guys has seen my previous, PREVIOUS leave before lio's, i have once told that i am DETERMINED to change my way of life, my style and how i view the world, with extra jobs and exercise, which definitely, has made a huge leap of faith in my life.

I've met many new people and friends, going out recently with appointments and meeting up with others, having fun and enjoying myself at the fullest. I truly regret that i wasn't able to change for the past couple of years, but i feel like even with the amount of work i have right now, the feeling of joy and enjoyment i have in my life right now has brought a lot of positivity to my current life. I no longer feel as stressed out as i used to be, my depression has been declining as of lately even without medication and my mind has stabilized a lot. With all these things happening the way i had looked at, i can say, no matter how corrupted, cruel or harsh reality truly is, no matter how bad Malaysia is, my GUTS overcame those obstacles and it went well. Things won't be absolute the way it is forever, but i cherish these times as i can.

I couldn't thank you guys enough as well, being my pillars, supports that patted my back and gave me the joy as i stood in this virtual world, avoiding whatever i seem to look at reality when i was here for the past two years. All of you, have made a huge contribution in the outlook of my life and i can't thank you enough. I may have fallen many times, but your shoulders had took my burden and stood alongside with me as i fought through my harsh battles with GUTS. I may not be here everyday with all of you right now, but at least, i can give my thanks the changes you had given to me, the confidence, the guts and the determination for me to make things.. take a small leap to a big one. I may not be a perfect human being, saying thanks may not be enough for all of you, hugging all of you may not be satisfactory, but here i am, being a Cookie that i am, and having to share the story that went through my life for 3 months.

Aside from the updates i have irl, i will be free from boundaries and will be active again this Friday, where i will be given a week off of work to loosen myself up, and there is where i would EXPLODE WITH GUTS and crank some heavy posts, events and changes to the site as my gratitude. Just you guys wait for it, that the site shall explode with COOKIE GUTS this weekend. I look forward to it. After that one week holiday though, my activity will be down as usual. I'm sorry that i can't hold it permanent, but this is a way to show my thanks to all of you, with GUTS.

Edit: I may sound a little too desperate here, but i have a thought of implementing a large, if not, a portion of Sou's personality into Zwei by twist and clicking some plots along the way. Of course, i'm not gonna hit it right off the bat, but plot-wise. She is an already-insane character, but quite not up to par where it fits into my muse piece perfectly. With that i am aiming for a TRULY insane nigga' where she just laughs it off over every single little shit, that IS my insanity. So, for now, that's just my idea.

Mon Mar 16, 2015 11:49 am

«WELCOME BACK TO PLATINUM HEARTS»

I'm glad to hear that things are going well for you in real life. I can't say I don't wish this activity could be maintained, but maybe things might change in the future and I'll hold hope for that. Along with that, I'll enjoy the time we have now and hopefully we can turbo charge the site with GUTS.

Thu Apr 30, 2015 10:16 am

A little update from the jar:
Life has straightened out, applied for Valencia College to sort out my physics and other science subjects such as chemistry and biology, and preparing to move in a few months to Florida. For now, most of you might notice my activity going up and down randomly from time to time. I will be posting for threads, sometimes, whenever i'm free to get on. Once i've moved to Florida, i might be gone for a period of time to actually build a fucking internet tower over my house, begin my studies and actually meet some BPH members that may be in Florida, yo'. Otherwise, chillax and let me post MY way, bruh.

Tue May 05, 2015 1:33 pm

Go Cook Go!

Never got to say this when I brought this tab up the first time.

Tue May 19, 2015 4:35 pm

Good luck Cookies. xD

owo I hope to see you around for summer.

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