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to know myself [ninsun inner world ]
Sun Jan 25, 2015 12:51 pm
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“where am i ? Is this my inner world? “ Ninsun thought as she looked around, on the other side of the door there was nothing absolutely nothing, nothing but destruction, ashes and a girl who’s hair was jet-black. She had come to find answers but it seemed that these answers where going to have to wait. So much hatred.. she could feel it as if it was an acute part of herself, such instability which brought her mind into the blackest depths of despair. She wanted to run.. but she thought back to what she said what kin had said. She took herself.. and didn’t run away, instead she just focused. She knew this was something she just had to do, there was no if, buts, or maybe next times. She knew if she was to advance past this point.. she had to change, for better or for worse. There was no second option this time, there was no do-overs, it was that she had to face herself and figure out exactly what she wanted. To do that, she had to confront and to understand, this sad co-existance between her emotions could no longer exist , because if it did, there would just be nothing but perishing, everything would become pointless.
Her eyes seemed to shift and her body, remained in a defensive posture. Her amber gaze shifting as all she could really do was try to figure out who and what the creature that stood infront of her was. Her mind.. and her heart, to learn of these things she knew, it was this moment that she was going to have to focus for, to get stronger for. If she was to break free and become herself, she couldn’t.. be this scared child which couldn’t focus because she hasn’t even come to terms with herself. ”..It was cool, father sure has.. a great comrade, Now.. i need to give him a proper answer.. so there’s no turning back.” Deep breaths, ninsun was taking deep breaths before she then begun shift and move to the side. Her lips parting as he watched the other girl, mustering up her courage , and getting what she wanted to ask in order, as she felt that she should at least ask what she really wanted to know. Instead of fighting over something sensless, at first at least she wanted to try to reason with her. Or what ever it was.
Indeed her voice seemed to remain level as she spoke, her body moving with every thought every breath she took, the beating in her heart. All of these things, defined her, which is why she would think of them as she asked. Or rather as she said in a firm manner which left no question that she was wanting to figure things out. Hoping to resolve things peacefully without conflict, without strife and without pain. A naive hope.. but her hope none the less.
”Who are you, i came here to find out what i want, and come to find that i’m not alone? What manner of incarnation of my fears are you? Are you a demon, or are you something else, answer. If you know then answer, i want to know because i need to answer a question that someone who is giving me something special asked. What is this place? Who are you, what are you to me?”
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