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Simply The End
Fri Dec 26, 2014 11:28 am
LISTEN TO THAT MUSIC FOR ALL THE FEELS
Artist: N/A - Song: Tokyo Ghoul OST, White Silence - Word Count: - 1371
That low ever seeking hum of sound, it comes so often that one must wonder, what brings it to being? It could resonate through halls and strike across the field of battle. But most of all it brings the end of the silence. It was the one true thing that struck fear into a monsters heart. It was a final whisper… before an eternity of missing sound. And one man was staring into the void, the endless existence of a predetermined fate looming over him. A man who’s skin now pale and torn crawled at the ideals that had taken him. Who’s faded hair, now a dark grayish red tint, sat over his eyes, moving with each breath he drew. For it was an un-ordinary and detrimental existence that this man had lead. And now the fates had caught him. Who was this man? Naught but a beast, a savage, an animal…. A Wolf…. No... a Lion.
Everything had stretched on for what seemed to be forever for Wolf. Everything he encountered and was put at the center of seemed to just, fall apart. He could remember back to everything that happened, the people he had encountered and the darkness of those he killed, or at least maimed a little. He thought of his squad and the men he once called his equals, all men and women capable of showing their true fangs. He had always seen himself as a monster yet here he was … thinking of those he cared about. Names rose to his mind like wildfire and his bony near meatless fingers strummed upon the arm rest of his little throne. He knew he’d failed each and every one of them; never would he give Eli the power he promised the girl, never would he get the one kid he respected more than any other free from all the hate he endured truly he had left gray to rot, never would he get the rematch he wanted from the truest of fighters, from white haired brat that was the only one of worth with that filthy yuudeshi name. Never would he be able to end the life of that which his hell created, the life that was Tora, nor would he see his child though he saw that more as a blessing to her than his curse. Everything he did seemed so worthless in comparison now, not the fight within the 6th division and his seeking for the power of youth, not the push he made saving what little soul the gotei had from the mad demon. Not the youth he had found to lead a new future … it was nothing anymore.
He was nothing anymore, just a withered shell sitting upon a throne of rubble within his barracks. Everything about the man was tattered and withered, but after months of just sitting there what was to be expected? He was thin… no anorexic was truly the word to use. His entire demeanor seemed to rub off as faded, sickly looking even. It was pathetic to see in his eyes, he was once a monster that subsided with terror. He was more than just the boogieman that others told stories of … he was truly the darkness that the boogieman feared. His eyes had always held the black abyss that turned to a truly inescapable gaze. His heart black and corrupted, how it still continued to beat was simply a mystery. But now all the fear and crushing corruption was wasted. He no longer was the feared, now he was simply a dying man ready to punch out. He didn't really feel pain anymore, and when he did it was barely anything. So even as he sat, his lungs expanding out and breaking all of his fragile ribs each time only to reform and do it all again, he knew it was almost time.
It had been months ago that his medication had worn off. Even his bankai in recent times couldn't stop the cancer from spreading. His own regeneration was nothing, no matter all the wounds it could heal … it could never save him. Though now it was worse, it tried to hold it back but every breath and movement drew the matter to try and repair other damage letting the disease run even further. Wolf knew already that soon it would take the core of his heart and extinguish everything he had. It was poison ready to end everything he was. After all he was never really part of the soul cycle anyway. When he died every bit of essence that essentially was once wolf would be nothing… It would simply be a body that once had a soul encased in it. What happened to that soul now that it had lost its catalyst? It would wither and forever be lost. Wolf liked to think that maybe he may reach that cell he longed for, that death may reclaim him and keep him. But Wolf also knew death had allowed his soul to be free, that it had given him the curse he now was dying from as well as the thing that prolonged his suffering. He was being punished in the only way known that could truly affect him. He thought to that one moment that he laughed at the ideal of eternal torment by death, he welcomed it, embraced it slowly became the amalgamation of it. So how do you punish that which coerces death? Make him beg for it. But he would never beg for he was the Wolf. His finger nails scraped against the worn old brick that was his armrest. Scratching through leaving lines of white, lasting scars he knew would hold forever.
Is this it? Is it nothing else? Don’t mock me coward! Come forth and look me in the eyes as I die, I want to see you stare into black and show that death is forever the true finality, that you are all there is ….. Just finish it, because I’m tired of waiting for a fuck like you to say you’re my better… your nothing.
Wolf stared into the eyes of a real darkness that stood before him. It was a corrupted existence that truly was beyond all, the real amalgamation of death. The figure offered its hand out to wolf almost as though it was telling him that the time had come. Wolf never moved he just stared at it, cocking his head and letting a scowl cross his face. Was this real? Or was it just a figment within his mind? It would be impossible to tell as truly only wolf could this …. And needless to say he wasn't ready to start squealing and screaming about it. He rose from his chair arms stretching out wide as he drew closer and closer to the figure. His bones shattered with every step, even stretching out broke him. As he walked he fell to his knee every part of his leg shattered, and the dark matter fixing it to slow to keep up. Wolf drew up on the broken leg, not letting it stop him. He kept walking ready to end it all right here right now. The darkness began forming within his hand and then began building the blade he once called fenrir. And as it formed every bit of matter cracking like lightning as it tried to pressure against its masters will. It was trying to heal him, to save him …. But wolf didn't care all he wanted was in front of him. But then it all ended, the matter stopped forming. It began dispersing completely as though it never existed. Wolf fell to the floor, unable to move as all his bones shattered. He lay there in front of the figure, his only reaction? It was laughter. He burst into laughter realizing it was truly over, the cancer was finally there. His heart began to give way as wolfs demonic grin licked across his lips one more time
Well that was one hell of a fucking ride, eh?........ Happy birthday Wolf
And it was over, The final blow out of the candles…. those words were all not the beginning and not another stop in the middle, they were the end.
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