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INNOCENCE
MALICE
エゴ
'How did this happen... Why me? Why?!"
A barren wasteland lay before a maiden, draped in torn and dirtied clothes as she kept herself in silence. The hollow wind would blow around her, but not dare come in contact with the being that was trapped within her own world. As she laid on her back, face to the sky, her eyes were shut and nothing could be read from the emotionless woman who appeared in a trance. Before her, laying at her feet, were three blades stabbed into the ground. Two were Wakizashis, one was made of a crystal clear glass that was as sharp and durable as diamonds, and the other was a natural style without a guard and engraved into the blade stated "Non-Existent". In between the two Wakizashi, there was one that was a standard Katana, and had a beautiful red ribbon coming from the bottom of the handle. All three blades, facing towards the girl with torn and dirty white clothing, as she laid there in solitary. The world around her was dead, and there was nothing to come from it as the world held nothing but forgotten Memories, and happened to be the home of a race that was never meant to exist. It was none other, than the Valley of Screams.
Not a moment would pass too long in this dead silence, before it was broken with a loud explosion. The Girl wasn't even phased, as she continued to lay on the ground in solitude. Coming from the explosions, emerged 5000 blanks, ready to take down the lone girl that was trapped within their world. It was believed that there were two beings that were capable of controlling the Blank hordes, but both of those individuals were gone, leaving no one to control them, let alone the one female that happened to be stuck in there with all of them. They ceased to hesitate, as Blanks were just mindless peons used for energy. They didn't understand strategy or anything of the sort, their only mission was to kill as a horde. As they all closed in on the single location of the girl, she proceeded to stand up, eyes still closed and not even attempting to grab the blades before her as a means of defense. Instead, she took a simple stance that made her body appear sturdy. She was becoming one with the ground she stood upon and adapting to the fact she was surrounded by five thousand blanks that wanted to dismantle her very being and use it for reasons she did not know. All this girl knew, was that she had to survive. The Memories of the ones before her were now within her mind, and from that information, she had to survive using any methods possible.
”HYAAAAAAA!!!”
Bellowing out a loud yell, the woman released a burst of energy that was comparable to the Former Memory Rosary of Life, Ceon Clixx-Kimura, as she proceeded to throw her fist to the ground and cause a huge explosion. The Blank attacking force seemed to have disappeared just as fast as they appeared as when the smoke cleared, all that stood was the girl in the tattered and dirtied clothing. Breathing softly, in and out, she kept her head down as the surge of memories continued to course through her mind. The Memories of her Mother, Father, and Aunt once again and even their final moments. Moments that would forever be locked within her mind that she cannot ever disband. As the smoke settled and the debris made it’s place upon the barren wasteland that is the Valley of Screams, the three bladed weapons remained untouched within the ground as the girl turned her head to get a glimpse at all three. A slight sense of distrust and hatred could be felt as she look onto them, almost wishing she had never seen or touched any of the three cursed weapons that only wished to be a part of her. Slowly turning to face them, she stood firm, fists to her side as she kept her eyes hidden under her bangs. She wanted to bellow out in anger and yell her frustration at the inanimate objects, but before even remotely having the opportunity to vent her anger, a sinister voice entered her mind to interrupt her train of thought…
”Aww, Poor little Neviah~ Has Innocence forsaken you once again?”
Quickly looking up to no longer hide her eyes from sight, the dirty and forsaken girl, Neviah Clixx-Kimura, Memory Rosary of Innocence and Daughter of Ceon Clixx-Kimura and Senna Clixx-Kimura, was now looking upon a reflection of herself standing just beyond the three bladed weapons within the ground before her. Neviah’s expression of anger took over as her fists tightened to actually break the skin within the palms of her hands, forcing the young maidens blood to pour down and stain herself with more than just dirt and sweat. The Mirrored Neviah before her had hair as black as the empty cosmos overseeing the Terran planet and eyes a very dark forest green. She was the opposite of the Neviah most everyone knew, and she was the Dark Ego known as Malice that hides within Neviah’s mind. Neviah has always tried to keep Malice from taking over, as Malice has taken over once before in her fight against Unohana, but after experiencing the pain that was involved with the Ego’s, Neviah tried her best from submitting to the power that is Malice. So instead of letting into Malice, Neviah was instead having psychotic breakdowns from being alone for so long, and while also being malnourished, she was hallucinating that her Ego had manifested and was now before her.
The Dark Ego, Malice was just smiling as she wore the same clothing as Neviah, and was even all torn and dirtied, however her skin was still as white and pure, as if never touched. Her black hair flowed just like the Innocence Neviah’s white hair, and the two stared each other down. The Dark Neviah smiling while the Light Neviah trying to steady her emotions, knowing that if she was to give in, Malice will take control.
”You’re stuck here because you’ve decided to go against Blood Queen. You know exactly what you are, the history of the Gods, and yet you still think the path you choose is the right one? Your Mother and Father are dead now, and that leaves only you and your little cousin. OH! But don’t worry, I’m sure Blood Queen will take her into her power soon enou--”
Before the Neviah of Malice could finish her verbal attack on the mentally disgruntled Innocence Neviah, the Light Neviah leaped from her position to grab two of the blades within the ground, Kaizaken and Serenity/Insidious, the two Wakizashi, and proceeded to thrust them at the Malice Neviah with the blades aiming for her torso. The Light Neviah had a light stream of tears flowing down her cheeks as her eyes showed the intent to kill, a passage of the Dark Arts that was given to her by her Father. The land appeared as if it was going to hit, but the two Wakizashi instead collided with another bladed weapon, as the Light Neviah looked at her opponent now holding a dagger that appeared just like Blood Queen’s dagger. The Dark Neviah managed to parry both the blades with just one dagger, the very Dagger that was not even supposed to be within the Valley. How was it possible that a hallucination that was Neviah’s Malice would be holding the very weapon that rivaled the power of Mirokumaru? Simple, this was all a hallucination to begin with. But instead of hearing the cries from Kaizaken, Insidious, Serenity, or Mirokumaru to snap out of the hallucination, Neviah ended up falling to her Emotions, with the desire to kill the Malice within her. The Malice was something she couldn’t live without sadly, as it was the Ego, and the Ego was a part that made up the Memory Rosaries. Even though Neviah wanted to kill off the darkness within her heart, she had to understand that the Rosaries had a dark side that conformed to the Darkness of Blood Queen, while the other side was the light that supports Mirokumaru.
Quickly reacting from the parry, Neviah twisted her torso, creating momentum and quickly attempting a slash across the Dark Neviah’s mid section. Of course, since Neviah was holding Kaizaken, her speed was now off the charts, meaning that she would be remarkably faster, seeing as Blood Queen was more about power than speed. Of course, the attack connected, and the torso of the Dark Neviah was slashed in half. Thinking it was over for a moment, the Innocence Neviah looked to catch a glimpse of the expression beholding the Malice Neviah, and to her surprise, it was a dark and daunting smile. This obviously wasn’t the first time that Malice attempted to persuade and manipulate the Innocent version of Neviah. This was actually her 37th attempt in the past 4 Months. Neviah originally fought back with words and non-violent ways, but eventually she got fed up with the bullshit, and straight assassinated the Dark Neviah every time she appeared, not wanting to hear a single word from the Malice that dwelled within her mind.
”You really are foolish Innocence. You’re just like Benki and Insidious. Just traitors running from your fate…”
And before the torso of the Dark Neviah landed on the ground before her, the hallucination exploded, forcing the Light Neviah to lunge back in her defense, and before her was another army of Blanks, ready for their assault on the exhausted girl.
”....”
No words left the lips of the girl as she threw the blades of Serenity and Insidious, as well as Kaizaken back into the ground next to Mirokumaru. She proceeded to take a martial stance to fight off the Blanks, almost wanting no help from the Gods within the Blades to get herself free of the curse she was born in. She was angry with them for withholding so much information about the origins of the Rosaries, why they were even brought into existence, any why her Mother and Father had to die. She wanted them to disappear, and from that anger, she turned it into power, as she let it out and launched another assault upon the attacking Blank Forces.
She showed no mercy, attacking head on, and ripping them in half with just her hands. Removing limbs and even using one to beat another one with, Neviah was being merciless, as if giving into the Malice within her slowly just to vent the anger within her heart for the truth slowly being revealed. It wasn’t fair, it wasn’t fair at all as to why Neviah had to be all that was left, and how the powers of those before her had to be bestowed upon her. It all wasn’t fair and Neviah never wanted these powers. She never wanted to lose those closest to her heart just to gain the two other gods of power bestowed to the Memory Rosaries. Neviah just wanted to go home, have something to eat for once, and to rest. She wanted to see Yui-chan, Unohana, Eliah, Uncle Radioactive, and her Mother and Father again, but to her knowledge, she was stuck in the Valley forever while Blood Queen proceeded one step closer to the child of Claire Clixx to take her in, and abuse her to destroy existence. Like a mouse trapped within a cage till it died Neviah was stuck, but she wouldn’t give up that easily.
From Neviah’s time in the Valley, she had to retrieve all three of the Zanpaktou herself, and as she did, she adapted to their power, and learned more about her origin. She learned that the Valley was something great once before, and that she also had more family out there. Neviah’s transition into this new Neviah took place over the 6 Months she spent in the Valley.
ENTER THE
VALLEY
悲鳴の谷
Six Months ago, she was pulled from her home in the Soul Society and dropped off into the Valley and instantly attacked by the Blanks without warning. Proceeding to defend herself and liberate herself from the assaulting force, Neviah stood alone in the Valley confused as to where she was and why she was even there. Upon defending herself for 40 minutes of her entrance into the Valley, Neviah finished off the first wave of Blanks and then proceeded to slowly crumble under her own despair. She was alone within the Valley, as she had no Serenity or Insidious to guide her, and she was alone without help. She couldn’t even control dimensions, thus she was stuck within the Valley without even knowing how to survive without food or water. Of course, the water part wasn’t hard since Neviah knew how to control the Aura of the Shamans after all, thus she could create water at any point needed, but the food part she didn’t know what to do. Taking a moment to concentrate on her surroundings, Neviah discovered that the Valley had plenty of Reshi pockets spread out within the Valley. Of course, being a Medical expert first, Neviah would be able to perform Kido to turn some of the reshi into nourishment for her body, thus allowing her sustainment, but it won’t last forever, thus Neviah had to ration off whatever she could collect.
Within Neviah’s first 3 days within the Valley, Neviah didn’t know if she would ever be saved. She traveled the Valley alone, exploring the landscape, trying to gain some sort of understanding of where she was, while occasionally fighting off the attacking forces of Blanks. While traveling, trying to gather herself and her situation, she began to hear a voice. The voice was familiar, but broken. It sounded like Serenity was calling out to her, and she needed to find her! Neviah needed to find Serenity and Insidious in hopes that they might understand what is going on and Neviah could perhaps get some clarity into the situation she is in. As Neviah explored deeper into the Valley, she could hear Serenities cries for her becoming clearer as she approached in the correct direction. After exploring roughly 8 miles of land in search of Serenities cries, Neviah finally spotted a glass like blade buried slightly underground. Yelling out Serenities name, Neviah hurried over to the buried weapon and the second she touched the covered Wakizashi, she was instantly taken from the Valley of Screams and taken into the world of her Zanpaktou. Standing atop the water and looking into the two worlds, Neviah was in a state of shock. The side of Serenity that represents life and supposed to bloom with peace was now a dreaded wasteland, whereas Insidious’ side of death and decay was now just black. It was as if there was instability and the balance of their world was taken from them. It would explain why Neviah could only her Serenities voice instead of both her and Insidious. It was as if Insidious has taken over, but Insidious wasn’t even there. Where was Insidious?
”Serenity, what happened? Where is Insidious?”
Serenity was in the middle of her destroyed world, crying in sadness as she didn’t know what to do, but Neviah had a feeling that Serenity knew what was going on, so Neviah patiently waited for Serenity to calm down in which to convey her information. After a moment to collect herself, Serenity didn’t spill much, but enough to understand that something deeper was going on with why Neviah was trapped within the Valley.
”Insidious is gone. I cannot tell you why, but it’s part reason as to why we’re stuck here. B-before I can say more, we must find Kaizaken and Mirokumaru!”
When Serenity told Neviah to find Kaizaken and Mirokumaru, Neviah was confused. Those two were the weapons of her Mother and Father. Why would she need to find them? Aren’t they with her family instead? Neviah asked Serenity to clarify, but Serenity instead booted Neviah from their world of disarray and back into the Valley. Neviah stared at her glass Wakizashi in confusion of what was going on, but perhaps if Neviah does find Kaizaken and Mirokumaru, she will learn more of what is going on.
For the next week, Neviah searched for Kaizaken and Mirokumaru, while fighting off blanks and sustaining herself with Reshi packets around the valley, and producing water to survive with. It was harsh, but she was hanging in there and keeping herself alive through this challenge. After the week has passed, Neviah began to hear a voice. It had to be Kaizaken since it sounded male, but it was broken. From the voice, Neviah had to determine she was going in roughly the right direction, but she had to continue her search for the Wakizashi that says “Non-Existent” on its blade. Finally after searching for a while, Neviah spotted the weapon lodged into the side of a trench. Making her way to the Wakizashi that belonged to her Father, she was confused as to why Kaizaken was alone. Where was her father Ceon, and why weren’t they together? Perhaps she should just retrieve the blade and bring it to her Father? That seemed like a wonderful idea to Neviah as she wall jumped to the Blade, but the second her hand touched the weapon, a sudden burst of Lightning shot down from the sky above and collided with Neviah. The second it made contact, time stopped and Neviah was suddenly filled with the same energy reserves as her Father, receiving an immeasurable amount of pure energy. Taken from the Valley, Neviah was now within Kaizaken’s realm, surrounded by clouds that were no longer Golden, but instead Black. Neviah was in the fetal position within the dark clouds in extreme pain from trying to sustain the bursts of energy, as it felt like she was going to explode from the amount alone. She didn’t understand why she was getting this energy, but over head, Kaizaken watched and observed her reaction to the power she had just taken within her. What made the pain worse for Neviah was the sudden adoption of Memories she was not expecting. Neviah knows that she holds within her some of her Mother and Father’s Memories, especially after their last rebirth they all had to endure, but right now, it felt like Neviah was taking in all of her Father’s memories all of a sudden.
After an hour of suffering, and refusing to give in to the overwhelming power that was now within her, Neviah managed to bring herself to sustainment and calm herself. Proceeding to stand to look up at Kaizaken, she had so many questions to ask him, upon why Kaizaken wasn’t with Ceon, as well as why she had received his power and Memories, but before Neviah could ask any questions, Kaizaken bellowed out in a deep voice that made the clouds shake from just the tone alone.
”No questions, child of Ceon. You now behold my strength within you. For now, you need to find Mirokumaru. Once you find her, all your questions will be answered…”
And from there, Neviah was booted from Kaizaken’s world and back into the Valley. Neviah stood at the bottom of the trench where she originally spotted Kaizaken, with the blade now in hand. Neviah was starting to get frustrated with these little orders. She wasn’t being told anything, nor was getting any help at all from the problems she faces. All she knows is, she adopted all of her Father’s memories now with some blank spots, and she now had the power of Kaizaken within her. Closing her eyes to focus, Neviah began to dwell within the memories she adopted from her Father inside her mind. She was able to see many of his memories, but some things were blacked out. For example, there were no memories for the past week and a half, which wouldn’t explain if Ceon was in the Valley with her or not. Either way, it would seem that Neviah had no other choice but to find Mirokumaru and attempt to finish putting all the pieces of the puzzle together.
Now with the power of Kaizaken, Neviah realized she had her Father’s speed which was unremarkable. Proceeding to search for Mirokumaru with all her power she had obtained, Neviah used the quickness to now cover more land with less time. Not only that, but the amount of energy was so immense that Neviah could go without rations for a while in which to continue her survival! For the proceeding weeks, Neviah continued to search for Mirokumaru and try to piece together what exactly was going on. Neviah allowed herself rest from time to time, as well as time to clean herself when needed with Aura of the Shamans, all in between the constant assaults from the endless Blank forces. Through time, Neviah was learning to adapt between Kaizaken and Serenity, since Insidious wasn’t part of her Zanpaktou, which confused her, but Neviah was managing with what she had. She had all of Kaizaken’s powers unlocked right from the get go, and was able to go Shikai and even Bankai. After a while, Neviah finally decided to speed the search for Mirokumaru by using Disperse from Kaizaken to send clones of herself in different directions in which to find Mirokumaru. After 2 days of searching, Neviah was finally able to hear Mirokumaru’s voice, and she headed in the direction of the last piece of her puzzle.
Finally coming up to a rock with Mirokumaru lodged into it, Neviah was cautious to even approach the blade. Did she even want to know the truth? Did she want to risk even adopting the powers of Mirokumaru, since she was sure the same would happen just like Kaizaken did to her. If that happened, would it mean that her parents are probably dead and she just took their powers in? Neviah was reluctant to touch the blade due to the fear of possibly learning something she didn’t want to hear, but knowing she has no other choice, Neviah gently touched the handle of Mirokumaru, bracing herself for what was to come, and then it did. The Memories from her Mother began to enter her mind, just as billions upon billions of grains of sand appeared and began to circle around Neviah as her eyes filled with the cycles of life and what they contain. Life, death, all that is and will ever be began to fill her mind, as she was instantly taken from the Valley, and dropped into a world of infinite nothingness. It was white all around, and there was nothing but an infinite amount of sand grains floating in a never ending cycle with water and air surrounding them. At one end of the never ending sand cycles stood the very priestess Mirokumaru accompanied by Kaizaken, completely overtowering the entire world with his gigantic size. To the left of Mirokumaru was Serenity, and it was as if all three of them were there to begin with and the Zanpaktou’s that Neviah had picked up were just fragments of their true being. In the center of the never ending cycle, between Mirokumaru and Neviah, was a girl with black hair and she was chained up on her knees. She was silent with her eyes closed, and it was none other than Insidious, Neviah’s other Zanpaktou spirit.
”INSIDIO--!!”
Before Neviah could call out to Insidious, Mirokumaru lifted her fan in which to silence Neviah and stop her from proceeding further. Neviah looked at Mirokumaru in confusion, hoping to understand exactly what was going on here, but before Neviah could request an answer, Mirokumaru already spoke up.
”I know you’re confused child. Please bare patience with us, and all will be answered soon. I promise you this, Neviah Clixx-Kimura, that you will understand why your parents are no more…”
”... N… No more?”
Neviah was in a state of shock. She stared at Mirokumaru in confusion, not understanding what she meant by “No more” and she wanted answers. Were they just dead for a temporary time? Or were they literally no more? Neviah wanted to know, and she began to shake. Serenity, wasting no time, hurried over to the side of her friend to comfort her and take her in. Serenity held close to Neviah as she looked in despair over at Mirokumaru, almost showing the expression of demand, but once again Mirokumaru held her composure.
”Go ahead Insidious. Tell Neviah-chan why she is locked in the Valley of Screams with the rest of us…”
Neviah looked down at Insidious in confusion. What did Insidious have to do with this? Why was Insidious chained up and not even bothering to look at Neviah? Why did Mirokumaru mean by locking Neviah into the Valley? What did Mirokumaru mean by her parents being no more? By this time, Neviah couldn’t take it anymore. The memories of her Father, and now her Mother will not end till she got the answers she wanted, and she wanted them now. No more games.
”ENOUGH!!! I DON’T CARE WHAT INSIDIOUS KNOWS, WHERE ARE MY MOTHER AND FATHER?!”
Yelled Neviah with a commanding scream. Tears were beginning to roll down her cheeks as despair was slowly settling in. Mirokumaru looked over at Neviah without surprise, knowing that if the child isn’t calm, her ego might take over, and that is something none of them want. Mirokumaru had no choice but to reveal the truth to Neviah at this point, and tell her everything. Why she was trapped, who did it, what a Rosary is, the origin of the Valley, and last but not least, the War of the Garden of Eden. That’s when Mirokumaru dropped the hardest thing Neviah would ever hear in her life.
”... Neviah… Ceon Clixx-Kimura, and Senna Clixx-Kumura. Even Claire Clixx are no more. I’m sorry, but they are gone forever…”
THE END OF A
LEGACY
遺産の終わり
”W… What do you mean? What… What do you mean they’re no more?”
As Neviah began to cry harder, going through the shock of the news that her parents are no more, she walked closer and closer to Mirokumaru, walking straight past Insidious while Serenity stayed where she was, hiding her tears. Kaizaken stayed above everything, looking down and staying out of what was now in Mirokumaru’s control. Neviah took one step after another, reaching out to Mirokumaru, wanting to know why. Why are her parents gone? The ones that brought life to her and raised her are no more, and she didn’t understand. Why are they all giving her their power? It didn’t make sense. Just as Neviah was within reach of Mirokumaru and reached out to her, Mirokumaru lifted her arm and closed her fan, and the tip of the fan was put into contact with Neviah’s forehead as suddenly, memories filled Neviah’s mind of the past. This past was far beyond even the last generation of Memory Rosaries, but of a time before time itself. It was in a beautiful land that was surrounded by Flowers and was brimming with life on every corner of its scape. The world was alight with spirits and joy as it would seem this was the origin of another world.
”What you’re seeing is our old home, the Garden of Eden. Today it is known as the Valley of Screams, but back in our time, it was the Garden. Home to Gods and Spirits of all kinds. It was our home for many years till she lost her mind…”
Just then, images of Blood Queen appeared as she started to wreak havoc throughout the Garden and with her legion of dark Gods and Spirits, she waged war upon the Garden and against Mirokumaru. Mirokumaru with the help of Kaizaken, Benkei, Serenity, and many others, fought against Blood Queen and her legion to defend their home, only to have it destroyed. Forced with no hand left, Mirokumaru merged the Garden of Eden with Reality and forced the spirits and Gods to become one with the Living Realms in which to preserve their lives. Because of this, Zanpaktou were created and thus, Memory Rosaries were also created by accident from a chain reaction of conflict between the Gods of the Garden of Eden. While Memory Rosaries will still disprove the theory of Gods and whatnot since they defy existence due to their malfunction, they were created on accident from a flaw between the merging of the Garden to Reality. Hence, a Rosary is made from a soul that cannot properly transition between the Living Realm to the Soul Society and become one with the former Garden of Eden.
It was when Mirokumaru and Kaizaken saw possible suitors to their cause, and enlisted the help of Senna Clixx-Kimura and Ceon Clixx-Kimura to help fight for their cause. At the same time though, Blood Queen also did the same with Claire Clixx, in which to also enter the stage and fight for her cause as well. But while these Rosaries had unspeakable power and the capabilities to even destroy existence, they were with a time limit to their powers. As seen by Neviah, their incomplete souls had a time limit due to the instabilities of their existence, and thus when time was up, they would be erased forever, and never even touch the Death realms and so on. Instead, they would become fragments of memories, and live on in their legacies. So because of that time Limit, they were taken from their immortal bodies and transitioned into Memories and spread between the souls they affected to remain for the rest of eternity. Any history of their bodies or marks would be removed due to Mirokumaru’s cycles, but only their memories will live on.
”As you see, that is the general history behind the Memory Rosary, as well as the Gods of Reality you know of today. But that doesn’t answer why you’re here, does it?”
Then the images of Insidious entered Neviah’s mind next. It showed Blood Queen with 4 maidens surrounding her. One was Benkei, Nakami Yui’s Zanpaktou spirit, and the other one Neviah recognized was Insidious, her Dark side Zanpaktou spirit. In the war that waged, Benkei switched sides to fight alongside Kaizaken and Mirokumaru, but Insidious stayed with Blood Queen since their personalities matched. Insidious fought against Serenity many times, even though they were sisters, and they played at times, but during the time of war, Insidious wanted to hurt people. She wanted to cause and inflict pain, while Serenity was all about taking that pain and protecting others. Of course, post war when Serenity and Insidious were forced to merge into one weapon to survive, they weren’t happy about it, but at the last conflict between the Rosaries, where Ceon and Senna reverted to their negative egos, Blood Queen did something to Insidious, since Insidious used to be a Maiden of Blood Queen, she was able to “Change” her. What happened was Blood Queen planted a mind control into Insidious so when the time was up for the 1st Generation, Insidious would open the Valley and lock them all inside of it. As a chain reaction, Mirokumaru and Kaizaken would have been sent to the Valley either way to select a new suitor, as for Blood Queen, but Blood Queen was planning a new target since Claire’s pregnancy, her daughter Kagami. Blood Queen wanted Kagami since she’d be capable of countering Mirokumaru’s power and with that power at her fingertips with her power of Existence Control, she would become unstoppable. There was one variable though, and that was Neviah. Neviah was a trump card that Blood Queen couldn’t risk, thus she sent Insidious to lock them all within the Valley for Eternity from the inside. And since no one else has access to the Valley, Neviah would never be able to escape.
”So you see child, it is Insidious that locked us all here for eternity. Without a key from the outside, you will never be able to see the real light of day anymore, and Blood Queen is one step closer taking Claire’s child and destroying their fabric of existence to recreate it to what she wishes.”
Mirokumaru removed her fan from Neviah’s forehead and Neviah proceeded to drop to her knees, trying to gather her thoughts from what just happened. Mirokumaru walked around Neviah and approached Insidious from behind and stood behind her, looking down on the chained up spirit before her of Discord. Mirokumaru wanted to throw her into the unstable collapse of Eternity, but wouldn’t dare do so without allowing Neviah to speak her words first. Neviah was the host for Insidious’ power, and without her last words, Neviah might not get the fill of revenge she desires…
”You’re welcome to take whatever revenge out on Insidious as you desire before I rid us of her. So go ahead child, and take your pain out on this one here…”
But what Neviah didn’t know was that this was actually a test. A test from Mirokumaru to measure her emotions and mentality to see what would Neviah do at a time like this. Neviah turned and hid her face with her hair as she approached Insidious from behind, pushing past Mirokumaru to drop to her knees, and take Insidious into her grasp, and gently hug her from behind. The shock of everything stuck everyone hard, that even Insidious revealed her face that the tears that were flowing from her face the entire time. Insidious was honestly expecting Neviah to hurt her, and to be punished, since Insidious did a terrible thing. Insidious loves Neviah and in reality would never dare wish to harm Neviah, so they had to understand that she was manipulated by Blood Queen, otherwise she wouldn’t even consider it.
”It’s okay Insidious… I understand, and I know you. You and I are one after all, are we not?”
Looking down on the two girls hugging, Mirokumaru proceeded to smile and remove the chains that locked Insidious into place from a cycle lock. Mirokumaru wanted to know what Neviah would do when confronted with the one that locked her within the Valley, and since Neviah decided to spare Insidious, Mirokumaru couldn’t help but agree. Mirokumaru knew that Insidious was manipulated, since Insidious wouldn’t dare harm Neviah. Serenity was smiling as she ran over to hug her sister Insidious and Neviah and take them in with her angel wings as if to comfort the two girls all joined together as one. Mirokumaru and Kaizaken just gave them a moment to gather themselves and the fact that now, all 5 of them are stuck within the hell that is the former Garden of Eden together. Even if Mirokumaru was to reverse their cycles, time stands still within the Valley, and thus she cannot really do much to get them out of there. So for the time being, they were left with just trying to stay alive within their hell, the Valley of Screams.
”Come Neviah. We must train and work together to survive this hell we are stuck in. As of now, you hold the power of Serenity, Insidious, Kaizaken and myself. You need to learn how to adapt to all of us now, otherwise if we do manage to survive and get back to the realm of Reality, we won’t survive long.”
Mirokumaru was expecting Neviah to cooperate, but instead Neviah already knew how to utilize their powers well enough from the memories that were taken in by her Mother and Father. Instead Neviah was quite angry with Kaizaken and Mirokumaru, as well as Serenity and Insidious from hiding all this information from her. Neviah wanted to know it from the beginning as to understand better as to what is going on, but instead she has to survive to realize that her Mother, Father, and Aunt are no more, and now that there is a child out there with Claire’s power to be taken over by Blood Queen. This made Neviah all angry and a tad emotional with the information all coming in at once, which lead Neviah to actually stand up and look at all 4 of the spirits and say the following with a bit of a stern tone…
”No… I already know of all your powers and what you all are capable of. I will survive this valley alone, without any of your help. You all took my Mother and Father, and destroyed their souls in which to better your own goals. The way I see it, you all are selfish and don’t even care about the fact that my Mother and Father are gone. I don’t need you, and so I’m done with you all. Serenity, Insidious, I’m happy to see you both well, but I cannot be around any of you all right now. I’m sorry…”
And with that, Neviah excited Mirokumaru’s world, and stepped back into the Valley of Screams. The three blades laid in order with the Wakizashi on the outside, and Mirokumaru in the center while Neviah looked out to see an amassing Blank assault once again. Neviah had the power of her Mother and Father now, and she will use their power without the Zanpaktou to survive this. Neviah was upset with Mirokumaru, Kaizaken, and the Two for not telling her the truth from the get go, and what’s worse is now that Neviah understands she has a niece.
THE WILL TO
SURVIVE
サバイバル
For about 5 months, Neviah trained herself, and fought to survive the relentless and never ending Blank Assaults while within the Valley. She used her mind, body, and soul to survive as long as she could, all while ignoring help from the Zanpaktou that wished to be with her. Neviah was angry with Mirokumaru, Kaizaken, Serenity, and Insidious for lying to her and her Parents upon what they were. Neviah believed she was a real soul with just a curse, but it would seem it went deeper than that. Apparently Senna was pregnant with Neviah in their real lives before they were murdered, and when the souls of Senna, Ceon, and Claire were taken to the Soul Society, their souls were hijacked and changed against their will. Their souls were kept to 0.0001% of their original form, while the rest of their being became a physical manifestation of their memories and the memories of the gods that inhabit them. The Ego was established to either support Blood Queen with the Negative Ego, and the Positive to support Mirokumaru. Neviah wasn’t planned on even existing, but since her DNA was already created by the time Senna had transitioned, she was already set on being created, as was her cousin Kagami. Matter of fact, the creation of Neviah and Kagami wasn’t even planned and ended up becoming a trump card, hence why Kaizaken wanted Serenity and Insidious for Neviah, since they were perfect for her, and Blood Queen wanted the child of Kin Iramasha and Claire Clixx, Kagami Iramasha-Clixx. All of it was kept secret, which led to the deletion of her loved family, and what was worse, was that their final moments constantly replayed within her mind, whenever she didn’t want it to.
She remembers the last moment of her Mother and Father so well, as they were just cooking dinner within their home on Earth, on the base of Mt Fuji where they chose to live peaceful lives away from war, only to be called into duty whenever they were really needed. Ceon was done establishing and trying to contact others to ensure the peace and stability of the Realm, while Senna was cooking dinner. As Ceon went to go outside and look at the stars, he began to feel funny and didn’t understand why he felt odd. Then, while he was trying to figure out what was happening, he heard a scream from Senna. Opening the door and looking inside, Ceon saw his wife in utter shock, as her right arm was slowly disappearing and piece by piece was lighting up, to float away into the sky like sand particles. Ceon tried to move towards his wife to understand what was going on, but couldn’t move for some reason as his legs were becoming pure plasma, and no longer withheld within him, behind his skin. The plasma was diminishing as his energy reserves were beginning to disappear and leave his body.
”S-Senna!!”
Ceon cried out to Senna as he tried to reach out to her, and Senna did the same, calling out to Ceon and reaching for him as their bodies were slowly drifting into nothingness. Neither of them understood what was going on, but for some reason felt it was their last moments. Reaching for one another, they managed to grasp one another in the center of their home. Ceon took Senna into his chest as she proceeded to cry, and a single tear left Ceon’s eyes. They didn’t understand what was happening, but they had a feeling that they weren’t going to last much longer, and that this was their final moment to exist.
”W… What’s going to happen to us Ceon? Do you… Do you think Neviah will be okay?”
Ceon didn’t know how to answer honestly. He didn’t really know what to say to her in the end, as he didn’t know if everything would be okay, this was new to all of the Rosaries, but he didn’t want his last moments with his beloved to be a sad one. So he calmed himself, and tried to hold Senna as tight as he could as the energy he withheld kept seeping from his body.
”I don’t know Senna… I… I’m sure Neviah will be okay. We’ve raised her as best we could, and she’s become such a strong young girl. We can say that we’re proud to be her parents…”
Nodding while gripping onto Ceon as hard as she could, Senna tried to withhold herself from fully breaking down within her husbands arms. Instead, she looked up at him, and into his blue eyes she loved so much. Ceon did the same, looking down to her with his focus on the tan eyes that were so deep and beautiful that he has been attracted to for over 1200 years. Silently saying I love you to one another, they planted their lips onto one another for a brisk moment, till their bodies eventually became nothing, and disappeared forever. The Memories soon went to black, telling Neviah that it was their last memory, and it angered Neviah. Why didn’t Kaizaken or Mirokumaru tell them what was going on, or warn them? Wasn’t Senna supposed to have true sight on all Cycles? If she did, then why couldn’t she see that their time was almost up? All these questions stayed within the mind of the angry girl as she proceeded to vent all her frustration, despair, and anger on every Blank that appeared before her. She ruthlessly tore them apart, showing no mercy as she ripped through the Blank Assaults for Months. The same was said for Claire’s last moments as well, as they rang within her mind. The one thing Neviah didn’t know however, was if Kagami would have seen Claire’s last moments. Considering that Neviah had some, but not all of Claire’s last moments, it most likely meant that Kagami was still too young to completely take in the amount of memories that Claire withheld, thus Neviah was temporarily holding onto some of them. What sucked however, was that Neviah was holding the most vital and painful one, her last moment in existence.
”Kagami-chan! I picked out a wonderful onesie for you! Oh, you’ll be so adorable in it!!”
Said a very chipper and proud Claire as she happily pranced around the babies room as the infant Kagami cheered and laughed at her Mother’s happiness. Claire was so happy and excited to know she got to have one thing of happiness in her life, considering what Ashlei was going through, Claire wasn’t sure if she could really Mother her anymore. But everything was okay, since Claire finally got to have a child with the man she loved, even if she feared him while she was sane. Her sanity returned since removing Blood Queen from her, which allowed her to think clearly and sustain herself well, and what was even better was that she felt like she had a family. With Kin-sama, Sing, Ashlei, and Kagami, Claire felt complete for the first time in her life. The only part missing was her Brother, Sister-In-Law, and Niece. Without them, it didn’t seem full, and Claire wished that Kin wouldn’t be a tyrant anymore, just so they could all be a happy family together, but due to Ceon’s stubbornness, he will always see Kin as an enemy and that was why Claire would be unable to merge the families. But the thought always did occur to Claire to perhaps take Kagami and run to Ceon for sanctuary from Kin if he ever did go on a warpath again, but till then, Claire will happily try to live a life of joy and Hope with her new child.
As the night drew ever closer, Claire picked up her child and nuzzled her close, enjoying the warmth and the love that was shared between a Mother and child, as she was always jealous for Senna to experience it before her. But the wait was worth it, as this love was pure, and it was beautiful in every aspect. She held her close as they stood near the window and overlooked the land of the Kokuryuteshi realm. Of course, Claire’s church was in sight, but none dared enter it, since it was the home of the Insane Claire’s massacres. It was where she would sacrifice all living beings for Despair in the name of Blood Queen. It was indeed a dark time in her life, as she recalled the one time where she almost submitted to pure despair and imploded on herself from being away from Kin for so long. When Kin returned, it was proof that Claire, sane or insane, loved that man, and even though she would run from him in fear, she really loved every part of him in hopes that they would live in peace someday together.
As Claire held Kagami in her bosom and dwelled on the moments that took her to this time, she suddenly realized she was beginning to feel weird. Deciding to not risk dropping the child, Claire returned Kagami to her crib where she set her down softly and looked down upon her sweet and pure face with a smile. After her child was set down however, that was when it hit Claire. Her heart slowed beating and it was a pain she couldn’t bear. The beat was going slower, as blood started to flow from her eyes and ears. It wasn’t gushing, but a small stream was beginning to flow as Claire didn’t understand the pain she was going through! Was Blood Queen behind this somehow? That’s impossible since Blood Queen was trapped within the chamber that Kin kept her in to keep Claire safe from her influence, so what was happening to Claire?
Slumping over the cribs side, Claire tried to hold herself together as it felt as though she was slowly falling apart from the inside out. With all her strength she tried to keep herself in sight of Kagami, because for some reason, she felt as though this was a last moment she would ever experience. She wanted to hold the image of Kagami in her mind as long as possible, and not dare let it go. If the image of Kagami left her mind, it would hurt her more than the pain she was in now, as the Mother didn’t ever want to let go of her child.
”L… Listen to M-Momma sweet child. I love you so much, but I think this is my last moment. I don’t know why now, but Momma is going to go away… For a long t-time…”
Reaching down with the strength she had left, slumped over the side of the crib, as her feet slowly began to turn into blood and disappear, she reached to gently graze the side of her fingers across the soft and pure cheeks of her child Kagami. Tears began to flow from her eyes as she looked upon something she never believed she would be allowed to have as a Memory Rosary. Sure, Ashlei was a child to her too, but Kagami was something she actually created and never believed she could. It was something remarkable to her, and Claire could never let go the idea that she actually got to have a real child!
”B-Be strong for Momma. D-Do what you th… Think is right Kagami-chan. Whatever you choose… I… I will always… Be… Be with you…”
The words were harder and harder to speak, as now her waist was turning to blood and disappearing from the realm of existence. It was so hard to speak, but Claire had to say these words to her child. She had to say them, otherwise, what will Kagami’s last memory of her Mother be? One of her in pain and suffering from deletion, or perhaps a final message, one she can take with her and use to her life ahead…
”I’ve… Made a lot of mistakes in my life. I love Kin, Ashlei, Sing and you with all my heart, and I would never trade anything for having you all in my life. I just wish… I wish… I could see my Brother and Sister again. I miss them… Please Kagami… Be happy, live… live a life you choose… Please… F… For M… Momma…”
As those words escaped her lips, a drop of blood fell from her face onto the forehead of the baby below her in confusion of why her Momma was in pain, but just as Kagami let out a cry for her Mother disappearing before her, it was already too late. Claire was now gone, and the baby was alone in her crib, crying out in loneliness for her Mother. But sadly, while Neviah wanted to know more of what happened from that point, Claire’s Memories end there, and everything goes black, thus ending Neviah’s understanding of Claire’s last moments.
All these moments infuriated her more and more, and the thoughts that MIrokumaru, Blood Queen, and Kaizaken brought them into this just fueled her rage that she used against the never ending Blank Army. As she continued her attacks, her own well being was forgotten from time to time, as she would carelessly take an attack from Blanks that would cut her open or leave a mark, just so that way Neviah could feel alive and know she wasn’t dead just yet. The anger coursing through her veins wouldn’t let her settle down either, so for months on end, she would do nothing but fight, fight, and fight. The downside was that she was refusing to rest, and that due to malnourishment, her body was failing to develop from these constant battles, and thus she was beginning to starve and get thinner as time went on. She can’t last like this forever, so here’s hoping that at some point, she would be able to escape the Valley, but till then, she just keeps on fighting.
FREEDOM ISN’T
FREE
ただの物はない
Now while most would normally give up and just give into the death that creeps ever closer every day, Neviah refused to. She knew that she had one last remaining family member out there, and she had to reach out and save them someday, and somehow. Blood Queen is getting closer and closer to taking over Kagami’s mind, and potentially controlling the child to use as her tool to retake the realm, and remake her Garden of Eden at the expense of Existence alone. This was something that Neviah couldn’t allow, but even though she was angry with Mirokumaru, Kaizaken, and Insidious/Serenity, she knew she couldn’t remain mad at them forever. She had to understand their full strengths and her potential with them. She isn’t her Mother or Father, thus controlling Kaizaken and Mirokumaru will be different from how her family controlled them. So due to that understanding, Neviah had to forgive the gods within the blades that she was forced to adopt. Neviah approached the blade between the two Wakizashi that belonged to Mirokumaru, and gently touched it to enter the world shared by the 4 gods. As she entered, she appeared bloodied, filthy, and starving. Serenity hurried over to Neviah’s side as to help her, but Neviah denied the help. Mirokumaru looked over to Neviah, understanding that while she was acting like a child for the past months in her emotions, she understood she was a living soul, and emotions are something that all young women must deal with.
”Lets get this straight. I’m only helping you guys because I don’t want to know that my only family left is going to be taken over by that bitch Blood Queen. Do we have a deal?”
Mirokumaru looked over to Neviah and just nodded, as if accepting the terms, and silently apologizing. Kaizaken as well, who was floating overhead within the Infinite Realm provided by Mirokumaru seemed to smile a little from understanding how much Neviah had grown. He was there when she was born and but a child, but now she’s become her own adult, and her parents would be so proud. Serenity and Insidious even let out a smile as well, excited to work with their beloved Neviah once again, now that she’s managed to get the steam out of her system, and more importantly, not falling to Malice when it tried to take advantage of her weakened state. Neviah had already taken in the power surge from Kaizaken, as well as the cycles of life from Mirokumaru, so all she had to do was unleash the power within the blades to control the powers within her grasp. A white flash of light appeared within the realm of the Infinite Cycles, and emerging from the realm of Mirokumaru was almost a whole new Neviah. Yes, she was still bloodied, filthy, and starved, but she had a new mental state on everything, understanding that she was now the remaining legacy of her Mother and Father, and thus she had to carry on their mission. As well as for her Aunt Claire’s sake, Neviah had to remove Kagami from her world of danger in which to protect her from the ever lurking power that will attempt to take her over, just like Claire suffered.
Once again, the Blanks appeared, but their force was different this time. They appeared like the Wraiths that Claire used to control, and the numbers of them were in the millions, while billions on top of billions of Blanks were surrounding the Wraiths. They appeared to be on a last leg, as they sent out the Blanks that were manifested from Nightmares and Despair that Claire had discovered. They were stronger than the average Blank when they attacked, able to change their shape into a weapon of any sort and had good speed with power, but they were still no match for Neviah. Numbers like this meant they were going to try to rush her, and just overwhelm her with numbers, but the girl against the Horde of Endless Minions remained calm. Neviah for some reason, wasn’t afraid anymore. The sensation of fear was not a part of her anymore, and she felt as though she could take on the world with the powers and memories of her family behind her, thus she will use the wisdom passed onto her, and transform the Realm of Existence to something greater. She will preserve it from any force willing to cause harm, and take control. She will become the Sentry and Avenger of Existence, and every soul within it’s realm. And with that, Neviah summoned the powers of Kaizaken, Mirokumaru, and Serenity/Insidious, and fought off the Wraiths and Blanks.
To her, there was one last member of her family out there, and she had to survive. Because even if her chance of survival was .0001%, she will attempt it to save any last remaining member of family she has left. So she continued to kill all the Blanks that attempted to attack her, all the Blanks would fall, even though the number of Blanks rivaled an infinite amount, Neviah would never give up, even if it was the end for her, she will continue to survive just to see one more day. The raw power of Kaizaken and his Hurricane was tremendous as it cut down Blanks and Wraiths left and right, all while Mirokumaru locked thousands within time cycles and prevented them from moving. Insidious and Serenity worked hand in hand to ensure Neviah had the energy to survive and fight, all while killing tremendous amounts of the enemy all around. Neviah was even able to adapt to the Bankai’s of each stage, even the stage two that was passed onto her from Serenity and Insidious. What really surprised Neviah was that she was even able to adapt and learn some powers that her Mother and Father were never allowed access to, for example, Kaizaken’s Monsoon and Eye of the Storm. Neviah even learned an ability from Mirokumaru, but she was instructed to NEVER use it unless it was a last resort, and that was the Unwinding Cycle. The power of the Unwinding Cycle is so unpredictable, that Mirokumaru would be unable to repair the damage that she even causes from that ability. Finally, Neviah’s Stage Two Bankai from Serenity and Insidious, where the two Goddess become one with her, tripling her stats, and giving her phenomenal physical strength and speed. Her weighted spiked balls at the end of her stage one become gauntlets, and her Soul Chain becomes attached to her wrist, protecting her from all sorts of special attacks. From all that Neviah had obtained and learned, she even gained two new passives, one was Nature’s Blessing, and the other was Cycle Sight, both of which helped her keep her defenses up, and allowing her to take minimal damage. Due to the new abilities and adapting to the powers bestowed upon her she was unstoppable, and she will fight till every last one has fallen in the end.
After one last month of fighting for her survival, the Blanks finally fell, and their power was released back into the Valley of Screams. The Endless army had stopped, and their energy was returned, but instead of creating more Blanks, something else happened. Sitting in the middle of an endless field of flowers, was Neviah as she sat in silence meditating with the three blades of the Gods from the Garden of Eden remained surrounding her. They hovered around her while she stayed silent and remained composed in the field of infinite flowers. The Blanks that were ended, their power was slowly restoring the Valley with its former power, turning it into a Memory of what the Garden of Eden used to look like before the war ever occurred. As Neviah sat in the middle of this beautiful image of what the Garden of Eden used to appear like, she released some words from her lips, in a soft whisper…
”Please… Someone release me from this prison…”
Neviah, after 6 months of fighting and surviving with barely any nourishment or rest, finally collapsed under the strain of her body, and passed out. The silent wind blew, as the flowers danced in the calming blow of the Valley’s breezes. The blades of Mirokumaru, Kaizaken, Serenity, and Insidious continued to float around, circling Neviah’s unconscious body, as if protecting her from anything left that might come. Hopefully, she will someday escape this prison of Memories and Nightmares...
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