Not Feeling Well

I'm typing this from the phone, so please don't mind the weird spellings and grammar I may or may not display. Anyways, on to the point. When I read your post, Alpha, I couldn't help but post, even despite the difficulties in it; reason being, this sounds like something that I know a bit about, in terms of experience. Now, I'm not sure if what I've been throughout is something similar to what you're going through, as I'm not you and at the most, I can simply sympathize, until I know whether what your feeling was something spontaneous, or triggered by something, and if so, what it was triggered by. As such, at the very least, I'd like to be there for you. When I went through an experience that I think is similar to what you're feeling, I would've liked for someone to be there beside me. With that in mind, I can't offer any comforting words knowing if they'll help or not, but what I can do is be there for you, even if only through computer screens. If you need to talk, go ahead and hit me up (Skype is Vaaine.Guildenn BTW). If you need some time alone, I'll stay out of your way.

In the very least, know that I'm willing to do what you need me to do. And of those things I'm willinng to do, one of them is giving a piece of advice. You can't erase your existence. In the very least, people will still have memories of you, and in the short tine of my young, adolescent mind, I'd find memories precious, and no matter how much you may want to erase them, someone out there will hold those same memories dear. All I can say is, take a bit of time thinking over these thoughts--something I'm sure you're doing as is.