Trying to get the Muse into the Musetrap

Mon May 26, 2014 3:15 pm

Alright, so the past few weeks I've been severely lacking in terms of muse and activity outside of staff work. Why? Well, Andy stopped RPing here, which we had a good little plot for Moroi and the Kurikku. That falling through made my muse for most of my Kurikku members go meh, but not his fault I still could have picked it up. Then my main character, Eliah, had heavy attachments to Neviah, Moose's character, who has also left the site. As for everything else that has to do with this site I've simply just haven't had the muse for it because I've been trying so avidly to place my time into other things like MMOs and MOBAs.... which seems to be a phase of sorts as it usually is.

My solution to all of this? I clearly need to take some R&R and recollect myself for a bit. Find some new manga to read or anime to watch and build my muse up from there. I think overall I have been exerting myself into trying to put out posts lately that I have just lost enjoyment in it. "How is that even possible?" Well, it's rather irksome when you're in a thread with someone, or multiple ones, and you can't just post at your own leisure. Other people want you to post faster because they have the muse, but they don't think twice about how much fun that sucks out of RPing. It's supposed to be a hobby and not something so demanding.

I'm aware I'm staff and I should be setting the bar for RPing... however, I'm just not inclined to do so. I'm not stepping down or anything, as I do plan to return and shit on all of you. I just can't do so right now, because I'm just not interested.

What can you guys do to help? Well suggest some anime or manga I haven't seen or watched, uhmmm give me some interesting plot lines that I would be interested in(If I have ever left a thread early with you, I don't want to everrrr post with you again. Not to sound like a dick, but those of you I have RP'd with and abandoned the thread. There were reasons and it's mainly because you suck the fun out of everything. L2develop other people's characters too. Stop being selfish. I'd kill off anyone of my characters for you if you so wished it, L2do the same for others. It makes things more interesting for the thread in itself.)

To end, current threads I'm in... Kill them if you wish. I really don't care, everyone I have now is extremely uninteresting to me. Toss em to the side, whatever--

Wow... I've somewhat just realized that I straight up don't like role playing anymore. lol. I'll step down from staff and all of my characters can be archived... PM me on Skype if you wish to talk about it, but really I just am extremely disinterested in most of the people that populate this site... Everything has just become one-sided for me... Idunno. I just don't know... lol. That may have come off a bit abrasive, but... I didn't mean it to be. Sorry if I misled you, Frost, in my intentions to stay active and such. Tbh, I just don't know man... lol. Over the duration of writing this, I've just become seriously conflicted with wanting to stick around.

I feel like such a tool. D:

Well, now I need time to think about this...
I did not backspace once in this message, just so you have a clear view of my chaotic brain flow atm... If you can't tell, I'm indifferent.

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Don't reply to this... this isn't a place for you to get your free post for the day. I don't want your sympathy post or your 100 character minimum post telling me a manga to watch. I want your advice 1 on 1.