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[THEFROST] · Fri Feb 14, 2014 3:35 pm

Mana-Chan, and Khala-Chan, if you read this letter I will be back shortly; my actions made me realize that before I can stand proudly by your sides; before I can back up the home I cherish. I need to clear my mind, and settle the madness within me, as I am now as I found out fighting Kakine Yuudeshi; I am nothing but a ticking Bomb-Shell, If I blew up around you guys you would have to kill me; I do not wish this, nor do I wish to harm any of you. So it is with a heavy heart, that I notify you and only you two; that I will be on temporary leave; I know you both understand, The price of power and the path I must walk to get to my tranquility would only be hindered by the certainty that you will hold my hand. So this isn’t a goodbye my dear sisters; it is merely a short duration apart, because I have decided that before I can face you girls , my dear sisters with clear eyes, and clear words; I must face the weakness within myself; only then will I come back. Till then, please stay safe my sisters, mana-chan , Khala-Chan. . .

Love your sister. Inami Asthavon. [/color]

If anyone looked in Inami’s room at the Asthavon Estate, that is what they would find; a note tacked against the side of a opened window in which an unnatural breeze was blowing through. The girl was elsewhere, long gone she now was traversing earth once more; wearing nothing but her clothes. She was walking along the desolate sandy ground. Looking up at a impending cliff which towered above everything else, a broken cliff which probably had seen better days. It looked like it was about to fall apart, dirt; dust and rock falling off of its once magnificent structure with a slow rumbling sound. The girl moving with a subtle grace, would have skipped from rock to rock, ascending the height of the ruined cliff-face. Moving up it without making a sound, her toes touching the ground as she had made it up the side landing with a softness that probably couldn’t be mistaken, her eyes slowly had gazed ahead of her, at the desolate wastelands which seemed to have a beginning, and yet no end seemed to be in sight.

Inami’s Eyes closed, her lashes thick and shadowing her cheek bones slightly while she thought back to the embarrassing way she had allowed herself to lose control. Her brows scrunched together as she remembered the feeling of helplessness after figuring out just the magnitude of what she had done, or almost done. The fact that, she had gone out of control; that she couldn’t even control herself , it annoyed her, and even more so it made her feel sick to her stomach; which was why as she let out a shaky sigh she had slowly opened her eyes, as they changed colors Subtly from Amber to Green. It upset her greatly, and it showed great wet tear-drops slipping from her tear ducts and trickling down her cheeks and dripping from her chin. Inami raised a hand slowly and wiped away the wetness , staring at it for a moment before slowly she smiled, not a smile of madness; na this smile was soft , sweet with the delicious taste of Sorrow.

“Power Comes with A Price After All “ Inami whispered under her breath softly , while she had let her mind wander , deeper into the depths of her memories and her own subconscious; looking for an answer that she did not have. Arrogance gone, madness gone; she just had an empty feeling in her heart an empty feeling that she couldn’t even understand let alone comprehend, it just expanded without end inside her. Nor though did she remember why she was sad, all that she knew was that she felt tired; very tried. Her head began to nod, but she shook it off like a dog shaking off water, hair moving around from side to side. While she slowly had groped into the darkness inside herself, doing the one thing that she hadn’t done in awhile, she was trying once more to find that elusive element inside her; which wasn’t substantial but was very important. Around her though energy rose, it whipped about, and it seemed to churn the very air itself, whilst there was nothing left to say or to see, instead she had slowly let her restraint go. She had left specifically because she knew that in side she would have to fight, to understand, to get stronger, to tame the power that was incomplete, that power that was lurking, its potential which wasn’t even brought to the surface yet.

So as her mind wandered, her skin seemed to be conflicting her hair seemed to not know if it was auburn or black, her size constantly changing. Duality, she had often sensed it before, that her power was incomplete that it often was lacking something; which was why now that almost living presence inside her seemed to stir; the madness that reigned over her powers, the insanity that governed it all; it seemed to come forth, become alive; and yet she was now ready for it; she was ready to tame it, to pull it and rip it into submission this wasn’t something that couldn’t’ be done, it was something that had to be done, so as she stood there, threads elusively restrained her and in her mind, she crawled into the darkest corner, and found it waiting there, grinning, and giggling the madness which manifested her powers, would have slowly looked up, its eyes green, its hair raven black. It looked like an Asthavon not like she did, with her unnatural eyes, and odd color, it smiled hair writhing like threads of night or death itself.

“I was wondering when you would figure it out, that you have been for so long Incomplete Imperfect, and Unstable. I’ve been waiting, For you to finally wake up. “ The creature said slowly, before it then, ultimately, Grinned.

[THEFROST] · Fri Feb 14, 2014 5:08 pm

“So , are you here to finally become whole? “

A simple question , puppet god X would have asked of Inami, her emerald eyes slowly having squinted . Intelligent like a hawk, they would pick up on the change in the woman’s psyche, which was present all around them. Normally she wasn’t a separate mental entity, but for now because of the change, the fear, and the insanity which had climaxed, she had been woken up, thrust from the unity between her and Inami. You see she and inami are one and the same, but as She stood there in the darkest reaches of Inami’s mind, Puppet God X, looked at the girl; her oddities the fact that she looked nothing like an Asthavon; even the instability in her mind was all her own doing. Which was why as Puppet God X slowly blinked she would have shook her head from one side to the other, a personification of power given form by her owners mind needing a tangible shape to combat. And yet, as Puppet God X slid her emerald eyes up and down the body of her enemy, she didn’t seem to be concerned at all, after all she was stronger than her owner.

That was when Puppet God X let out a hefty sigh, and moved forward; displaying knowledge acute and precise to a deadly T. Her Raven Black Hair Whipped behind her in a solid stream as she all but vanished, appearing beside Inami in the depths of their shared mind, Puppet God X’s hand jerking forward would try to catch her owners face and smash her across this faux inner world, if it had hit, the force would have caused the endless black floor to shatter and crack; yet she didn’t continue the assault, instead her fingers seemed to clench curling into a fist, then unclenching a few times, as if not used to actual movement, even if it was in a world sitting in the corner of Inami’s Subconscious, it felt weird, alien even, which was why Puppet God X would have let out an exasperated “Tch” before her eyes peered into the darkness after her owner if she indeed had been hit.

“If that’s all you have with your petty resolve then we will have nothing to discuss, you cannot even touch me if you are that weak. “

Puppet God X Said, her head cocked slightly to the right , eyes big and sassy; but also knowing and wary. Not conceited even though she was a literal representation of madness that would overflow and amass as raw energy . Puppet God X had raised her right hand and pressed it firmly to the side of her neck, popping her bones audibly as her neck moved with the direction of the push, Before then She’d raise her other hand keeping it parallel with the floor arm extended fully straight out to the side, a thread pushing from her knuckles, cutting out a weeping gash with it, the blood coagulating and glowing quickly as it would fortify the edge of the thread which would harden into a simple sword, one without name, without real thought put into it, merely a tool to be used to wage war with. And yet she felt sad, her emerald eyes had become half hidden under an obscure black curtain of hair, eyelids half closed, lashes casting long shadows against her soft yet angular cheek-bones.

“ You know, you speak of ideals, yet not once have you accepted me; I have been waiting , but you have always been afraid of taking that leap of faith, it is why you can’t control me; Only when your insane does that barrier drop, only then do you forget your fear over the power that is latently hidden inside you, I am merely a thought given shape conjured up in this Motley display of space erected by your Subconscious mind, kept under lock and key; you unknowingly gave me shape, and yet you never use me properly, it makes me cry you rejected who you are on a fundamental level, all because the people you knew and loved before you knew who you where, had been slaughtered mercilessly. Its why you look nothing like your sisters; It is why you unknowingly gave me your face, your true face, not this incomplete bullshit true demon appearance you have erected in place. Haven’t you wondered why you look nothing like yours sisters, why you can’t control your powers, even your sister noticed it, you are out of control ; I will not be a tool to one who is too incompetent to wield me properly, either I will take over or you will accept who you really are; For now though, let me show you how to properly use this power of yours. “

Puppet God X said in a short minute long speech as she had held that single thread and instead of using many she focused on the sword which hummed as a wicked edge formed on it; a nameless sword it may have been but, it seemed to be changing, elongating, taking shape and revealing itself as the girl slowly walked forward, bare feet padding against the cold hardened black floor after the direction Inami Probably had flown, the blade finally settling into the shape of a Bastard sword, and yet the emerald eyed, raven haired girl with a stark white complexion; gripped it easily with one hand; like it weighed nothing, like it was absolutely nothing. Her eyes no longer looked weary, they no longer voiced the compassionate side given to her by inami’s subconscious, no instead? They merely would have voiced a subtle Pity, and Disappointment in how things had ultimately begun to turn out, so with a deep inhale, her hand tightened curling around the handle visibly while she would have lifted the sword’s inward edge and pressed the tip against her inner forearm, gently pulling it down through her palm, tracing a red scarlet line down the snowy white skin, as the blood turned black and dissipated, threads interweaving around her body, sparse but interwoven in a triangular pattern which made the amount used, effective as what inami herself normally used. Then a cruel gleam filtered through the depths of Puppet God X’s Emerald Gaze, and she said in a low and disappointed voice.

“Don’t worry , I won’t let your name be tarnished, like I’ve been in the shadows, if you don’t wake up and fight back, ill imprison you and let you watch me become who you should be. If you don’t want that to happen . . . Then you have only one choice, get up and fight me, and accept me, instead of making this hard and just plain Ineffective for both of us, as even the best blade, can fail if used by someone who isn’t ready to wield it yet, All the power I’m using is yours, if you want it, take it; because as you are, you aren’t use to anyone; I mean you made me, because you where afraid of your power, but you failed to realize, if you don’t back up your bark, then the very tool you made as your buffer, will eventually, come back to bite you, so stand up and fight; I want you to feel the pain of your Careless superiority , as I carve it, deep into your psyche. “

[THEFROST] · Fri Feb 14, 2014 5:53 pm

“Nghhhh Wh-“ Inami had begun to exclaim as her eyes widened with startling surprise and maybe even fear; She felt it the cold contact of that Icy White skin against her face, The force of the movement wasn’t small either it lifted her child like body up, and her eyes suddenly had been spinning, the whole world was spinning as her body was spinning, akin to a ragdoll, around , and around until with a deafening BANG~ Inami found herself eating black floor as she felt her breath leaving her chest and could only hear the thunderous crack which audibly could be heard from the floor around her after she had collided with it, in a pretty high velocity encounter. Rubble flew in every conceivable direction as even though this was an inner world, it felt more like reality with each passing moment. Then Her mouth parted so wide that one would probably think her jaw had just been broken and forced ajar as a shriek of raw unguarded pain blared from her throat, so loud that she coughed up a solid continuous stream of blood; Inami then lifted her right hand and probed her ribcage, wincing as she could clearly feel 7 pulverized ribs, and probably 2 more which had been fractured.

With pain lancing throughout her entire body she shakily managed to get on her knee’s falling forward her palms pressing to the ground splayed a shoulder-width apart. Ragged gasps audibly coming from Inami’s mouth as she wheezed to catch her breath, her keen hearing easily picking up the soft slapping of bare skin against the floor, looking up sharply and slightly with fear glowing in her eyes; Inami would have looked up to almost bask in awe at the emerald eyed personification of her true self. Just in time to see the wicked gleam of a blade without name, made from the very threads that at the moment seemed to be malfunctioning within Inami’s Body, they seemed to be unable to fully heal the wounds generated, and That did get Inami’s Attention as she gazed up her eyes going from confusion to flat out unsettled fear. Yet Inami did get up as she would have let out an angry cat-like yowl bringing her left hand around in a clumsy mirroring of a knock-out punch.

“Shut up, I don’t want to hear that from a lowly scrap thought that just fleetingly anchored into my mind, even though you where nothing but a passing thought; How dare you talk down to me, like you know anything about me; it makes me sick to see worthless scum like you acting like you can talk to a royal individual like myself, those people died because they had no place in this world, no place at all , yet you act like they matter like they are important; that makes me sick, I don’t know if I should smack that bobble head off your shoulders, or roll around laughing and puking at the same time from your naïve nature. And whats this about me not knowing how to wield you, I am you I gave you life you miserable Slut. Don’t Act like you Are Better than me, You make me sick and make me want to cry!!”

Inami had yelled her fevered emotions taking over her logical though process once more she would have tried to intimidate through words, and yet as she said these words and let out a massive explosion of energy like a kid on a tantrum, she’d have vented her frustration and her indecisiveness against her current predicament on this self-created figment of her imagination. She hated being looked down on, and it made her grind her teeth together with murderous intent rolling off her in solid waves while she had yet again allowed herself to get heated. She would have raised her hand to the side, her left eyebrow perking up as her auburn hair Blew in every direction from the sudden release of energy.

“So what if you are the power that slumbers inside me, If you are going to use my own power against me, I will use it right back to show you the difference in our power, you can’t harm me, you don’t have the balls to hurt me or take me over, because you are just a fragment, you say I’m incomplete, but I say I have surpassed perfection babe” She Said as she continually ranted and as if she was going to prove a point, she would have pulled right hand out to the side, mirroring the actions done earlier by her Emerald eyed Raven Haired Counterpart, calling on the threads from her own body to make a sword, a smug look on her face as the seconds ticked by 20 threads forming a gauntlet on her right hand as she would have grinned, having her woven gauntlets on. Then with a battle cry She’d kick forward and bring her left hand back bending her elbow then snapping it forward as she’d try to punch the emerald eyed girls head clean off her shoulders, a nasty bitchy grin spread from ear to ear on her feral animalistic looking face, if the attack hit though, it probably would rip her foe’s head clean off. After that she’d pull her right hand back for a one two follow up knock-out punch, saying in a tone of voice just OOZING with arrogance.

“You are just a weak little figment of my imagination, ill beat you in two hits and regain what’s mine so I can go back and be with my family and my friends, and ill leave you to watch in envy as I once again prove that I am not unstable and that I will not blow up around anything, or anyone for that matter. So just be a good girl and submit so I don’t have to kick your big-boob wide-assed body all around this fake inner world of mine, which was made soley to kick your ass. “

[THEFROST] · Fri Feb 14, 2014 6:45 pm

“You Know You Still Have To Eat Out Of Your Mouth Right Inami?”

Puppet God X Said dryly emphasizing each word, after patiently listening to the berating torrent of offensive words that seemed to be flung from her owners mouth as if the words somehow would accomplish anything other than making her look even more pitiful. Her Actions Reflected that perfectly, as her sharp emerald gaze narrowed reading the trajectory and the way Inami moved, Puppet God X then had took a half step back moving with the first sloppy punch, which would carelessly have just passed her by without even coming close to touching her clothes. Puppet God X then had brought her bastard sword up after shifting her grip and firmly moving the blade with her bodily motions, making it like an extension of her arm. She’d only have to smile as the blast of energy would have touched the swords tip. Then Puppet God X in that moment had pressed her thumb against a spike on the hilt, slicing it open and allowing blood to run the length of the sword; this would have allowed the blade to be reinforced further while all that emerald eye ravened hair girl had to do was step into the blast. Her elbows bent perfectly at 90 degree angles; swinging her sword down as if she was going to cut through it; however Puppet God X merely with a small phantom smile would have put her blade in contact at an angle by shifting her wrist moments before impacts.

What that would do was simple, it allowed Puppet God X to divert the blast by releasing a controlled outwards burst of energy , sending it smashing no plowing into the ground besides both her and Inami. Puppet God X seemed to frown only slightly now as her owner Inami would have made woven power gauntlets to cover her hands, yet not taking the hint that quality was far better than quantity. Which was why as Puppet God X’s Eyelids slid half way over her emerald eyes; with the way her raven black hair whipped to the side in waving streaks; she’d look down-right menacing. Shifting the weight of her body onto her left foot and dismounting, then Puppet God X would have all but vanished a rustle of wind was all that followed besides the delayed boom of the sonic barrier being quite blatantly broken with no real thought given to it what so ever. Puppet God X had her sword hand slither past for a mere second as it would strike an oncoming punch which clearly had lethal intent behind it from her owner, yet Puppet God X let out a soft, disappointed and disgusted huff as the ground blew up below them.

“You disappoint me , with your words being so brazen and bashful I’d think you could at least think about what you are capable of rather then what you feel your royal hine or rump deserves; because there is a very VERY gaping difference between your words and your delivery of the bite behind them. You just don’t understand that not everything is about you; I mean didn’t you figure that out after you forcefully gave yourself a accidental 200year Time Out to think about it, I’m sorry, but I’m going to stop lending you a hand anymore, so ill be taking them back now; you don’t deserve them anyways. “

Puppet God X had almost whispered in Inami’s ear in a low even and unruffled voice, a subtle thread almost impossible to pick up on being interlaced in her words. Then Puppet God X had been obscured in the rubble explosion which happened from the force of impact between the unnamed sword, and one of Inami’s more fierce weapons. Yet the Clash for Puppet God X ended as quickly as it began, in a split second, as she came out of the engage on the opposite side of inami, around 200feet away. Smoke Rose from Puppet God X’s bare feet, as she straightened back into a standing position. Only then did
Puppet God X Casually flick her bastard sword to the side, her grip still iron clad on it, as surprisingly blackened blood flung off it and splattered blending in with the fractured and battered black floor. Moments later She’d only register a high pitched bitchy screech from her owner and adversary. Puppet God X would just moving her weight to one side throwing her hip out defiantly and tilting her head back over her shoulder, those emerald eyes only half way open, a strange expression between plain ol pity, and seething annoyance at the brats manners blatantly displayed. A quirky brilliant white smile spreading finally after a moment across her otherwise serious expression, raven hair hanging back down not quite touching her but; her pure white forehead visible.

What Puppet God X had seen as she looked back at her owner, hadn’t been pretty; but it was karma in its finest, because as Puppet God X gazed upon the agony she had promised to inflict on her owner; Inami apparently as Puppet God X was concerned ; had just had both her hands fall completely off severed in 5 places through all that thread, only then though as blood sprayed from Inami’s Stump forearms did Puppet God X straighten up, her own eyes gazing at the dark depths above, her words calm as if the fact she just had begun to disembowel the person that owner her didn’t even register .

“ You know If you had not gained this conceited outlook on life, maybe I wouldn’t have to be beating you senseless. And, it’s not called hurting you as I haven’t done anything that would really cause you lasting harm, I just am slowly letting you feel bit by bit the pain that you’ve gradually been inflicting on others, is that so wrong? I think in a way, it’s just what the humans call Karma. “

Puppet God X had concluded while she seemed suddenly to in a swaying movement, pivoted off her back let, using her arms in a jerk to spin around timing it; perfectly so that as her front foot stamped on the ground she’d be in a sprinters position; like when they come out of the blocks. Then Puppet God X would have kicked off the floor giving way as far as the eye could see, as quite literally as a spark seemed to happen in Puppet God X’s eyes, she had vanished again, her sword swinging around in a short close slash; within a second if not blocked this would have hopefully cut off Inami’s body from the waist down, while Puppet God X then would have appeared in a half slouched feet shoulder width apart position. Her Raven Black hair, blowing in the imaginary wind, before she’d smartly turn and begin walking back. Walking through the dust and other obscurities in the air from all the destroyed flooring, Puppet God X though as she walked narrowed her eyes again scrunching her eyebrows together, in a serious expression, her grip tightening just a little bit on the handle of her sword, her head tilted back a bit as a smile built onto her face. However Puppet God X’s smile wasn’t insane nor kind, it was annoyed, like a parent who just couldn’t believe what their child had done; especially since it was something so god damned dumb they should have known better. Which was why as she closed in Puppet God X, would remark slowly in a menacingly aggravated tone.

“ Honestly I think I over estimated your capabilities slightly this whole time, you really don’t have any real strength do you, you just piggy back off of you emotions and use them clumsily with the excuse of having justice on your side. Just be honest, you think everyone else is dumb, but you are the biggest Hypocritical individual that probably you will ever meet, does your conceited behavior know no bounds. Also Don’t play dead, we are one and the same, I’d know if you died, so fix yourself up so I can be you down again until you understand it. “

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