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Winding Down With The Sunset [Hakai and Mizore]
Sun Jul 28, 2013 6:50 pm
Artist: Takanashi Yasuharu - Song: Kanashiki Kako - Word Count: 928
What a tiresome day... The day spent curled up in this ice fortress, overlooking the calm features of the fields of ice below. It was a calm day, something that was very rarely seen around in this day and age. Calm, luscious environments that had not been bombed, torn up or destroyed. It was a rare sight, and for someone like Hakai, that was something he enjoyed. Despite his title being known as 'The Destroyer', he really did take interest and a strange calmness in places such as this. Hakai was sitting atop of the ice fortress, his legs hanging over the edge of the highest wall, the cold texture of the ice touching his legs and palms of his hands. What we he doing here? Well, other than the Monsuta, this was his home. His wife, Mizore Chikara, had made this her home using her power over the mass control of ice. For most other people, such an environment would be such a terrible place to be; the freezing cold being numbing right into the bones. However this didn't effect Hakai, rather he preferred it to the hot weather that plagued over his birth place of origin, Japan, the humidity being the worst part of that country. Rather, here? It was bliss.
Cracking his knuckles, he let out a soft sigh. He didn't know why he wasn't doing anything today, perhaps it was because he needed a break. His depression had started to get worse lately and he couldn't help but feel the world closing in around him, the pressure of being a leader within the Monsuta also being quite a burden on the vizard. He didn't know why he was burdened with such a mindset, but it was always so negative. His hands were lowered to his side again; his red piercing eyes taking in the scenery. He didn't know why, but his mental state felt like it was slowly deteriorating. And yet, he couldn't force himself to use anything to alter his mindset, be it alcohol or drugs. He couldn't... he didn't know why. Since his fight with Zefonse, since it got blown to such extremes - he had been put on edge with his own mental state. Using the core strength in his arms, he slid himself back off the wall, lowering himself before letting go, falling gracefully to the floor. This ice fortress was huge, every detail was so refined and it was such a wondrous place at the same time. He could wander these halls forever and still not have finally figured out where everything was. He made his way down the hall after falling off the fall, hand running on the wall and feeling the cold textures drip between his fingers.
He made his way to the master bedroom, slowly. He had too much running through his mind. What was he going to do? On one hand, he could abandon the Monsuta and continue his life alongside Mizore, here in the ice fortress, with the wealth he had accumulated from his time within the organizations. Yet on the other side, the Monsuta allowed him many different resources, including information based around the Vizard Corps. Although... so much had changed. It changed because there was a new leader, yet the alliances and views changed. Ever since Stefan had taken control over his former organization, Hakai had doubted the way it was going. It was not the way he built it, it wasn't what he wanted. Stefan had changed the way the organization went, they aimed to fight strong opponents, rather than taking all Vizard who were on the opposite end of the spectrum to destroy the Vizard Corps and all other factions aligned with them, it wasn't meant to be this passive and... pathetic. That's what it was in Hakai's eyes, pathetic. He didn't know what else to describe it as. They used to all be about destruction and destroying all that came into contact with them and opposed them. He hated the way it went, there was no way he could go along with it.
Slipping his hands onto the handles of his drawers, he pulled out a long black, silk coat and a black skin-tight shirt, alongside baggy white pants and black boots which were sitting beside the drawers. Flicking off is small jacket, he reached down to the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up, off and over his head. He dropped the jacket and shirt to the floor, walking over to the bed and laying the new clothes out on the bed. Slowly, he put the clothes on; the white pants appearing baggy whilst his black boots were closing in the bottoms; his black silk coat hanging past his knees, hair held back in it's normal state. "Urgh... my head." He stopped all motion, his right hand holding his fore-head from the pain that echoed. "I really need to clear my head somehow. Perhaps I need advice, asylum or something. Hell, perhaps a break. I don't know. I just need to do something to ease this burden on my mind. This headache doesn't help at all."
"Perhaps I'll just relax..." What was he doing? Hakai talked to himself a lot, especially when he was in these states of mind. His depressive mindset of late began to make him constantly doubt himself and also talk to himself without end. One of those moods where... a conversation with yourself seemed to be quite a better alternative; rather than talking to the wrong person and accidentally flying off the handle. "Perhaps... take it easy, I don't know."
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