The Neko in a Ditch...

Mon Dec 16, 2013 9:33 pm

Welp.

My muse is like dead. Like, dead in a DITCH f#cking dead. I've not had the energy to do anything except mindlessly watch youtube videos the past two days. And that's a problem. That is A PROBLEM.

THAT'S NOT WHO I AM.

I haven't had the energy to do ANYTHING lately. Nothing is rapid or catching of my interest, or else it's become so difficult to perform and so arduously separated that roleplaying has become a chore. I don't want the thing I love the most as my hobby to be a chore.

I want and really need help. For the love of god I'd like to get Gilgamesh approved, and I would REALLY LIKE TO MOVE FORWARDS WITH SOME OF MY CHARACTERS PLOTS.

BECAUSE I'M SORRY, BUT I'M REALLY, REALLY GETTING IRRITATED THAT *NOTHING* IS HAPPENING WITH THEM.

AT ALL. FULL F#CKING STOP.

I come here to have fun. I come here to be with my friends, but most of all to bond through roleplaying. I need help. I need something to ENERGIZE me. Because otherwise you're going to have a heck of a sluggish admin roaming around until he goes through the painful process of starting himself back up again.

But last of all, I'm sick and tired of characters that I dearly love getting next to nothing of the things that have been promised for them. Especially when I've seen cases where they COULD get a relationship and development that they deserve out of it. But instead, I lose all my muse for them, and they get binned. Meanwhile I'm barred from other possibilities because of this, and in the end feel like I have been had.

I do not even know exactly what I'm asking for. I guess I'm calling for people to get themselves harder into the site and mingle with other people more, inviting them to non-stressful things that DON'T REQUIRE ARDUROUS THOUGHTS (SHIZOU I'M LOOKING AT YOU) and I pray that it will happen soon.

Yeah. I was so concerned about this that I made this rant/call for help thread.

JJ